My fiance's name is Ronnie, he is 36 yrs. old. He is the best thing that ever could have happened to me beside's my kid's. Ronnie is from Indiana, but we met in Louisiana back in December on the 26th. Unfortunanly we meet over the web, if it wouldn't of been for my mom telling him my nic and her telling me his nic we would have NEVER met, or found each other. Ronnie and I get along great, It's like him and I were meant for each other. If it weren't for the Lord, neither Ron or I would not be together. Only if this world would have more people like him it would be a better place to live. Ronnie is a very kind and caring person, thank the Lord for that. He take's care of me and my children whom are not his biological children PTL for that. Some people wouldn't even do as much as he does for me and my children. He looks at me for what's on the inside of me, that's what all people should do, but the DEVIL has a hold on some people. We have both seperated from the Lord, so we both decided to go back to Church PTL. A while back he didn't believe in the Lord because his only son had died, so he blamed it on the Lord saying it was His fault that he let his son die. I told him NO that he had died for a reason that we will NEVER know what that reason is. So now He has been praying and asking for Forgiveness and I told him that is the only way, and he believe's in the Lord, isn't that Great? I've turned my Love away from worldly things into the right direction toward's the Lord.:-)))) My life has finally settled down all due to the Lord. If I would not have turned my life around, I really don't know where I would be at. You see the reason I say this, is because I was in a very abusive marriage for 3 years. He not only abused me, he also molested my oldest daughter, which whom was not his daughter. She was 2 at the time. I could not and would not believe my mother and my daughter, because I was so much in love with this man. Boy was I ever wrong!! My daughter, never hardly lived with us, she lived with my mom. And I can understand why now that I think back of how my ex-husband treated her. I was so blinded with love that I could not see or hear what my daughter was telling me. So she went to my mom and told her. What came out of my daughters mouth was unbelievable for a 2 year old to know, much less say. My mom was horrified and devasted. She confronted him with this and as you would know, he denied it. And therefore I believed him. My mom, took custody of her and pressed charges on him. Charges are still pending after 3 years. How sad our law system is. It took me a year to actually see that he was lying to me and the abuse had to stop. If it were not for my mom to open my eyes and see what he was doing to me, I would still be with this man. I am now happy and will soon be married to this wonderful man that I have met. Thank you Jesus for loving me enough not to give up on me.

Moving Thoughts

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've every had. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy. Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying. Please send this message to those people who mean something to you, to those who have touched your life in one way or another, to those who make you smile when you really need it, to those that make the brighter side of things when you are really down, to those who you want to let them know that you appreciate their friendship. And if you don't, don't worry, nothing bad will happen to you, you will just miss out on the opportunity to brighten someone's day with this message.

"HOLD ONTO YOUR DREAMS"

Keep all your dreams close to your heart,
and never give up, when your life's falling apart.
Let your dreams give you strength to carry on,
and help you find the future, you feel has gone.
Build on those dreams that you hold so dearly,
and you'll be able to see, your life more clearly.
These are your tomorrows you can make today,
and through the darkness, you'll find your way.
Nothing is impossible, as long as you believe;
those felt unreachable are possible to achieve.
Have faith in yourself and trust in God's love;
reach for the stars blessed by Heaven above.
Š Pamela Hall
15th April, 1999
~Angel of the HeaŽt~'s Poetic Passion
May the Good Lord Bless you
with what He knows you need.

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