Blinded, shredded - anger settled to tears
´cus everything´s so completely wasted
Could´ve died for it dedicating my life and years
everything´s for nothing, blood to the wall hasted
Splint my knuckles, make them bleed
Devastation wears my bended face
undecition the curse of the leaver´s breed
everraging the leftbehind´s frustrated race
Strapped within myself I am gone by you, gone
Anger, hurt, pain, sorrow, love and on and on
I´m done and mad at things in my way now
if you´d come back you´d not know me, anyhow
Passed it, yet not I howl and throw my fist to the wall
The pain is burning, the unexplained and all that is all
I don´t want you to see me like this
Don´t want your soul to feel what I miss
Possibilitys to infinity is ruining my life
my only option ever was you
consisting now only on vain, hurt and strife
refusing the love and feeling to be glue
Crush my heart, make it bleed
Let it drip down the table to the dirt
Burying the wounds of your devastating deed
I´m laughing out loud, concealing the tears and hurt
Passed it, yet not I howl and throw my fist to the wall
The pain is burning, the unexplained and all that is all
The wall is smeared with my looks and blood
A work of art constructed by loss
More memories and illusions, tender and good
Rip them apart, tame the treitful hope
Kill my soul, make it die
don´t want to feel it anymore
the tingeling sense of it´s a lie
and you left me here behind, empty, mad and sore…