All That is Left

Blind with envy, drunk with rejection
Too closed minded, too shallow

I could have what I want
But I disagree, too undecided

Desperate now, losing out
I don’t know anymore

Giving up, it has to stop
Can’t except, too many things wrong

Feelings unfair, conflicts destroy
Sleep it off, wish it all away

I think the end will become apparent soon
Hope might be found in the ground