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writegirl@altavista.com
May 5, 2001 3:56 a.m.
Hi Handsome!
Two friends from Madison came down yesterday to see if I was still alive. This medical thing has become so boring. I’d like to type out a full diagnostic and post it on my frig. Then I could say...just go read that and point to the paper.
I am having a lot of sex. Mostly because my body is so electrified that it confuses me. Feels like sex to me. So when I am having sex I feel normal and normal is what I am looking for right now. A couple of men have been most accommodating in this area. I appreciate them.
What I would really really like right now is to have you here. We could sit in front of the fireplace. Okay, I don’t have a fireplace, but I could make one. Just take a big piece of cardboard and paint one on, then lean the faux fireplace up against the wall and place 30 tall skinny candles in clear white candleholders in front of it. We could sit on the floor, better yet lay on our bellies with our eyes looking into one another’s faces. We could move around into other positions when our bodies got tired. Back-to-back could be good for telling each other things that aren’t so personal. I’d like to feel your spine fused to mine while I spoke into the air.
With all of the wine, oh yes there’s wine, (you get to choose the music...if we need any that is) and with our feelings being spread all over the carpet, I would hope that at the end of the night, deep into the morning, I would end up sitting in your lap, legs wrapped around your waist, my head tucked under your chin. With your arms around me I would very much like to go to sleep. To get more than two hours sleep in a evening would be the ultimate pleasure.
What would be your pleasure ?
Glowgirl