My Poems
Added September 29, 2000. But, isn't that just a tad obvious? Yeah, well, leave us retards alone. =)
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Written September 21, 2000
*FIND ME*©
Can a candle flame hold up to the wind?
As I stand up on a mountain
Looking down upon the future
Hiding away as much as I can
With fingers over my eyes
Trying with all my might
To not let the feelings show through
Can a whisper stand out on a scream?
Breathing to exhale
Not breathing to live
Holding onto the one thing
That means more than life
Cradeling a broken heart
Of all yesterdays
Can one star light all the blackness in the world?
Clinging to myself
In case I might fall
Let me be the one to catch onto a dream
As I slide from this fantasy
Toss aside my wonders
And bring on my heartwretching cries
Can one person stand out in a crowd of millions?
Racing with the time that always wins
Discouraging ways are on my side
Will someone please just let it be
All it's supposed to be
Half-heartedly opening my eyes
As I crumble to the floor
Don't kick me when I'm down
And tell me yes when I ask
Can the one thing that makes me alive, find me?
Written September 21, 2000
*REASON*©
There must be a meaning
To this so-called life
But why am I feeling
Like that's just a lie?
There has to be a reason
Why we are all here
And there may be a reason
Why I am here
Searching, but to no vail
For something that makes you smile for all eternity
Running through all the hail
Bounding from my heart
Is there an ending to your unfinished dream?
Or do you have to keep searching without a find?
It's all coming apart at the seams
I know, life's something you can't win
Don't raid this world with eyes full of hate
Keep burning with that fire that keeps you going
One day we will have to compensate
For all the lies
Maybe we'll never find that reason
And I can't tell you why
Let go of the cold season
Keep your head up high
But as I walk alone
My eyes fall to the floor
My feelings He doesn't condone
But I can't help but feel this way
Please, hold on for me
Don't let go
When I fall, guide me please
And when I die, cry for me, too
Written September 27, 2000
*ROSES*©
Roses are red
And, yes, violets are blue
But when you walk into my life
Flowers fade to nothing
Your beauty surpasses all beauty
Roses pale at your site
When you smile
The wind moans
For nothing can compare to you
Chocolate is sweet
Candy is sugar
But once you say those words
When your eyes fall upon me
Bitterness overcomes the sweet candy
Nothing is sweeter than you
When you take my hand into the warm escape of yours
My life finally falls into place
The sun shines like your smile in my world
Driving away the cold that lives in me
Say those words again
I beg of you
Stop these tears from falling so unwillingly
Tell me the words I've always needed to hear
Roses are red
But they hold the thorns
That prick and poke your heart
A smile last for a minute
Then it fades into the past
A past that must be forgotten
Please, don't let me go
Don't let me wake up from this dream
Written September 27, 2000
*MIRROR*©
I stare into the mirror
That makes me see
I must look into the life
That I just want to leave
I hate to look
But why can't I tear away my eyes?
I want to fall to my knees
And hide away from this cruel, cruel world
But I keep standing up
Eyes staring passed an eyeful of pain
These empty eyes stare back
Revealing a hollowed out heart
Bottomless emotions
Filled to the top of uncaring, unwanting dreams
Unfulfilled promises stare back at me
Behind me, a shadow grows taller
Darkness draws closer
Naked and bruised
Bleeding from the wounds
The non physical ones
That are on the inside
My heart lies bleeding in my eyes
Don't take it all away
I only have one dream left to sleep
One heart left to love
One more time for me to be happy
Don't let me fail
Let it be
Just let me be
No more empty hearts
No more empty eyes
All Poems by ©Christi Bickart
Please do not copy.
Thank you and have a good day/night=)
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