HELLO MY LITTLE DARLING DANA BABY. GRANDMA HAS MISSED WRITEING TOO YOU FOR A FEW DAY`S AND I AM SO SORRY. IT HAS BEEN PRETTY RUFF AT GRANDMA`S HOUSE LATELY.I LOVE YOU MY BABY AND MISS YOU SO MUCH, IT`S NOT GETTING ANY EASIER AS PEOLE SAY IT DOES.BUT I AM JUST TRUSTING IN GOD EVER DAY TOO HELP ME. I GUESS AUNT VANNIE ,MARCI ,MOE AND MARCI`S BABY`S LEFT TOO GO SEE YOUR MOM IN NORTH DAKODA.I THINK IT WOULD HAVE BEEN NICE IF THEY HAD ASK GRANDMA IF SHE WOULD LIKE TOO GO WITH THEM,BUT IT`S OK. HAVEN`T HEARD OR SEEN AUNT JACKIE FOR A MONTH, THEY DON`T SEEM TOO CARE ABOUT GRANDMA OR HOW GRANDMA FELL`S,I GUESS THEY THINK THEY ARE THE ONLY ONE`S TOO BE SO HURT THAT YOU ARE GONE THEY SEEM TOO FORGET IF IT WASN`T FOR GRANDMA THEY NEVER WOULD HAVE HAD YOU. I SURE DO HAVE SOME VERY SELFISH AND UNKIND CHILDREN,AND I SAY THAT WITH A LOT OF PITY FOR THEM.I THINK WE NEED TO PRAY FOR THEM A LOT MORE.DANA YOU PLEASE TELL THE HEAVENLY FATHER I LOVE HIM AND GRANDMA NEEDS HE`S HELP. DANA BABY YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS WILL OH HOW I WISH I COULD SEE YOU AND TALK TOO YOU, OH I WILL ONE DAY.WELL HONEY I WILL LET YOU GO PLAY NOW HONEY AND YOU HAVE FUN.I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY. I LOVE YOU ALL THE WAY TOO HEAVEN AND BACK.XOXOXOXOXOXO
OH DANA BABY MY SWEET DANA BABY IT`S TEA TIME COME HAVE TEA WITH GRANDMA.YOU LOVED HAVEING TEA WITH GRANDMA.HOW IS MY DANA BABY TODAY? NOW GRANDMA THAT`S A SILLY QUESTION MY DANA BABY IS IN HEAVEN WHERE EVERY THING IS PERFECT.I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY DANA BABY AND I DON`T THINK ANY THING WILL EVER BE OK AGAIN UNTILL I MEET YOU AND GOD IN HEAVEN MAYBE IT WON`T BE TOO LONG BEFORE I DO. AND THEN YOU AND GRANDMA AND ALL THE HEAVENLY ANGELS AND THE HEAVENLY FATHER WILL HAVE SO MUCH FUN TOGATHER,TALKING ,SINGING,PRAYING,WALKING,EATING AND PRAISEING GOD.GRAND MA IS NOT SCARED OF DIEING I JUST NEVER WANTED TOO LEAVE ANY OF MY FAMILY,BUT I DON`T THINK MY FAMILY WILL EVER MISS ME.THAY DON`T HAVE TIME TOO CALL ME OR COME SEE ME ANYMORE. I DID A LITTLE TEST THE OTHER DAY I CALLED MYSELF AND EVEN WITH THE ANSWERING MACHINE DOING IT`S THING I LEFT MYSELF A MESSAGE AND IT ONLY TOOK 32 SECONDS,I WILL NEVER BELIVE THAT MY CHILDREN DON`T HAVE 32 SECONDS IN A DAY THAT THEY COULDN`T CALL THEIR MOTHER TOO SEE HOW SHE`S DOING.I KNOW THEY LOVE YOU VERY MUCH AND SHOULD BE SO GLAD GRANDMA HAD YOUR MOM SO THEY COULD HAVE YOU,AFTER ALL GRANDMA IS THE ONE WHO BROUGHT YOUR MOM INTO THIS WORLD ALONG WITH YOUR GRANDPA JIM.BUT HONEY IT`S OK GRANDMA FOGIVES AND LOVES THEM LIKE I AM SUPOSED TOO.BUT ONE DAY THEY WILL GET OLD AND LONESOME AND IF THEY KEEP DOING AS THEY DO THEIR CHILDREN WILL TREAT THEM THE SAME WAY AND WILL FIND OUT WHAT IT`S LIKE.AND I FELL SORRY FOR THEM.WELL HONEY WE JUST HAVE TOO KEEP PRAYING FOR THEM AND ALSO ASK GOD TOO HELP THEM. GOD ONLY LOANS OUR BABIES TOO US AND HE CAN TAKE THEM ANY TIME HE WISHIE`S AND I PRAY THEY NEVER LOSE ONE OF THEIR GRAND CHILDREN IF THEY DO THEN THEY WILL KNOW WHAT GRANDMA IS GOING THROUGH. WELL DEAR TEA IS READY SO GRANDMA WILL STOP FOR NOW .I LOVE YOU MY LOVE.DANA TELL THE HEAVENLY FATHER I LOVE HIM.I LOVE YOU ALL THE WAY TOO HEAVEN AND BACK.XOXOXOXOXO
HELLO MY SWEETHEART .THING`S ARE GETTING RUFFER ALL THE TIME BE GLAD WHEN I JOIN YOU AND THE HEAVENLY FATHER IN HEAVEN.HAVEN`T HAD A CALL FROM YOUR MOM IN A WHILE OR AUNT JACKIE OR AUNT VANNIE. IT`S OK IF THEY DON`T WANT TOO TALK TOO GRANDMA IT`S WHAT THEY CHOOSE ,BUT ONE DAY WHEN IT`S TOO LATE THEY JUST MIGHT WISH THEY COULD HEAR MY VOICE,THEN IT WILL BE TOO LATE.I THINK GOD HAS GIVEN US A TEST AND I THINK SOME OF US HAVE FAILED IT PRETTY BAD.IT HAS BEEN NOTHING BUT HURT EVER SINCE YOU LEFT IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER. AND GRANDMA CAN`T TAKE ANY MORE .SO I WILL JUST LEAVE MY CHILDREN ALONE AND NOT EXPECT THEM TOO CALL OR COME SEE ME .I HAVE SPENT HOURS WAITING FOR CALLS AND THINKING I HEAR THE DOOR BELL RING AND IT DOESN`T HAPPEN .SO IF THEY WILL BE HAPPIER WITH OUT ME IN THEIR LIFE THEN THATS WHAT THEY WILL GET.I KNEW THE DAY YOU WERE BURYED THAT I DIDN`T COUNT WHEN THE PASTOR READ THE LITTLE SERMON AND NOTHING WAS SAID ABOUT HOW MUCH GRANDMA LOVED YOU AND HOW PROUD I WAS TOO BE YOU GRANDMA ,AND IT WAS SAID HOW MUCH YOUR GRANDPA`S GIRL FRIEND AND YOU HAD SO MUCH FUN ( NOT A WORD ABOUT THE ONLY GRANDMA YOU HAD LEFT AND HOW I LOVED YOU).I KNEW THEN HOW MUCH I WAS THOUGHT OF. AND NOBODY WILL EVER KNOW HOW MUCH THAT HURT ON TOP OF YOU BEING TOOK AWAY FROM ME.I DON`T KNOW WHO WROTE THE SERMON BUT IT WAS ONE OF THE FAMILY AND SHAME ON WHO EVER IT WAS THEY KNEW WHO YOUR GRANDMA WAS, AND THAT WAS ME .IT`S A HURT THAT CAN`T GO AWAY LOSEING YOU AND THEN BEING IGNORED AS YOUR GRAND MOTHER IT WAS LIKE I DIDIN`T EVEN COUNT OR WAS EVEN ALIVE. I WAS SO PROUD OF YOU AS I AM ALL MY BABIES,I DON`T HAVE FAVORITES THAT I LOVE MORE THAN I DO OTHER ONES.WELL BABY GRANDMA WILL STOP FOR NOW YOU TELL THE HEAVENLY FATHER I LOVE HIM AND I AND MY FAMILY COULD SURE SOME HELP BEFORE IT`S TOO LATE OR MAYBE IT ALREADY IS.YOU PRAY FOR US ALL TOO SWEET HEART. I LOVE YOU ALL THE WAY TOO HEAVEN AND BACK.LOVE GRANDMA X0X0X0X0X0X0
HELLO MY LITTLE ANGEL GRANDMA HAD TOO COME TELL YOU SHE LOVES YOU BEFORE SHE GO`S TOO BED .HAVE TOO GO TOO THE DOCTOR TOMORROW.JUST GOT A LETTER FROM YOUR MOM SHE SAID SHE LOVES ME AND OF COURSE WE KNOW SHE LOVES YOU.I BET YOU HAVE HAD A LOT OF FUN TODAY PLAYING WITH ALL THE OTHER ANGELS AND TALKING TOO THE HEAVENLY FATHER AND ALL THE AMIMALS.GRANDMA MISSES YOU SO MUCH AND LOVES YOU SO MUCH I WONDER IF THIS NIGHTMARE WILL EVER END.HONEY GRANDMA WILL BE BACK TOMOROW NIGHT AND WE WILL TALK MORE .BUT GRANDPA TERRY WILL BE UP SOON SO GRANDMA BETTER GET TOO BED NOW HE`S KIND OF WORRIED ABOUT ME AND I DON`T WANT HIM TOO FIND ME UP SO LATE. DANA MY LOVE PLEASE TELL THE HEAVENLY FATHER I LOVE HIM AND YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU.AND YOU PRAY FOR GRANDMA.I LOVE YOU ALL THE WAY TOO HEAVEN AND BACK.XOXOXOXOXOXOX
DANA GRANDMA IS HERE HONEY DO YOU HAVE TIME TOO READ WITH GRANDMA ,I PROMISE I WONT KEEP YOU AWAY FROM YOUR OTHER ANGEL FRIENDS LONG.I HAVEN`T BEEN HERE IN A FEW DAY`S I HAVEN`T BEEN DOING TOO GOOD ,BUT THEN YOU ALREADY KNOW THAT .DID YOU KNOW GRANDMA LOVES YOU SO MUCH ,OF COURSE YOU KNOW.AND I KNOW YOU LOVE GRANDMA .REMBER WHEN YOU STAYED WITH GRANDMA WHEN YOUR DADDY WAS WORKING .YOU FIXED LUNCH FOR GRANDMA AND GRANDPA TERRY AND YOUR SELF.OH LORD HOW I WISH YOU WERE HERE TOO DO THAT AGAIN ,AND YET I AM SO GLAD YOU ARE IN HEAVEN WITH GOD AND ALL THE LOVELY ANGELS,AND NOT GOING THROUGH ANY BADNESS OR SADNESS HERE IN THIS MEAN OLD WORLD.I HAVENT HEARD FROM YOUR MOM OR YOUR AUNT`S IN A LONG TIME.I JUST DON`T KNOW WHAT TOO DO ANY MORE .I DON`T THINK I WILL EVER GET OVER LOSEING YOU ,WE DIDN`T GET TOO SPEND AS MUCH TIME TOGATHER AS WE SHOULD HAVE.I GUESS I SHOULD HAVE BEEN MORE WHINNY LIKE SOME OF THE OTHER FAMILY BECAUSE YOU WERE SPENDING MORE TIME WITH ME THAT YOU DID THEM.BUT I LEFT IT UP TOO YOU AND YOUR MOM ,SO I LOST TIME WITH YOU THAT I SHOULD HAVE HAD.BUT IT`S OK I WILL SPEND A LOT OF TIME WITH YOU WHEN I GET TOO HEAVEN WHERE YOU ARE.HAVE YOU SEEN LITTLE BABY MARLIN ? HE`S THERE IN HEAVEN WITH YOU.I BET YOU AND HIM PLAY TOGATHER EVERY DAY.YOU TELL HIM GRANDMA LOVES HIM HONEY.HE DIDN`T LIVE LONG ENOUGH TOO GET TOO KNOW ANY OF HIS FAMILY,BUT GRANDMA GOT TOO HOLD HIM AND KISS HIM.I HATE TOO SAY IT BUT SOME OF THE FAMILY DOESN`T EVEN COUNT HIM AS ONE OF THE FAMILY,I SURE DON`T KNOW WHY HE WAS ALIVE WHEN HE WAS BORN AND DID LIVE A WHILE.AND GRANDMA LOVES HIM. DANA WILL YOU TELL THE HEAVENLY FATHER I LOVE HIM AND I THANK HIM FOR LETTING ME HAVE YOU AS LONG AS HE DID, AND I THANK HIM FOR ALL THE MENY BLESSINGS HE HAS GIVEN TOO ME AND THERE HAVE BEEN SO MENY.WHAT A LOVING GOD HE IS AND HE LOVES ALL OF US SO MUCH BUT OH MY HIS CHILDREN ALL OVER THE WORLD HURT HIM SO MUCH EVERY DAY AND HE JUST KEEPS ON LOVEING US.I REALY THINK IF GOD CAN LOVE ME THEN MEAR PEOPLE WITH SO MENY FAULTS ON THIS EARTH CAN LOVE ME TOO ,BUT IT DOESN`T WORK THAT WAY BECAUSE PEOPLE LET SATAN TAKE OVER THEM AND THEY LISTEN TOO HIM. GRANDMA KNOW`S SHE SOMEBODY BECAUSE ( GOD DOESN`T MAKE JUNK ). I HAVE TOO FORGIVE ALL THE PEOPLE THAT HAVE HURT GRANDMA BECAUSE THAT`S WHAT GOD WANT`S ME TOO DO BUT I WONT FORGET.WELL BABY IT`S LATE SO I GUESS I BETTER GET TOO BED ,I WILL TALK TOO YOU WHEN I GO TOO BED. I TALK TOO YOU ALL THE TIME AND KISS MY SILVER HEART WITH YOUR ASHES IN IT ALL TIME.DANA YOU KEEP PRAYING FOR OUR FAMILY HONEY MAYBE ONE DAY IT WILL DO SOME GOOD.AND ASK GOD TOO HELP YOUR FAMILY AND GRANDMA.AND I LOVE HIM.DANA I LOVE YOU ALL THE WAY TOO HEAVEN AND BACK .XOXOXOXOXOXXO
HELLO MY LITTLE DARLING .WHATS GRANDMA`S BABY DOING? NOT MUCH NEW`S TOO TELL YOU.YOUR MOM AUNT JACKIE OR AUNT VANNIE STILL HAVEN`T CALLED GRANMA.MAKE`S IT PRETTY CLEAR HOW THEY FELL ABOUT THE MOM GOD GAVE THEM. BUT IT`S OK. SOME TIME`S THINGS HAPPEN AND THEN IT`S TOO LATE TOO DO ANY THING ABOUT IT.GUESS I`M JUST NOT IMPORTANT ENOUGH.DANA GRANDPA TERRY GOT A NEW TOY HE GOT A 2004 FORD 4X4 F150 LARIAT BOY IT SURE IS PRETTY ,HAS LEATHER SEAT`S AND HAS JUST GOT EVERY THING,AND ITS THE PRETTIEST COLOR IT MAROON,IT IS SO PRETTY.NOW I HAVE MY CAR BACK.GRANDMA LOVES YOU DARLING. I WILL NEVER STOP LOVEING YOU AND WILL NEVER GET OVER YOU LEAVEING ME. I JUST HATE IT THAT I LET SOME PEOPLE RUN OVER ME ABOUT SPENDING TIME WITH YOU,AND I LOST A LOT OF TIME WITH YOU .LIE`S THAT WERE TOLD TOO ME . BOY GRANDPA TERRY AND I WAS GOOD ENOUGH TOO BABYSIT YOU WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE AND NOBODY ELSE WOULD ,THEN WHEN YOU GOT BIG AND DIDN`T NEED LOOKING AFTER SO CLOSE,HERE COME`S THE OTHER`S WANTING YOU..WELL I HAVE ONE THING TOO SAY I HAD THE BEST YEARS WITH YOU ,BECASE WE DID THING`S AND LEARNED THING`S TOGATHER.WELL BABY I WILL GO FOR KNOW IT`S ALMOST 1:00 IN THE MORNING.YOU PRAY FOR US ALL. AND TELL THE HEAVENLY FATHER I LOVE HIM .AND DANA GRANDMA LOVES YOU ALL THE WAY TOO HEAVEN AND BACK.LOVE YOUR GRANDMA .XOXOXOXOXXOXO
HELLO MY BABY .HOW ARE YOU TONIGHT.I KNOW YOUR DOING JUST FINE. WELL IT SURE WAS HARD WATCHING THE CONTRY MUSIC AWARDS LAST NIGHT.MY ALAN JACKSON WON BIG,BUT LONESTAR SANG YOUR SONG AND OF COURSE IT MADE GRANDMA CRY.NOT MUCH NEWS HERE .STILL HAVEN`T HAD A CALL FROM ANY OF YOUR AUNT`S OR YOUR MOM. I GUESS THE MOTHER THAT GOD GAVE THEM IS NOT THE MOTHER THEY WANT. IT REALY DOESN`T MATTER ANY MORE. I WILL ONLY TAKE SO MUCH HURT AND THAT`S IT.WELL BABY YOU TELL THE HEAVENLY FATHER I LOVE HIM. AND YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU WITH OUT ME TELLING YOU BUT I WILL ANY WAY (I LOVE YOU ALL THE WAY TOO HEAVEN AND BACK).AND IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT THAT`S A LOT.DANA DON`T FORGET TOO TELL THE HEAVENLY FATHER I LOVE HIM.NITE NITE MY LOVE.XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
<<<<<<<<< THE MAN THAT TOOK MY DANA IS DEAD 2 MONTHS AND ONE DAY AFTER HE TOOK HER AWAY FROM ME.HE WILL BE PUNISHED FOR EVER NOW.<<<<<<<<<<<<<,
