Out of Control
I feel lost, confused and miss understood
I am empty and full of sorrow
My world is crashing down
It needs to be washed away
My pain needs to be drained
and my tears need a break.
Today is just yesterdays tomorrow
The world is such an evil place
full of misery and pain
Nothing seems worth it anymore
My energy seems wasted
My loves seems to be ignored
I am beginning to doubt my own beliefs
and I am showing pity on my soul.
I don't know what has become of me
I feel simply out of control
out of control of my own life.
Destined to become something I'm not
I am just a temoprary soul
lost in my horrid imagination
My life seems to be nothing
nothng at all anymore.
My mind is nothing but past memories
memories that showed my innocence
Those are just now memories
of the child I know longer am.
The child that no longer grows inside of me
The love that no longer shines in my eyes.
Its all about my past imagination.
I am out of control.
Out of control of my very own life.
Story about "Out of Control"
We have all felt like we lost control at one time or another. Life gets hard, the world is piled on our shoulders...thats the feeling I had when I wrote this poem.
