Guillermo Rend�n
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...volveré a quererte de nuevo a escondidas, no intentaré convertir mi futuro en tu hiel...
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...He's chosen my attic, I feel it in the static, he lives in my basement and I can hardly
face it...
Quiero escribir y no puedo. Quiero hablar de mi agonía, de mis placeres, de ella y los
vuelcos de mi mente al pensarla, de las perversiones que me acosan en cada silencio, en
cada pausa. Quiero escribir de ti, de él, de su locura amañada y tú en su torbellino
demencial.
...Send somone to love me, I need to rest in arms, keep me safe from harm in pouring rain.
Give me endless summer. Lord I fear the cold, feel I'm getting old before my time...
Quiero escribir mis penas secretas, o delinear con letras su rostro compungido por la
incertidumbre. Dejar saber entre líneas mi necesidad de ti, de tu presencia constante,
de tu oído y de tu boca, de tu mente irretratable. Dejarte saber que ella eres tú.
...I saw your face in a crowded place, and I don't know what to do 'cause I'll never be
with you. Yeah, she caught my eye, as we walked on by...
Quisiera hablar de esos amores que sólo existen un instante, una mirada o un roce, tal
vez sonrisas, y luego desaparecer entre la fog that ordinary people is.
...So unimpressed but so in awe, such a saint but such a whore, so self aware so full of
shit, so indecisive so adamant... So need your love, so fuck you all. I'm not scared of
dying I just don't want to. If I stop lying I'd just disappoint you...
Would I, would I disappoint you? Or am I just an ordinary no one? Am I like her? My
belleza americana. I wish I was him, le freak, ou au moins l'avoir. Mais je ne parle pas
français. Rispondami, sono ordinario? Nè italiano, noch deutsch, ni español.
... and I'm lying alonely, I know there's something sacred and free reserved, and received
by me only. Nobody knows it...
Have you got a secret smile for me, reserved for a moment when I say something stupid
like <<I love you>>? Pero no voy a decirlo, I wont spoil it all.
...I know I stand in line until you think you have the time to spend an evening with me,
and if we go someplace to dance I know that there's a chance you won't be leaving with
me. Then afterwards we drop into a quiet little place and have a drink or two, and then...
Il violino, menudo fraude. La ciencia, tremendo fracaso. Y las letras. ¿Dónde están las
letras? Mis dedos mudos se enroscan y se pellizcan entre sì. Cien penas por este fárrago
mediocre. Digresión insidiosa.
...Confusion creeps inside me, raining down. Got to get to you, but I don't know how. Call
me, call me. Let me know it's all right...
