Has Been Before Has Done

Beer bottle in my leg
Just another rose/thorn
Difficult to throw up
That whiskey outstretched

Helping hands, no handle
Grip to the inner blacks
Many shades reappear
All the while wrenching

Awaken to medicated unsober
Shards undone, my rind
Alphabet pain spells blankly
"Once was, once is, once…"