May 9th
Lots
of things has happened during these past weeks. I've busted the damn
arm, a knee and one of those cursed tooths is being mean. That's the
way life goes, I guess. Had an accident at work, too. Don't want to
get into it here. It hurt like hell, though. I quit. Time to go for
those dreams again. And a better paycheck.
I'm currently (as in right now) listening to Ronan Keating singing
When You Say Nothing At All.
Before that it was Celine Dion. Further down the playlist we have
Jefferson Starship and Weeping Willows among others. Am feeling gloomy.
My brother is still ill, a great friend doesn't seem to want me around,
my dog is sick, a reunion is coming up this summer and my mom is miserable.
Things could be better.
The arm's been keeping me from writing to my english and american
mail buddies, the swedish lists and friends has been the top priority,
as well as family, work and RL.
Do you know what pisses me off? Stereotypes. I've been reading lots
of different fanfic on the net these last couple of days. And a great
deal of them applies the X/G relationship or the uber relationship
to a traditional husband/wife setting. Think about it and re-read
some stuff.
What's happening right now:
I'm practicing in front of the mirror... on how to tell my father
that I'm not quite the straight girl he thinks I am. God, I hate labels.
They tell others how to handle things and people.
Carola has programmed me to become a BtVS fan. I'm still a Xena fan
first and forever. But I finally get the charm of Buffy. The show,
not the character. Mr. Whedon is a genius. I'll second that.
I'm trying to get a friend translate my conqueror fic and two short
uber fragments. We'll see how it goes. She's not a big Xena fan, so
accepting the task might not be the first thing on her list this month.
I will try my best, anyhow. *s*
What's happening right now with the site:
The updates has been done way too far apart. The ones that were made
in April were ok, however. And that's what's most important. I swore
that I'd try and fix some more material to the site this week, but
RL keeps interfering. At least Krogen was updated and I'm writing
this.
More walls are coming; uber walls, X&G, G, X, etc. You'll see.
I've gotten some requests, and will begin working on those.
I'm making a sitemap.
Some more short scripts translated from swedish will be up soon.
Uninteresting and boring stuff that's happened:
Stockholm is beautiful; spring is here! People are enjoying the sun
and every single cafe that sell cones, etc. is making lots of money.
*g* I've found myself off on these long walks through the city. I
stop on a bridge here and another there... to watch the sun go down,
to pass time and to think.
I've not cut my hair. Yet. But I will. It looks awful!
This week's "To do"-list:
Finish some graphics.
Dinner with dad and the brothers tomorrow.
Write the end of Vintersjälen. (I just don't feel like
it...)
Continue writing Mörkrets hjärta and Lost, found
and Confused. (I'm working...)
Get on with Norse Con! Am working on it.
Work more with the BtVS site.
Get some sleep. THIS is utterly important!