My Poems
This was added on June 5th, 2000. =) Enjoy!!
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Written June 5, 2000
*LIFE*©
Do you ever feel like your stomach is hollow?
Or..rather your heart?
That it's just so hollow
And no matter how much you try to fill it
That it would just sink down lower and never be filled?
Do you ever feel like you are outside of yourself?
Watching your life on the outside?
And have you ever felt like you wanted to be the outsider?
So you can look in and not have to endure the pain?
Have you ever felt like you deserve to lay in your sorrow?
To writhe in your pain?
Have you ever felt that life throws you all the fast balls?
And that you strike out every time?
Have you ever felt like you are drowning?
In your own tears that flow so?
Do you ever feel like you're only a puppet?
Being manned by no one?
Have you ever thought what it would be like to die?
Do you ever wonder?
Or will you ever wonder?
Have you ever felt like your heart is being stung
With needles of lonliness?
And those sharp pains in your stomach
Are more than a stomach ache
Do you know what I mean?
Do you ever wonder if your heart will ever be filled?
Or that you have to live like that forever?
I know I wish that I could just end it
Forever
All Poems by ©Christi Bickart
Please do not copy.
Thank you and have a good day/night=)
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