Sad_Pain_Lonely
I feel so lonley.
I feel so sad.
I feel so much in pain.
The pain that never goes away..
Sitting here waiting to see if the pain
ever goes away..
Never does..
I am wondering why do I do have this pain.
Can't let go of my fears..
God!! Its dark and cold..
Why is it happen to me..
why can I be happy and join my life..
Why is it so hard..
And I start to wish things I thought I never wish
a lots of dreams, a mind of screams.
I lose a scent to miss a touch.
I spent most time alone..
And Noone see it of me being alone all times.
I always run and hide let noone find me.
I am always shutting the door on their face
cause I cant let go of my fears..
Fears that may hurt again..
I never will get what I want or hold on to or be happy with..
cause my pain will always be there..
and always be so lonely..
God!! I am crawling in the hole, hiding so noone cant see me.
It hurts so much..
where ever you are ...I always have heart for You ..
~~~~~~~~CRYING~~~~~~~~~~~~
