We used to stare
At the hearts of our peers
And think aloud
Confessing all our fears
I saw you fall, I saw you laugh
With the others, but giggles dont last
I want to stop, dazing off with medicines
I want to sleep, and dream on my own
I held your hand
But held no place
In your heart
Another blank dollar face
I saw you cry, I saw you leave
And all your sadness, gave me some much needed relief
Just want to sleep, just want to dream
Just want to leave you, and not fall for your scheme
And when the fire is out and the warmth is all gone I'll live on
But your cold and allergic and loving so urgent
That soon innocense will be completely gone
I want to live, I want to die
And between that, not live with a lie
I hope you feel, the way I do someday
And you'll realize what it is to pay..