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NEPOVRATNA PESMA
Nikad nemoj da se vracas
kad vec jednom u svet
kreces.
Nemoj da mi nesto
petljas,
nemoj da mi hoces
- neces.
I ja bezim bez povratka.
Nikad necu unatrag.
Sta ti znaci staro
sunce,
stare staze,
stari prag?
To je ono za cim moze
da se pati.
To je ono cemu mozes
srce dati.
Al' ako se ikad vratis
- moras znati:
tu ces stati.
I ostati.
Ocima se u svet trci.
Glavom rije mlako
vece.
Od reke se decak uci
ka morima da potece.
Od zvezde se decak
uci
da zapara nebo sjajem
i od druma - da se
muci
i vijuga za beskrajem.
Opasno je kao zmija,
opasno je kao metak
kad u meni vecno klija
i carlija moj pocetak.
A meni se u svet srlja.
Stisnem srce.
I zazmurim.
Al' kad podjem - necu
stati,
jer jedino znam da
zurim.
Ne znam kuda.
Ne znam zasto.
Ne znam sta se tamo
skriva.
Znam jedino da ne
mogu
tu, gde - kako pruzim
nogu -
vezuje me odmah neko,
zauzdava
i potkiva.
Opasno je kao munja.
Opasno je kao metak
kad u meni vecno kunja,
i muci me moj pocetak.
Zato bezim.
Trcim.
Trazim.
Stvaram zoru kad je
vece.
Nek od mene zivot
uci,
i da tepa i da tece.
Ja sam takvo neko
cudo
sto ne ume nista malo,
pa kad krenem - krenem
ludo,
nestrpljivo,
radoznalo...
Ne znam tamo sta me
ceka
u maglama izdaleka,
al' ako se i pozlatim,
il' sve tesko, gorko
platim
ja cu uvek samo napred.
Nikad necu da se vratim.
Miroslav Antic |
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NON-RETURNING POEM
When you start going
to the world,
never look back or
go behind.
"Won't" does not do--"will"
is the word,
the only right word
you should find.
I also run without
return.
I don't look back
'cause I am bold.
Anyway, what means
the old Sun?
Well known old paths?
The door-sill that's
old?
All these things you
could cherish.
For these things your
heart could run pettish.
But, if you ever do
come back,
I have to say:
That's where you'll
stay.
And just stay.
A boy runs to the world
through his eye.
His head fights all
those evening pleas.
He learns from a river
how to fly
towards the oceans,
towards the seas.
He learns from millions
of sparkling stars
to reach the sky,
to gleam and shine.
He learns from roads
how to get scars
and boldly go further
to reach the divine.
It is dangerous like
a snake,
it is dangerous like
a shell
if my beginning is
awake,
if it's always so
good and well.
And I would like to
run wild.
I hold my heart.
I shut my eye.
When I start going
I won't look back
because I'm eager
to try to fly.
I don't know where.
I don't know why.
I don't know what's
hidden far behind.
I know that here--
as I cross a line,
they try to smear,
they try to bind
all that I find.
It is dangerous like
lightning.
It's dangerous like
a shell
if my beginning is
fighting,
if it's still so good
and well.
That is why I run
away.
That's why I run.
That's why I seek.
I make dawns out of
the evening Sun.
Let the life learn
how to flow
the very same way
I have done.
I'm miraculous in
a way--
when I start something
I'm not slow;
when I start, I am
eager and gay--
my impatience
and curiousity grow...
I don't know what
will bring a new day
hidden in those fogs
far away;
but, if I easily get
the golden glow,
or if I have to go
through the snow,
I'll always go onward
and only forward.
I'll never, never,
never go back.
Miroslav Antic
Translation: Dragana
Konstantinovic
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