Nothing to Live For

Nothing to live for
Wanting to die more
Sick of all this shit
Can’t wait to be rid of it

Spiraling into disappointment
Everything I want just isn’t meant
I see my reasons to live
But weak, they crumble and give

Thinking I have it all
That façade is my fall
As I realize the lies 
My will for life dies

I hate everything about this life
All my emotions cut me like a knife
I once wanted to go on
But I am too far-gone

So with this inside my mind
Tomorrow is just unkind
No point in all this pain
As I send the bullet through my brain