July 2000-
As I write my favorite tom lies dying on the cold tiles of the hallway.
Something is preventing him from eating, and he is starving to death. I called the animal hospital; they charge $70 to walk in the door, and there just is no money to be had. He is old and sickly anyway, I rescued him from the pound several years ago. He had been kicked in the face: his fangs broken and rotting, one eye injured, they were about to put him to death. But he went home with me and enjoyed a few more years of life before we came to this inevitable end.
Still I am greatly saddened; I came to love him as much as he did me and I will miss him. If
I could prevent this
lingering death I would, difficult as it is to put a loved one to death, it sometimes is for the best. What also is very painful is that as an
apartment dweller there is nowhere to bury him, he will have to be tossed out with the trash.
But still, we had several good years together which would never have been had the pound been a little quicker to have him join the thousands they kill every year.
Poor old tom, though you are not gone yet, I miss you. I miss the way you bumped your head against me for attention, your meowing for more tuna, not understanding that too much is bad for you, I miss you lying on me as I watched TV, I miss every part of you, good and bad.
Soon you will have peace, while I remain with my pain...
He continued to deteriorate and was put to sleep at 5pm Jul 14...
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