Self Titled
 
 

  (SIC) | Eyeless | Wait and Bleed | Surfacing | Spit it Out | Tattered and
    Torn | Purity | Liberate | Prosthetics | No Life | Diluted | Only One |
       Scissors | Eeyore
 

(SIC)

 
                           Enemy - show me what you wanna be
                                   I can handle anything
                               Even if I can't handle you!
                           Readily - either way it better be
                                 Dont you fuckin' pity me
                                     Get up, get off...

                                What the hell am I sayin'?
                              I don't know about malevolent
                                   Sure as hell decadent
                          I want somebody to step up, step off
                           Walls! Let me fall! Fuck you all!
                Get a grip, don't let me slip 'til I drop the ball!

                             Fuck this shit, I'm sick of it
                            You're goin down, this is a war!

            Who the fuck am I to criticize your twisted state of mind?
                Youre' leavin' me suspect, I'm leavin' you grotesque
                     Feels like a burn from which you never learn
                           Cause and effect, you jealous ass
                      Press you face against the glass - suffer

                                       I've just begun
                                    Its about that time
                                       Gotta get mine

                                     You can't kill me
                                       Cuz I'm already
                                          Inside you

                                              SICK
 

                                           Eyeless

                 Insane - am I the only motherfucker with a brain?
                   I'm hearing voices, but all they do is complain
                         How many time have you wanted to kill
            Everything and everyone - say you'll do it but never will
 

               You can't see California without Marlon Brando's eyes

                                     I am my father son
            Cuz hes a phantom, a mystery, and that leaves me nothing!
                         How many time hace you wanted to die?
            Its too late for me - all you have to do is get rid of me

                                    Its all in your head
                                     Its all in my head
                                     Its all in my head

                        I tried - you lied to me for so long..
                        Everywhere I go, there's a sense of it
                        Freak on my antics and give me a choice
         Doesn't matter if I give a shit - its the shit that you gave me

                   Do you wanna feel pain? Takin' my name in vain
                            Caring never felt so lame inside
                 Anybody else got pride? Do you wanna take my life?
                                Maybe I'll reverse my ride
                             Who the fuck are you? Fuck you!
                        Better suck it up cuz you bled through
                                  Better get away from me
                                Stay the fuck away from me

                            I feel safe - seems you're saved

                               Look me in my brand new eye
 
 

                                       Wait and Bleed

                          I've felt the hate rise up in me...
                     Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
                          I wander out where you can't see...
                          Inside my shell, i wait and bleed...

              I wipe it off the tile, the light is brighter this time
                                Everything is 3D blasphemy
            My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up
                           This is not the way I pictured me
              I can't control my shakes, how the hell did I get here?
                        Something about this, so very wrong...
                I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this
                                Is it a dream or a memory?

                        Get outta my head cuz I don't need this
                                  Why didn't I see this?
                          I'm a victim - Manchurian candidate
                                   I have sinned by just
                    Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away

                               You haven't learned a thing
                                I haven't changed a thing
                                 My flesh was in my bones
                                 The pain was always free

                                   And it waits for you!
 
 

                                          Surfacing

                                Running out of ways to run
                                  I can't see, I can't be
                             Over and over and under my skin
                           All this attention is doing me in

                              Fuck it all! Fuck this world!
                          Fuck everything that you stand for!
                                Don't belong! Don't exist!
                                     Don't give a shit!
                                    Don't ever judge me!

                           Picking through the parts exposed
                                Taking shape, taking shag
                             Over and over and under my skin
                           All this momentum is doing me in!

                     You got all my love, livin' in your own hate
                         Drippin' hole man, hard step, no fate
                    Showin' you nothing, but I ain't holdin' back
                        Every damn word I say is a sneak attack
                                When I get my hands on you
                            Ain't a fucking thing you can do
                        Get this cuz you're never gonna get me
                        I am the very disease you pretend to be

                           I am the push that makes you move
 
 

                                         Spit it Out

                   Since you never gave a damn in the first place
                       Maybe its time you had the tables turned
           Cuz in the interest of all involved I got the problem solved
                               And the verdict is guilty...

                                  ...Man nearly killed me
                            Steppin' where you fear to tread
               Stop, drop, and roll - you were dead from the git-go!
                          Big mouth fucker, stupid cocksucker
           Are you scared of me now? Then you're dumber than I thought

                                  Always is and never was
                          Foundation made of piss and vinegar
              Step to me, I'll smear ya - think I fear ya? Bullshit!
                     Just another dumb punk chompin' at this tit
                     Is there anyway to break through the noise?
                   Was it something that I said that got you bent?
                          Its gotta be that way if you want it
                          Sanity, literal profanity - hit me!

                                         Spit it out
                            All you wanna do is drag me down
                             All I wanna do is stamp you out

              Maybe its the way you gota spread a lotta rumor fodder
            Keepin' all your little spies and leavin' when you realize
                                       Step up, fairy
    I guess its time to bury your ass with the chrome straight to the dome
                      You heard me right bitch, I didn't stutter
             And if you know whats good just shut up and beg, brother
                    Backstab - don't you know who you're dissin'?
                 Side swipe - we know the ass that you're kissin'!

                       Bigity-biggidy bitch boy, halfway houser
                      Don't hear shit cuz I keeps gettin' louder
                      Come up and you get a face full o' tactic
                       Lippin' off hard, goin' home in a basket
                          You got no pull, no power no nothin'
                   Now you start shit? Well ain't that something?
                 Payoffs don't protect and you can hide if you want
                      But I'll find you - comin' up behind you!

                         'Bout time I set this record straight
                 uz all the needlenose punchin' is makin' me irate
                       Sick o' my bitchin' fallin' on deaf ears
                      Where you gonna be in the next five years?
                   The crew and all the fools and all the politix
                Get your lips ready, gonna gag, gonna make you sick
                  You got dick when they passed out the good stuff
                                Bam - are you sick of me?
                                 Good enough - had enough

                            Fuck me! I'm all out of enemies!
                             Fuck me! I'm all out of enemas!
 
 
 
 

                                    Tattered and Torn

                                            Kill me

                                     Tattered and torn
                                       Something aches
                                     Tattered and Torn
                                     Bad things slither
                                     Tattered and torn
                                My floors are burning down
                                     Tattered and torn
                                And I can't find a window

                                     Tattered and torn
                                      This is medeival
                                     Tattered and torn
                                       This is cerebal
                                     Tattered and torn
                                          Suffocated
                                     Tattered and torn
                                         Melodramatic

                                     Tattered and torn
                                  Driven to the verge of
                                     Tattered and torn
                                    I make you my enemy
                                     Tattered and torn
                                    The nerves you sever
                                     Tattered and torn
                                    Can serve you better

                                     Tattered and torn
                                  In the blink of an eye
                                     Tattered and torn
                                 In the space of a second
                                     Tattered and torn
                                       Open my wrists
                                     Tattered and torn
                                     Give me my lessons

                                    Tearing myself apart
                           From the things that make me hurt!
 
 

 
 
 

                                          Liberate

                                    Liberate my madness
                                   One of me, all of you
                                    Liberate my madness
                                     I just want to...

                                     Section off myself
                      Put a wall up - what the hell have I done
                                    Keep the dog at bay
                                    Survive by saving me
                                    Values and the game
                        Not a fuck up - not a part of your lie
                     I am one, I am all - I am above and beyond!

                                    Back off of the shit
                                     Stand or I'll spit
                                     S soft, you forget
                             Your garbage in is garbage out
                                   You don't give a shit
                                    I won't play the fit
                                    Get off, get on this
                             Your garbage in is garbage out

                                  Liberate my madness...

                                      I am not ashamed
                           What is vital isn't always humane
                                   You can break in vain
                                 But you can't break away
                                       Even in my face
                          Lotta bullshit, not alotta the truth
                                   I can't see from here
                                But I can smeel your fear!

                   Saved - you're such a slave - I don't expect a
                 Name - you don't care - I wasn't witness - I can't
               Be a part of a system such as this - hard eyes - glow
                 Right - in my darkness - again - with the sickness
            Renegade sisters, blisters, salivate, litigate, liberate,
              Madness, sadness, fuck this - how long have I had this?
              I don't need this - outta my business - insert, engage,
                                 Betrayed, my God - fraud
 
 

                                         Prosthetics

                           Even if you run... I will find you
                                    I decided I want you
                                   Now I know.... I need
                   If you can't be bought, tougher then I thought
                               Keep in mind - I am with you
                        Never left out fate, can't concentrate
                                     Even if you run...

                                     You will be mine!
                              Ah, fucking you will be mine!
                              Ah, fucking you will be mine!
                              Ah, fucking you will be mine!

                                         I found you
                              Leanin' out of an open window
                           You laughed, our fingers clenched
                              Too perfect, far too careless
                       I couldn't help myself - I just took you

                           Damnit man I knew it was a mistake

                               Better make yourself at home
                                    You're here to stay
                   You won't bother me... if you let me bother you
                   All the doors are locked, all the windows shut
                               Keep in mind... I watch you
                     Never leave my side, never leave me, fucker
                                       Even if you run

                               What the fuck is different?
                           Man, I can't believe I'm doin this
 
 

                                            No Life

                                     My freedom is best
                             Whole country's on house arrest
                                  And evryone's a suspect
                       You can't feel the flow because you died
                                  Face down on a suicide
                          The motherfucker's on self-destruct
                      Nobody guardin' your back, its all a front
                               Save this! My rage is bliss!
                          I'm takin names and gettin' pissed!

                           Where's Chuck D when ya need him?
                   You ain't shit, just a puddle on the bed spread
                                     The maniac psycho
              Cool J screamed the shit but I still can't believe it!
                          Man, its funny that you scare me so
                      Just enough to fuck me up again and again
                                Hard life is hard as hell
                                Better back the fuck on up
                                       Cuz this is...

                      No kind of life! This is no kind of life!
                                    I've got to get out
                   It's no kind of life! This is no kind of life!
                                     You can't blame me

                 Can't be real no more - your mask is skin and bone
                   Savor every flavor you got cuz its not your own
                                      Bad-ass bat, man
                 Forget about the battle, its the war we gotta win
                   Breathe! Amer-cult, Breathe! One more - seethe!
                                Freak like you gotta pair
                                     Won't be my fault
                When you're painted in the corner of a no-good life

                                          This is...

                          I can't remember, I don't understand
                         Is it malice that makes you this way?
                     Carry it with you 'til someone forgives you
                           I laugh cuz theres nothing to say
                             You can't begin to consider the
                      Palpable hate in the air when you're here
                     None of use wonder what weather you're under
                             Youre making it perfectly clear

                           Lights ain't on - shit ain't right
                           Never had peace but I gotta fight
              Can you look in my eyes when my back's against the wall
                   Slash at my eyes, surprise, you'll never get me
                           You're all reality and sound bites
                        And the freedom is never in plain sight
      The feelings, the question, the price is too human for fucking sake

                                          This is...
 
 

                                            Diluted

                                     I'm cold, I'm ugly
                           I'm always confused by everything
                            I can stare into a thousand eyes
                        But every smile hides a bold-faced lie

                   It itches, it seethes, it festers and breathes
                        My heros are dead, they dies in my head
                       Thin out the heard, squeeze out the pain
                        Something inside me has opened up agian

                                Thoughts of me exemplified
                           All the little flaws I have denied
                        Forget today, forget whatever happened
                Everyday i see a little more of overall deficiencies
                I'm nothing short of being one complete catastrophe

                What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this?

                      I save all the bullets from ignorant minds
                  Your insults get stuck in my teeth as they grind
                     Way past good taste, on our way to bad omens
                         I decrese, while my symptoms increase

                                God what the fuck is wrong
                           You act like you knew it all along
                    Your timing sucks, your silence is a blessing
                            All I ever wanted out of you was
                               Something you could never be
                               Now take a real good look at
                             What you've fucking done to me

                        Gimme any reason why I'd need you, boy
                          Gimme any reason not to fuck you up
                       Gimme any reason why I'd need you, bitch
                          Gimme any reason not to fuck you up

                                       I see you in me

                            I keep my scars from prying eyes
                              Incapable of ever knowing why
                     Somebody breathe, I've got to have an answer
                                Why am I so fascinated by
                             Bigger pictures, better things
                             But I don't care what you think
                                You'll never understand me
 
 
 

                                           Only One

                                    Pain - made to order

                    I'm not the second coming, I'm the first wave
                 Better get an army, cuz the fire left me unscathed
               You betcha bottom dollar I'm the top of the shit pile
                 So stick around cuz I'll get to you in just a few
                     Step off the achtung, get back or get stung
                    Idiotic sense of yourself, are you that dumb?
                           Entire legion of me, totalitarian
                The one and only motherfucker, top of the world man

               Cuz I can't stand it, planned it, gonna crash land it
                          In other words, consider me branded
                    Another version of me, another version of you
                            Both barrels, what you gonna do?

                                All I hear is human noise
                            You made your own fuckin' choice
                                    I belong to only me
                                  Silence for my revelry

                                 I can only die over time
                           Filthy hands, stay away from mine
                             Every reason is a right to hate
                      Painful clutch - death is fine gimme mine

                                Only one of us walks away

                                   Somebody explain this
                            I don't care cuz you don't exist
                          What the fuck is this another joke?
                                          Rekoning!
 
 
 

                                           Scissors

                          I play doctor for fice minutes flat
                 Before I cut my heart open... and let the air out
                               Three bugs, a pound of dust
                               Some wind spilled before me
                            In the strangest matter that had
                                 Broke away my tear spout

                                       As I lie there
                             With my tounge spread wide open
                               A black widow had offered me
                                     A sweetheart tube
                                        As I injected
                           The candied heart that I selected
                                  She said don't hesitate
                               Just do what you have to do!

                      Its hard to stay between the lines of skin
                 Just cuz I have nerves, don't mean that I can feel
                       I wasn't very much fun to be with anyway
                     Just let the blood run red cuz I can't feel!

                        Biding my time until the time is right
                        Biding my time until the time is right
                        Biding my time until the time is right
                                     Biding my time...
                                           Its time

                                          IT IS TIME
 
 

                                    Eeyore (secret song)

                                Meet the man that made me
                                Greet the can I came from
                          Oh the fucking sacred heart of Jesus
                                 BLEW it in the back room
                                 Feelin' like a real goon
                                 Slam the fuck aside, man
                                    I'm on - you're not!

                                I am the great big mouth!

                         Good riddance - though I'm sad to say
                                 I didn't get to kill you
                            Rhetoric - Better look both ways
                                I gotta get an arm through
                                             STAIN
                        What the fuck is up? Get the fuck away
                                     Run if you want to
                          Innocent? You're a guilty conscience
                                Laugh last - break through
                                             STAIN

                                     Prepare you fucker

                                I don't give a shit, bitch
                                I don't give a fuck, bitch
                                I don't understand, bitch
                                      You don't matter
                                 I don't give a shit, man
                                 I don't give a fuck, man
                                 I don't really care, man
                                  I'm the super sized man
 
 

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