~ Giving Up ~
When will it end, This pain I live in.
It never seems to stop, hurting over and over again.
My life feels a drain, from the burden it leaves.
To make it all stop, stop my hearts heavy heaves.
Id do anything to be free, Id even take my own life.
Just to escape all this madness, and pain and hard strife.
You say I should relax, say I will forget all of it soon.
But you dont really know me, Words are like baying at the moon.
I have an odd pain, One I really wish I could erase.
But I havent the willpower, or the strength to save face.
So I have come upon, One decision I will make.
If my pain dont end soon, My own life shall I take.
What about others who care, and who love you so dear?
I say there are none, Not a one that is near.
So I depart this world now, My life was nothing to compare.
Just a sad individual, Never knowing the meaning of care.
Cold hearted shell I became, Always riddiculed always downed.
So what does it matter then, When I am no longer around.
I once was a man of compassion, One who knew how to love.
But I give into my pain, Feeling no sympathy from above.
Farewell to this world now, I leave you yes its true.
But remember this phrase, I have always loved you.
~~ Travis Dill 2002 ~~
