Selfish Misery 

I want to escape 
I want to be free
I’m sick of this place
I know you can’t see

Trapped in the rut
Of this common routine
I can’t stand this life
Of a mindless machine

Please take me away 
To a happiness lost
I don’t care the price 
It won’t matter the cost

I’m longing for joy
Some joy and some friends
I miss all the fun
I’m depressed that it ends

And when I get there
I’ll decide I want more
It’s never enough
I so easily bore

And then I realized
I once had it all
I had lived in my dream
So I gave death a call

I asked for advice
He told me to die
With ignorance and greed
I kissed life goodbye