The Pain Scriptures

Tonight is my last night to sleep in Minneapolis for a long time, we are heading out in less than 24 hours, We are 7 strong now with three vehicles plus a potential 8th and a 9th waiting to be picked up in St.Louis.We had to cancel a show in Virginia but we have another one in Oklahoma and then its off to The Burning man festival. Mercy-(its past midnight) Thursday August 3rd. There has been a lot of chaos in our lives so far this year, I am looking forward to change. We are heading out to the desert to reinvent ourself, to discover our animal sides furthering our survival skills, we have done this before, three month tours, homeless adventures in countless cities, even two weeks in the desert in 1998, its like exercise and we are a little out of shape. hehehe. I have to admit we are unprepared in many ways, money, equipment, resources of various types, but we still have enough psycho currents to give the wild heart a good dose of "whatever!" so here we go, on the road again. mercy- July 27 2000

Hope

here are some lyrics to a song that is on MP3.com/apocalypsenow by Hope King. "my mouth watres in the drought, while everything else is flooded, and everybody feast on famine, why does black and blue always mean I love you, pretty is a s pretty does and who ever said that pretty is enough, writhing on the floor, I want something worth fighting and bleeding and dying for, I want more, I ant more and more, I've got nothing left to say, you took all my words away, sleep is love, sex is death, meat is murder, were all dying, and revolution is a lie!" heehaw!!!!

DJ.Robbo

Robbo is a part time member and a very good friend, we all love him like a brother and his insanity is a lot like ours, happiness is slavery and nothing is everything. Everything is hell, and leave me love me push pull kiss bite love hate, you get the idea, AND that is what Apox is all about, about pushing the button that everyone (them) tells you to not push. Don't bite the Apple. Well, Robbo not only took healthy bites, he shared his apple with us, and we shared our disease with him as well. You can find him tending to the Tulsagothic.com scene or maybe if you are lucky traveling around with us from ime to time. We love you Robbo.

DJ.Robbo

That is me over there shrouded in blue, blue is one of my colors, and red. Of course, I like black, but black is everywhere, it is the color of endless time, the substance in sleep, the soil of our souls. So its not really a color to me. Anyway, this is my page. Its hidden deep in the apox matrix because its like a music box that changes its tune,then it changes its shape. Can you hear the whispers in the wind? not everything is easy to find, but as they say in that way overdone series...The Truth is Out there. And here it rots buried in cyberhell too, in a place I call The Pain Scriptures. By the way, other journals exist in the confusing mess that is this Apox matrix, but this is the one I will be tending to from Burning Man. expect to see stuff here change alot, and entries by other members. I will be posting letters and pictures from all sorts of sources. -Mercy July 27 2000