Bitch Shit Paradise The rats cackle at my rusty toes Fashionable gutters lull me to sleep A witch on the wind whispers to my desires And I beg to understand why I am happy People who I used to resemble, murmur nightmares A bird, like a lonely man, chirps to hear it's own voice Fallen leaves huddle as the frost cements their purpose And I begin to understand why I am happy