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WELL HELLO MY LITTLE DARLING DANA BABY.YOU HAVE BEEN GONE 4 MONTHS AND IT`S NOT GETTING ANY BETTER IF ANY THING IT`S GETTING WORST. THE LONESOMENESS AND HURTING IS JUST TOO HARD TOO TAKE .
THE HOLIDAYS ARE COMEING UP AND GRANDMA DOESN`T KNOW YET IF SHE WILL PUT UP LIGHTS OUTSIDE OR A TREE OR NOT ,IT`S JUST NOT A HAPPY TIME ANY MORE.NOTHING IS FUN OR EXCITEING ANY MORE.I WONDER DO YOU HAVE CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN.
NOT ANY NEWS TOO TELL YOU ABOUT HAVEN`T HAD A CALL FROM YOUR MOM OR YOUR AUNT`S IN ALMOST TWO MONTHS NOW.
I WISH I COULD GO BACK TOO WHEN I WAS YOUNG I WOULD SURE DO THING`S A LOT DIFFERENT AND IT WOULD NOT BE THE WAY I DID THEM LIKE I DID.
I GOT A NEWS LETTER THE OTHER DAY FROM A LADY THE OTHER DAY I AM GOING TOO INCLUDE IT IN THE LETTER TOO YOU.DANA I LOVE YOU HONEY WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL.GRANDMA SURE DOES MISS YOU SO MUCH.HONEY YOU BE SURE AND TELL THE HEAVENLY FATHER I LOVE HIM.
AND DANA YOU TELL HIM GRANDMA IS READY TOO MEET HIM ANY TIME.THEN WE CAN SING ,PRAY,WALK,EAT,TALK AND REJOICE TOGATHER.HONEY GRAMD MA LOVES YOU ALL THE WAY TOO HEAVEN AND BACK.LOVE GRANDMA
Dear Readers I am really pondering some things this weekend. I want to stress to all of you to cherish your Mother's. You will never know how much you miss them until they are no longer on this earth for you.
I have had it brought home to me really hard the last while just how important this is.
To many people take their Mother for granted. I have seen so much hurt this week amongst some seniors I know personally. Hurt from the disregard of feelings and needs. Feelings and needs that would so easily be made better by just a few extra moments of someone's time.
I am going to touch on only 3 seniors that I know and have talked to this last while. I will not use names as that would not be right.
I am a monitor person for a couple of different senior citizens that live near me.
One of them is a little old lady and she is such a sweet lady. I knew that once again she had been left alone, so I took her a bowl of fresh hot homemade stew and a piece of pumpkin pie fresh from the oven for supper tonight just because I wanted to and figured it would save her from having to make her own supper for a change.
I found her in tears because she was feeling that she was a burden to her daughter. Why was she feeling this way? Gee I wonder. She had found out that her daughter had called another family member and asked them to take her off their hands for the holiday season so that they could have time without her around. The rest of our conversation I will keep to myself as it was between her and I.
It is made very clear to her that she is in the road most of the time. Not so much with words but with actions and looks and attitude. This senior although somewhat medically handicapped has a very alert mind and she cooks and cleans and does many different kinds of crafts.
Her tear filled eyes looked at me as she said "I did not plan on being in the road and I did not plan on living here." Due to an accident she had little choice. As her tears slid down her face my heart hurt for her. All this dear soul wants is some time spent with her and to feel she is wanted and needed.
I will most definitely make a point to spend some extra time with her even if it is just a phone call or a quick pop in for a chat.
I am sure she is not perfect and hey she may be hard to live with at times but surely she deserves some special time from her family while she is alive to enjoy it.
One of my dear friends also a senior lost her granddaughter recently to a very tragic accident. She called me today to touch base and tell me she loved me. During the conversation I learned that her feelings were being so disregarded by her children. Like what she felt did not matter or count for anything.
None of them feel she could be hurting as much as they are at this loss and have let her know that is how they feel.
They have no time for her and have forgotten that she to treasured this child and is feeling a terrible loss inside. They have forgotten that she was always there for themwhen they needed help but now that she is a senior she is not worth some of their time in return.
All she is asking for is a bit of time for someone to listen now and then. I am many hundreds of miles from her but I make it a point to stop whatever I am doing to listen when she calls. It only takes a few minutes out of my day to lend a shoulder.
There is another very special lady in my life someone I love with all my heart she is loving and kind and giving. She is also very lonesome. She has a son of her own but he does not give her the time of day.
Does she get meloncholy? Does she have bad days? Does she get lonely? Does it sometimes seem she is depressed? Most definitely all of the above. Knowing you are dying of cancer and there is no cure can do that to you ! On the other hand ( hello son it is not catching )
She has not seen her grandson since he was tiny because her son has a life or so he says and it is to busy to take time out for her. Her son did send her flowers once awhile back and she was thrilled for days. To bad he could not of heard the joy in her voice as she told me about those flowers. His only contact in years.
Did he forget she gave him life? Did he forget she paid his way through college and worked whatever jobs she could to feed and cloth him. Along the way maybe she made some mistakes but life happens and it is full of mistakes. That is how people learn what not to do.
All I know for sure is that I would give all I have for 5 more minutes with my Mother that raised me and my Mother-in-law that I lost last year. Just to hug them and to tell them I love them would mean the world to me.
Did we get along perfect all the time? No we did not.
Did we have some real rip roaring arguments? Yes we sure did.
Were there mistakes made ? Most definitely both on their parts and mine.
Did I ignore either of them? No I did not. I thanked God for them every day of my life.
Someday I will be a senior to and I hope and pray that my children and grandchildren will still love me and want me around. I hope and pray that they will still have some time for a doddering old lady that might not always make sense anymore. I hope they will remember how deeply I love them and that I would give them anything I had if they wanted it. All I ask in return is a few minutes of their time now and then when I am old and gray and probably senile.
Please take some time for your Mother. Remember she took the time to give you life. Good or bad -- mistakes made along the way or not -- she is still your Mother. One day you will be old like her. Think about that.
Until next time God Bless.
DANA HELLO HONEY GRANDMA IS HERE.I TALKED TOO YOU MOM FOR A FEW MIN`S TODAY SHE WAS IN A HURRY SHE WAS GOING TOO GET A AWARD FOR BEING THE EASTER BUNNY.BABY I KNOW YOU ARE HERE WITH GRANDMA AND I KNOW YOU HEAR GRANDMA TALKING TOO YOU.I BET SOME TIMES YOU WISH GRANDMA WOULD STOP TALKING.I LOVE YOU MY DARLING LITTLE GRAND DAUGHTER,I DON`T BELIVE IT IS EVER GOING TOO GET ANY BETTER,I MISS YOU ,I MISS MY FAMILY TOO. IT SEEMS LIKE EVERYTHING JUST WENT DOWN SINCE YOU LEFT.NOBODY COMES TOO SEE GRANDMA OR CALL .BUT GRANDMA WILL MAKE IT.GRANDMA IS A FIGHTER.WELL HONEY I WILL STOP FOR NOW YOU REMBER THAT GRANDMA LOVES YOU ALL THE WAY TOO HEAVEN AND BACK AND TELL THE HEAVENLY FATHER I LOVE HIM .I LOVE YOU FROM GRANDMA.xoxoxoxoxo
HI MY BABY DANA .WELL BABY IT`S ALMOST THANKSGIVING. GRANDMA HAS A LOT TOO BE THANKFUL FOR I KNOW ,BUT NONE OF THE HOLIDAYS WILL EVER BE THE SAME AGAIN WITH YOU NOT HERE.TALKED TOO YOUR MOM ,SHE`S SENDING GRANDMA YOUR YEAR BOOK,THEY HAVE A MEMORIAL IN IT WITH LOTS OF PICTURE OF YOU. STILL HAVEN`T SEEN AUNT JACKIE.HONEY I HAVE FINISHED YOUR SHRINE.BUT I AM SURE YOU KNOW THAT. GRANDMA THINK`S SHE CAN FELL YOU AROUND HER AND HEAR HER TALKING TOO YOU.I KNOW YOU ARE HAPPY WHERE YOU ARE, MY GOODNESS WHO WOULDN`T BE HAPPY IN HEAVEN WITH THE HEAVENLY FATHER.DANA DO YOU HAVE CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN?.HONEY GRANDMA LOVES YOU SO MUCH AND I WILL NEVER GET OVER THE LONESOMENESS OF YOU BEING GONE.COUSIN ALYSHA GOT HER FIRST CAR ,SHE GOT A 2004 VOLVO SHE WILL GET HER PERMIT TOO DRIVE NEXT JUNE.I PUT A THANK YOU TOO UNCLE MICHAEL IN THE NEWSPAPER YESTERDAY. WELL HONEY GRANDMA BETTER GO NOW I LOVE YOU. DANA TELL THE HEAVENLY FATHER THAT YOUR GRANDMA LOVES HIM.AND MY LITTLE DARLING DANA BABY I LOVE YOU ALL THE WAY TOO HEAVEN AND BACK.XOXOXOXOXO
HELLO MY DARLING LITTLE ANGEL DANA BABY.WELL HONEY TODAY WAS THANKSGIVING ,BUT I MUST TELL YOU IT WAS NOT A VERY HAPPY DAY.I KNOW I HAVE A LOT TOO BE THANKFUL FOR,I HAVE ALL MY BABIES,A HOME,FOOD,A NICE WARM BED TOO SLEEP IN ,BUT I DON`T HAVE YOU ANY MORE AND IT WAS JUST A SAD DAY.YOUR MOM CALLED AND IT WAS A BAD DAY FOR HER TOO THE FIRST TIME IN 15 YEARS SHE DIDN`T HAVE HER DANA WITH HER FOR THANKSGIVING.I DO THANK GOD THAT HE LET US HAVE YOU FOR 15 YEARS AND 7 MONTHS AND 6 DAYS, BUT WE WANTED YOU SO MUCH LONGER. BUT GOD HAD HIS REASONS FOR TAKEING YOU AND WE ARE NOT SUPPOSED TOO QUESTION HIM. BUT OH IT`S SO LONELY WITH OUT YOU.I TALKED TOO YOUR LITTLE GIRL FRIEND KATHLEEN,SHE MISSES YOU A LOT.SHE SOUNDED VERY SWEET.GRANDMA HAS A TREE UP FOR YOU TOO LOOK AT,I SURE DIDN`T FELL LIKE PUTTING IT UP BUT I THINK YOU ARE HERE WITH ME SO I THINK YOU CAN SEE IT.WELL MY LOVE IT`S 2.30 AM SO GRANDMA BETTER GO TOO BED. YOU KNOW I ALWAYS TALK TOO YOU WHEN I GET IN BED. HONEY YOU TELL THE HEAVENLY FATHER I THANK HIM AND I LOVE HIM. AND DANA I LOVE YOU ALL THE WAY TOO HEAVEN AND BACK.LOVE GRANDMA xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
HELLO MY LITTLE DARLING.SORRY GRANDMA HASN`T BEEN HERE IN A FEW DAYS ,BUT I HAVE BEEN PRETTY SICK.THE DOCTOR SAYS I HAVE ADVACNCED EMPHYZEMA ALONG WITH MY OTHER LUNG PROBLEMS,GOT THE PATCHES TODAY .TOO HELP ME STOP SMOKEING I BET THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY I WILL NEED YOUR`S AND GODS HELP .HONEY CHRISTMAS WILL SOON BE HERE BUT IT`S NOT THE SAME ANY MORE.I HAVEN`T MADE ANY CANDY OR ANY THING YET.DANA SOME TIMES IT IS SO HARD TOO COME HERE AN WRITE TOO YOU IT JUST BRAKES MY HEART,I SHOULDN`T HAVE TOO BE WRITING TOO YOU LIKE THIS I SHOULD BE TALKING TOO YOU ON THE PHONE.I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH.WELL MY LOVE I WILL STOP AND GO TOO BED NOW,REMBER I LOVE YOU ALL THE WAY TOO HEAVEN AN BACK,AND TELL THE HEAVENLY FATHER I LOVE HIM.DANA LOVE FROM YOUR GRANDMA.XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
HELLO MY SWEETHEART DANA BABY. DO YOU HAVE TIME TOO READ WITH GRANDMA FOR A MIM ,I PROMISE I WONT KEEP YOU LONG I JUST HAD TOO COME LOOK AT YOUR PICTURES AND TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.YOU KNOW YOU NEVER DID LIKE FOR PEOPLE TOO SMOKE WELL GRANDMA HAS WENT ALL DAY WITHOUT ONE .I GOT PATCHERS TOO HELP ME .YOUR MOMMY TOLD ME ONCE A LONG TIME AGO IF I REALY LOVED HER I WOULD STOP SMOKEING SO SHE COULD HAVE ME AROUND LONGER. WELL I HAVE TOO STOP OH I DON`T HAVE TOO I COULD KEEP ON BUT THE DOCTOR SAYS I WONT LIVE MUCH LONGER IF I DON`T STOP . I HOPE YOUR MOMMY IS HAPPY WITH ME AND RELIZES I LOVE HER ENOUGHT TOO STAY HERE A LITTLE LONGER FOR HER.AND NOW SHE SMOKES.BABY IT SURE DOESN`T SEEM LIKE CHRISTMAS IT`S NOT A HAPPY TIME LIKE IT USED TOO BE .I DON`T THINK IT EVER WILL BE AGAIN.AUNT JACKIE STILL HASN`T CALLED OR COME TOO SEE GRANDMA IT`S BEEN ALMOST 4 MONTHS.AND SHE ONLY LIVES ABOUT 5 MILES AWAY FROM GRANDMA.WELL MY LITTLE LOVE I WILL LET YOU GO BACK TOO HAVEING FUN .REMBER TOO TELL THE HEAVENLY FATHER I LOVE HIM .AND HONEY I LOVE YOU ALL THE WAY TOO HEAVEN AND BACK.LOVE GRANDMA.XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
MY DARLING LITTLE DANA BABY AUNT JACKIE AND ONE OF YOUR LITTLE FRIENDS AND GRAND MA ,WENT TOO THE FUNERAL HOME TONIGHT WHERE YOU HAD YOUR SERVICES.OH GOD IT WAS SO HEART BREAKING ,BUT IT WAS VERY NICE TOO .AUNT JACKIE PICKED AND ORNIMENT THAT SHE COULD PUT YOUR PICTURE IN ,AND IT WAS SO VERY PRETTY AND THEY PUT IT ON THE TREE. WE LITE CANDLES AUNT JACKIE HAD TOO HELP GRANDMA. I WAS JUST SO OVER COME WITH GRIFE.BUT YOU REMBER HONEY I TOLD YOU HERE AT THE HOUSE WHEN GRANDMA WENT TOO LIGHT YOUR CANDLE,FOR YOU YOU TOO BLOW IT OUT TOO LET ME KNOW YOU WERE THERE,WELL YOU KNOW AUNT JACKIE ,THE LADY AND GRANDMA TRYED THREE LIGHTERS TOO TRY TOO LIGHT YOUR CANDLE,YOU DIDN`T BLOW IT OUT YOU JUST WOULDN`T LET US LIGHT IT.OH AFTER A WHILE WE DID GET IT LITE BUT I KNOW YOU WERE THERE WITH US BECAUSE NOBODY ELSE HAD ANY TROUBLE LIGHTING THEIR CANDLES.THAT`S MY LITTLE DANA BABY.THEY HAD REFRESHMENTS AFTER THE SERVICE. AUNT JACKIE LITE YOUR GRANDMA REBA`S CANDLE. NONE OF THEM KNEW ABOUT IT TILL JACKIE CALLED THEM AND THEY SAID THEY WERE COMEING BUT THEY DIDN`T SO JACKIE LITE IT.I CAN UNDERSTAND THEM NOT GOING IT HAS HAD GRANDMA IN TURMOIL EVERY SINCE MOM TOLD ME ABOUT IT,BECAUSE IT WAS THE LAST PLACE I SAW YOU AT ,BUT I HAD TOO GO TOO SHOW YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU. WELL BABY IT WAS SO COLD OUTSIDE THERE TONIGHT WHERE THEY HAD THE REFRESHMENTS ,GRANDMA IS STLL COLD .I HOPE I DON`T GET SICK AGAIN,SO I AM GOING TOO GET IN MY BED AND TRY TOO GET WARM I WILL TALK TOO YOU MORE IN BED.DANA I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, YOUR MY LITTLE ANGEL AND I KNOW I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN.DON`T FORGET TOO TELL THE HEAVENLY FATHER I LOVE HIM.AND MY LITTLE SWEETHEART I LOVE YOU ALL THE WAY TOO HEAVEN AND BACK.XXOXOXOXOOXO.
<<<<<<<<< THE MAN THAT TOOK MY DANA IS DEAD 2 MONTHS AND ONE DAY AFTER HE TOOK HER AWAY FROM ME.HE WILL BE PUNISHED FOR EVER NOW.<<<<<<<<<<<<<,
