~ Goodbye ~
What am I to do, I sit here all alone.
I have noone to speak to, not even on the phone.
I feel my life is useless, I'm just a big mistake.
I offer all I have to help, but all they do is take.
Nothing I do serves meaning, nothing is worth the trouble.
So I have decided here and now, to return into my bubble.
I will live here alone with noone to love, I'll live out all my days.
To ever have though anyone cared for me, Just filled my mind with haze.
I say to you now I'm better off dead, I wish that dream would come true.
Because all I ever tried to do, Was to try my best to love you.
You took my love and played with me, You used me like a toy.
To see me hurt and live in pain, seems to bring your heart great joy.
Someday you will discover the truth, You will see I always cared.
But it will be too late to tell me, for my love and life wont be there.
This choice I make is mine alone, I wont let you say diffrent.
For me to go away for good, is all your heart ever meant.
I leave you now eyes full of tears, My heart upon the floor.
My love is gone forever now, Since you tossed it out the door.
I look up to the sky and see, My heart is set to fly.
But my final words to say to you, are not hate they're only Goodbye.
~~ Travis Dill 2002 ~~
