I lay here gasping chewing a mouth of broken nails
The sun is black and open but my heart shun then fell
Ive been asking them for years to come around
To hold my hand, to brush my hair, to get my feet up off the ground
Im all alone, even when you're not gone
This place called home
Is like me in that its a drone
I clap for kids that make it but inside I skin the walls
This wind is hitting harder but Im still hearing calls
And I cant wait to close my eyes and lift off into you
Because Ive been breathing, living, hurting, dying through and through
Im more carefree now, then anytime before
Apathetically whored
Its a sign of the end when the world gets bored
Alone I stand at midnight got this noose in my hand
Their necks are clearly wounded and their dreams have been banned
This feeling that I wanted now is only what I hate
Alone and blamed, coasting out, the one who took the bait...