Suicided, Then Murdered

Significance distilled through my anxiety
Cloaked answers snicker behind my back
Mesmerized, caught by my curiosity, single focus
Messages continue to swim in my head, blunted perspective

Hinting only escalates the needle through my bones, ache
Inside out the irritations feed upon the senses
Rampant ignorance invents films for me to enjoy, uneven
Dispute is up to your lonely caliber, fire away

Flames lick my stomach, habits evolve into addiction
Tumble my lottery emotions, daily pick is performed
Create a resentment of razor capacity, fresh canyons
An autopsy of my living self, multiple wounds spurt my frustrations, execute