will i find you there?
the wants, the needs,
the better deeds
those things no longer
inhabit me
god, damn the prays
you never heed
my sin defends the
state i'm in
and guards against
the hate within
there is no place where i
can go
no sanctuary
you can bestow
for all the lies
i'm buried in
the worser one
the world impends"
2001 Audrey Beacham
"in the depths of despair