My Poems
These have been added on September 15, 2000. I hope you enjoy =)
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Written September 6, 2000
*FALSE HOPE*©
Standing under a bridge
Of uncertainty
Hiding in the wing
Of impossibilites
Running around in neverending circles
Of confusion
Reaching out for an extended hand
Of illusion
Screaming out for help in a deserted land
Of meaningless accusations
Holding onto a dream
Of false hope
Loving a fantasy
Of laughter and smiles
Hearing a promise
Of unclear words
Staring at a picture
Of a dream
Falling down a tunnel
Of blurred reasons
Squeezing back tears
Of recognition
Calling out a name
Of unhappiness
Thinking of an ending
Of life
Written September 10, 2000
*BUTTERFLY*©
Holding onto a dream
Is like holding a butterfly
Wings tickling my hands
Like wishes teasing reality
Can someone tell me why?
Will someone, anyone
Just tell me the answers?
Fishing in a river of lies
For the truth that lies beneath
Above it all flies a way
Out of my reach
Through my grasp
Carrying a heart full of wounds
Stummbling over a mouthful of questions
Fummbling for the light in the ususal darkness
As I raise my hand to ask a heartfilled question
A storm takes away the answer to be told
Confusion floods my life
Laughing in my face
Tearing at my hair
With bloodied hands
Unjustifiable emotions capture my world
Creating a deep maze
Of disoriented answers
Will I ever find a way?
Or will I always be the one
Screaming questions in a noisy crowd
No one ever hears me
Doomed to cry alone
Forever
Written September 11-12, 2000
~*This is dedicated to everyone that has lost someone they love with all of their heart, soul and mind*~
IN MEMORY OF TISHA
*I WILL REMEMBER YOU*©
Open your heart
Dry your eyes
Can't you see the beautiful light?
As it shines down on us
Voices from Heaven
Sound in my head
Take my hand
I'll always be here
Visions pulsate thorugh my tired eyes
It's hard to let go
But parades of neverending love
Dance in my soul
Memories fill my head
As songs whisper from my lips
I dance in the rain
As it beats down on me
And I know they're your tears
Washing away my heartbreak
Maybe I can't find a reason right now
But comfort overcomes all my fears
I'll always love you
Hear my voice
Guide me through
Now I dream of your face
Your laughter fills my ears
Smiles twist my misunderstanding
I raise my hands to the Heavens
As sunshine radiates from the clouds
Written September 13, 2000
*WILL YOU?*©
If I call your name
Will you hear me?
If I shout my pain
Will you feel pain too?
If I scream my hate
Will you hate it too?
If I bleed to death
Will you bleed too?
If I cry myself out
Will you cry too?
If I fall down to my blistered knees
Will you fall too?
And if I tear my hair out
Will you do it too?
If I drown in my sorrow
Will you drown too?
If I stand in the middle of a one way street
Will you stand by my side?
If I go crazy
Will you go crazy too?
And if I laugh
Will you laugh with me?
What if I yell in your face
Will you yell back at me?
If I tell you I hate me
What will you say?
And now I must ask
If I died away from you
Would you die too?
Written September 13 ,2000
*I PRAY*©
I pray
Open your heart
Don't hide your face
I ask
Let me inside
Let me drown in your beauty
I beg
Consider the possibilities
Listen to my soul
I plead
Look at me now
Stare into my eyes
I said
I am here for you now
I am here for you always and forever
I question
Will you see me as I see you?
Will you love me and need me too?
I scream
Hear my now
Hold onto my heart and don't let it slip from your fingers
I cry
Hold me, comfort me till death parts us
Soften my cries with your embrace
I sigh
Let the pain disperse
Let the rain disappear
I pray
See me among the faces
And let it all come free
All Poems by ©Christi Bickart
Please do not copy.
Thank you and have a good day/night=)
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