Cold-hearted Topic: People/Family stories
Things are filling my mind to write about on my blog lately. It's just really too bad that they go through my mind when I'm driving, when I'm shopping, when I'm at church, in the shower and not when I'm actually sitting at the computer! When I sit here, my mind goes...."derrrrrrr, huh?" Very frustrating, but probably a result of the cold meds I'm taking and the cold itself. So here are some blips, as they come to me, not necessarily in sequence. =)
A few weeks ago, Maggie (my 9 year old, youngest child) came down with this cold virus too, but she got a very sore throat. I looked at it, went "eeeeeewwwww". She is quite precocious (note: that is not precious, but precocious....extra syllable there...whole nother word. Although she CAN be precious sometimes too.) ....looked at her throat..... yes, bright red, HUGE tonsils.....with a smattering of white spots.
Before I even had the flashlight put back in the drawer, she raises her eyebrows in the bossiest way, and says, "Mom, whatever you do, even if you give me 3 candies or pay me money, I am NOT going to gargle saltwater. So don't even ask me."
How.....did she know that was my next sentence?? So I just looked at her....she looked so serious....and I cracked up. There was no pretense of parent/child pecking order left here. My comeback (in true one-up-manship fashion), "Well, if you refuse to gargle with saltwater, then I don't want to hear any whining about your throat." Then I called the doctor. She hasn't been to this doctor's office yet since we've lived here less than a year, so we had to go to urgent care. I found out that new patients can't just make a sick appointment. We have to have a well visit first. (Well excuuuuuse us for being sick and not well...gee whiz.)
We sat in the urgent care parking lot (waiting room) for just over 2 hours. I was just about to order out for pizza when they called our name. *YAY* Everyone in the waiting room glared at us jealousy as we went into the inner rooms and after a short wait, we saw a young doctor. He looked at her throat...."Oh, very badly infected tonsils".....he felt her glands on her neck...."ooo, you can feel them from the outside!" A normal, good, kind, sweet mom would have been melting in sympathy for the youngster, so badly infected with germs. But me? The doctor told me that he would order a Zpack of antibiotic and make sure that several times a day, she was to gargle with saltwater.
My cold-hearted mom eyes met her disappointed, sicky eyes and all I said was one syllable....
A very told-you-so, "HA!"
After-thought: I hope the doctor didn't write that in her chart. ;)
Did I mention I've been sick? Since Thanksgiving to be precise. I have gone through 2 bottles of Tylenol Nightime cold medicine, the last of my prescription strength guafasin from last year, a bottle of Mucinex with expectorant and cough suppressant, a small boat load of Ibuprofen, bags of cough drops, and I made quite an indentation in my bottle of Mentholatum ointment too. But by far, the most interesting cold medicine on the market today is Sudafed. I used to buy Sudafed once a year by the bottle and it would happily carry me through cold/allergy seasons. This year I had to get registered in order to buy it. There is a sign on the shelf of cold meds saying "if you're looking for Sudaphedrine containing products, please ask in the pharmacy. So I asked. And they asked for my driver's license, current address information, and pass a polygraph test. Okay, I made up the polygraph part, but it was pretty intimidating to have to go through all of that in order to decongest my sinuses. I realize it is to keep track of people buying sudaphedrine and using it to make illegal drugs. I'm happy to comply, as long as they don't pull it completely from over the counter accessibility!
The funny thing is, after taking all this information and reading warnings of criminal use of the product, etc.....the girl at the pharmacy desk asks me, "Okay, how many packages would you like?" I said, "Well, I don't know. I was going to buy one, but I may as well get 2 so I don't have to go through this again soon." She said, "Are you sure you don't want more?"
She was either trying to tempt me to see if I was going to use it for criminal purposes.....or she was not getting the purpose of limited accessibility!
Mixed emotions Topic: God things
The capture and execution of Saddam Husein has me wondering what to think. A year ago, I would have thought it would be a relief to have someone who had done such evil things gone. But all I feel is a sadness. God's compassion and mercy toward us is unfathomable, but I think this sad feeling is a hint (a very slight, smidgeon....almost undetectably so) of what He feels. At least that is what I'm thinking today...about that.
Jana at Bread Crumbs put it into words in a very thoughtful way. If you have any feelings at all on the subject, you should go and read her posts.
Friday's Feast #124 Topic: Humor/memes
This is a fun little blogging game. It's called Friday's Feast...a buffet for your brain and it is located right here if you want to join in! I have been seeing this over the past year on many blogs, but this will be my first one. It's just a way to get your thoughts going and share something relevant. *usually*
Appetizer How do you usually celebrate on New Year's Eve? Having a pastor for a husband, we are usually attending some church sponsored NYEve party. This year we will be up in our old stomping gounds of Williams, AZ to attend a wedding in which my husband will sing, one of my favorite songs!
Soup Name one thing unexpected that happened to you in 2006. Many, maaaaaaany unexpected things happened in 2006. The one that stands out the most is, of course, the death of my dad in August.
Salad Where was your favorite place that you visited in 2006? We visited a beautiful place in north central Arizona back in September called Big Lake. It's like a little bit of Colorado but not so far away.
Main Course What resolution is your top priority for 2007? To find balance in our lives in this new, hectic life in the big city. Flying by the seat of my pants for another year would just about do me in.
Dessert Using just three words, describe 2006. Adjusting Stretching Amazingly blessed
Well, there is my new header, but I don't know how to make it mesh with my blog.
It seems so detached and far away.....
Any ideas?
UPDATE: Kim, you ROCK! Thank you so much! I am so jazzed to have that figured out! I had to figure it out blindly, but your info was key!, because there is no template, just a blank html space to type info into. And all the details were encoded or hidden or soemthing. So I typed into the img src tag: width=990 (trial and error finding that number) and it worked! Then I had to put the img src tag under the 'head', not in the 'head' space to get it under the ads!
Maybe some day I can pay the 5 bucks a month and have no ads on here! lol For now, that will have to do.
My daughter Maggie, several years ago, would not go to sleep during a nap. I told her if she could close her eyes long enough, she would fall asleep. So this is how I found her, sound asleep, rocks to hold her eyelids closed!
The Fullness of Time Topic: Holidays/Vacations
Join us over at Sting My Heart to see other bloggers' nativity sets or to add yours to the list!
Merry Christmas!
Rustic nativity set, handmade by my husband our second Christmas together.
But when the right time came, God sent his Son, born of a woman, subject to the law. God sent him to buy freedom for us who were slaves to the law, so that he could adopt us as his very own children. And because we are his children, God has sent the Spirit of his Son into our hearts, prompting us to call out, ?Abba, Father.? Now you are no longer a slave but God?s own child. And since you are his child, God has made you his heir. Galations 4:4-7 NLT
A year in hindsight Topic: God things My mom loves my blog. But she doesn't do the internet thing or know how to work a computer. So last Christmas I printed out my blog and put it in a nice notebook for her to read through for the next year. Which then obligated me to do so again this year. =) Of course. I don't mind and love that she wants it, but it the experience of it was surprising to me.
She is going to have to be satisfied with January through June for a while. As I was going through post after post about moving, then about my dad and his struggles, it all got very heavy in my heart. There is a time to ponder things, but this is not a good time for me to get all heavy. Tomorrow is Christmas Eve and there is celebrating to do. My brother is here in town for a week and we'll be getting together a lot. Maybe for the first week of the year I'll finish up printing those blog entries. July and August will be the most difficult to wade through for me.
I think it is partly my personality type that lets me lay aside something unpleasant for a while, then get back to it. (Hey, I can lay aside something really unpleasant for years and years!) But I realized as I was reading some of the entries today, that God's taken me (as well as my family) on a real journey this year. It's been one of the hardest years of my life. I hadn't realized how hard until I looked back.
And now I am even more amazed that God has given us peace and hope through these times. (after all, I could be a complete blithering idiot by now if it weren't for God's peace) One of the ways God has helped me this year is that I've been so busy, with all the events and new things, which I love. I haven't had the time to stay focused on myself and to do much wallowing. I don't think that kind of living (by the seat of your pants) is the healthiest way to live long term though, and I am trying to get a grip on this big city life now, but it's kept my mind occupied. There was always something else on the horizon, something besides myself to set my focus on. And even though it's been a whirlwind year and time has just flown by, God has made Himself so much more real and almost tangible sometimes to me, especially by seeing my dad go through mental illness and death. God's presence was right there, He was such a comfort.
I am not the kind of person who, as a habit, deeply contemplates my life and the events in it. (although I admire people who can do that...because I find it exhausting!) It's more of a gradual dawning of understanding that I get and it can be months or years after the event that I finally 'get it'. I feel kind of backwards that way, but I've come to accept it as part of who God made me. Hindsight is a very cool thing for me...God shows me things and grows me through it.
So as I go through the rest of the printing of the year's worth of typing and thinking out loud that I've done, I'm hoping to learn some worthy lessons.
Stay tuned.
I hope that you can lay aside whatever it is that you are struggling through for a while and enjoy the peace He wants to bring to your life and your spirit this year. Just take your eyes off of that distracting thing you are focused on...and fix your gaze on Jesus for a while. See if your spirit gets a breath of fresh air....I know it will.
p. s. Patrice, this is just the kind of entry you'll love...it's all personal and intimate....Merry Christmas. ;)
Escaping Topic: People/Family stories Today we stayed home.....all day long. Yes, all six of us.
What we didn't do: ...shop for anything. ...bake anything. ...make any lists. ...look at any lists. ...wrap anything. ...cry or sigh or worry or scurry.
What we did do: ...ate soup for lunch. ...tapped buttons on our computers. ...ate biscotti that was for gifts. ...ate half a pound of toffee between us all. (also meant for gifts) ...read about 25 Christmas cards that we hadn't had time to get read yet. ...took pictures with new cell phones....early Christmas gifts. ...answered the door to a gift and run friend. =) ...played one round of LOTR monopoly....Emma won. ...watched Pirates of the Carribean. (the first one) ...while snuggled under blankies. ...with movie theater style popcorn. ...talked, laughed, tickled, turned on all the twinkle lights, indoors and out, all day long!
It's good to make one day of nothing in the midst of all the hustle, bustle. Tomorrow 3 of the family are going to Mexico to hand out gifts to children at the church we sponsor in Nogales, Bethany has to work, I have one more gift to buy, perhaps a quick trip to the grocery store, and I will be baking and wrapping...all day long. (well, maybe Maggie and I will sneak in one movie, snuggled under blankies)
Bethany did have to go to work at 4pm. We all felt great sorrow for her and then made cheesy chicken green enchiladas for dinner.
El Shaddai Topic: Holidays/Vacations
I got to go to church on Sunday. Last week I missed being there because I had no voice. My cold had turned into laryngitis and I couldn't even make a squeek. All week I've been whispering and wheezing at my family. My teens finally started whispering back at me.....then they were trying to startle me to hear me 'scream' without a voice. (kind of a high pitched wheeze) They're evil that way....
It was nice to be back in church. I just hate missing during the holidays especially. I love the decorations, lights, smiles, hugs and songs. It is killing me that I can't sing them out this year. I'm still a little hoarse (not a pony, hoarse!). So I just quietly sang my own little alto part during the worship time. If I sing loudly (like, say...in the car), it comes out as hoarse at first and then...all of a sudden, HONK! I'm serious, that is just what it sounds like...it's awful! So there I was, mouthing the words, pretending to sing. The spirit was willing, but the vocal chords were weak.
Then our worship leader introduced a song, not a Christmas song, but as we sang it, the spirit of Christmas was felt in every heart. I'll just post the second verse and you'll see why. And as I sat there, pretending to sing, tears were pouring out of my eyes. Messiah came, He came as a frail human being....a baby born to a poor family, working hard to help support them, studying in the synagog, growing in favor with God and man. And all the time He was El Shaddai, God Almighty..... it's enough to make you shout!
....if only I could!
El shaddai, El shaddai, El-elyon na Adonia, Age to age You're still the same, By the power of the Name. El shaddai, El shaddai, Erkamka na Adonai, We will praise and lift You high, El shaddai.
Through the years You've made it clear, That the time of Christ was near, Though the people couldn't see What Messiah ought to be. Though Your Word contained the plan, They just could not understand Your most awesome work was done Through the frailty of Your Son.
El shaddai, El shaddai, El-elyon na Adonai, Age to age You're still the same, By the power of the Name. El shaddai, El shaddai, Erkamka na Adonai, I will praise you till I die, El shaddai.
Carnival of Christmas! Topic: Holidays/Vacations Mary at Owlhaven is hosting a Carnival of Christmas for Blogging Chicks today. You are invited to go and read the wonderful entries the ladies (Blogging Chicks) have written on Christmas!
Christmas tour of homes 2006 Topic: Holidays/Vacations BooMama is hosting a Christmas Tour of homes today. Go there to peek inside a lot more homes of bloggers!
Welcome to our home. Our welcome bear is dressed for the season.
Our tree, decked out in collected ornaments from our travels, homemade ornaments, snowflakes, snowmen, ribbons and sometimes dried flowers. (I haven't bought any yet this year)
This is my Christmas card station, equipped with all the necessities like stamps, cards, copies of Christmas letter, address books and return address labels. But I also have to have my hot drink and iPod filled with Christmas music. Charles just got the last of almost 200 cards mailed!
Also in the dining room is our Week of Prayer for Foreign Missions prayer guide. Our denomination does a huge prayer and fund raising emphasis for our foreign missionaries in December, so it is a part of our celebration. This year we are praying for missionaries serving in West Africa, where AIDS is ravaging, orphans abound and demon worship is prevelent.
As we pass through the house, don't mind the silly girls on the couch. They are doing 'platypus' lips and we don't want to encourage them. Actually these are some of my favorite decorations, the kids and friends and family who come through our home and the smiles they bring!
This is our first nativity scene. My husband built it out of cedar (leftover scrap wood) from the building of our neighbor's new home in 1985. It was in Oklahoma and the new home was the parsonage, which had been destroyed by a recent tornado. Charles was the youth pastor and we lived next door. We set it out every year.
Thanks for visiting.....grab a peppermint biscotti on your way out... I had some requests....sorry to not include this before! =)
Crushed peppermint candy canes Chocolate chips or candy bar, melted in microwave and put in small ziplok bag with the corner snipped off with scissors.
Preheat oven 325? Cream butter and sugar and beat until smooth and creamy. Beat in eggs one at a time. Add the peppermint extract. Sift flour, baking powder and salt, add to wet mixture and beat til smooth. Stir in crushed candy canes. On a floured counter, divide the dough in half and roll each half into a long roll, about 1 1/2 inches in diameter and 10 inches long. Set the rolls on a baking sheet at least 3 inches apart. Bake in the top third of the oven for about 25 minutes, or until lightly browned on top. Cool the rolls for 5 minutes, slice diagonally into 1/2 inch thick slices. Lay slices flat on the baking sheet and return to the oven. Bake for another 10 minutes. Turn the slices over and bake another 10 minutes. (I just baked them once for about 15 minutes. Cool on a rack and then drizzle melted chocolate from ziplok bag onto one side of cookie. Cool and store in airtight container.
Enjoy these dipped in coffee, tea or hot chocolate.