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Chapter Thirty-One:
Almost Perfect


I went back down the hallway to Fox and his brothers' room. I knocked on the door, and Fox opened it a minute later. He grabbed my hand and pulled me into the room.

"Did you talk to the girls?" he asked me.

"I... I talked to Cher." I replied, wondering if he knew about Cher and Nick.

"Oh... what did she tell you?" he asked back.

"Shit, you knew?" I asked, and he looked at me sadly.

"Yeah, but, I also know why Nick's doing this..." he looked away.

"What? What do you mean?" I asked, confused.

"Nick just asked Cher out to make you jealous, or mad, or something." he told me.

"What? You're crazy, no he didn't. Nick is over me, and I'm glad. I'm... I'm happy that he and Cher are together." I told him, half lying. I wasn't happy about it, but it didn't bother me.

"Don't lie to me, Fay. I know when you're lying." he said.

"I'm not lying to you Fox, I wouldn't. I'm fine, I don't care about Cher, or Nick. Right now, all I want to do is kiss you." I told him, turning my sad face into a smile. He grinned back and pulled me close.

"I just want you to know that I still think Nick is trying to make you jealous of him, or Cher. I think he wants to make us all mad at each other." Fox replied.

"Foxy, no, Nick's not like that. If he wants to be with Cher, it's ok." I finished. "Now... what did you do this weekend, without me?" I changed the subject.

"Truth?" he asked, and I nodded, "I didn't do anything. I just stayed here in this room all weekend, thinking about you. What did you do?" he asked. I gulped. I wasn't going to tell him about Kent.

"I... I spent most of my time at the hospital with my sisters, and I also went to see Kent, Trey, Ash and Aranka." I told him.

"How are they?" he asked.

"Good. Yeah... Aranka is so adorable, she's a really pretty little girl." I told him, smiling, thinking about her.

"Cool... um... can I... kiss you now?" he asked, changing the subject yet again.

"I told you before, you don't have to ask." I answered, with a smile.

I pushed him down on the bed. I climbed on top of him and started kissing his face. I kissed everywhere but his lips, where he wanted me to kiss him. I loved to just torture him. He gave me a sad look, so I then placed my lips on his. He deepened the kiss with his tounge. I never wanted that to end. It was so perfect, maybe too perfect.

"You know, we haven't done anything more than kissing yet?" he asked me, pulling back a bit, as I kissed his neck.

"Sure we have, you've seen me in my underwear, remember?" I asked, and he just nodded. "And anyway we've only been together for like... um, I guess seven days... like a week already?" I asked, surprised.

"Yeah, it was a Tuesday, last Tuesday." he grinned. Damn, he was adorable. How his lips moved perfectly when he talked, and the way they curled up when he smiled. And his soft brown eyes, staring back at me.

"Yeah..." I agreed. I didn't want to ruin this moment. It was so perfect. I loved it so much.

"So... when can we do more than kissing?" he asked cutely. I gave him a weird look, and then he finished, "I know, we don't have to. But don't you want to?"

I nodded at him. "Of course I want to. Do you know how sexy you are?" I asked, and he nodded jokingly. "I'm serious, you're driving me crazy. But we have to wait." I finished. He looked a little sad, but nodded.

Then he started kissing my neck again. I didn't want him to stop. I don't know what it was, but something about him kissing my neck like that, it was making in insane! I guess it was making me horny. Fuck. I pulled back, knowing that if I didn't, we'd probably end up doing something we shouldn't do.

"What? I thought you said I could kiss you?" he asked, confused again.

"You can... later, ok? It's only like 6am. And I'm really tired." I told him.

"That ain't fair. You're tired so I have to stop kissing you?" he asked cutely. I nodded.

"If you let me sleep for awhile, right now, I'll let you do whatever you want later..." I said, too quickly. Before he could reply, I said, "No, I take that back. You can't do whatever you want. Sorry." I finished.

"Do you enjoy torturing me?" he asked, grinning. I nodded.

"I do actually." I finished. Then I rolled off of him, and layed beside him. He wrapped his arms around me, and I closed my eyes happily. It was perfect... well almost perfect.


*Just a few Minutes Later*


"Hey, Foxy, Fay!" Tony yelled as he, Luke, Marce and Dare all came into the room.

I opened my eyes angrily. I didn't want to be interupted, but I also didn't want to be rude. I sat up and looked at them.

"Hi, guys, what's up?" I asked them.

"We've come to talk." Dare announced. Shit, it didn't sound good.

"Yeah, um, did Fox tell you what he thinks that Nick's doing with Cher?" Marce asked. I sighed.

"Yes. I don't really want to talk about it though-" I began.

"No, we have to. We feel the same way. Why would Nick all of a sudden change his mind and start liking Cher, so quick?" Luke asked, sitting down.

"I don't know, and I don't care." I replied rudely.

"It's because he doesn't like Cher. He's using her, to make you upset. But that's not going to work, so Cher's just going to get hurt." Dare agreed.

"How are you so sure of this? Maybe Nick does like Cher?" I asked back.

"Why the hell didn't he ever talk to her, before this? He didn't say one word to her. Then you left, and he's all over her. Don't you get it?" Tony yelled, getting upset. He didn't want to see Cher get hurt.

"For the last time, I don't know. All I can do is trust that Nick's not lying, that he won't hurt Cher. If he does, it won't be our fault." I replied.

"Yes, it will. Because I feel like we can stop that from happening, right now." Marce spoke up again.

"NO! I said, no! Leave them alone. Unless it looks like Cher is unhappy, don't bother, ok?" I asked, getting really mad.

They all just nodded. Then the guys left the room, unsatified with my answer. I knew they were going to do something stupid. But I didn't say anything. Then Marce and Dare gave me kind of sad looks. They knew that Joey would take Cher's side on the matter, since she loved the BSB, especially Nick and AJ. Then the girls left the room too, without another word.

"That was... weird." Fox whispered. I just nodded. I really didn't want to talk about it anymore. "Do you still wanna go to sleep?" he wondered.

"If I can. Will you just hold me?" I asked him.

"Of course, baby, whatever you want." he replied.

We layed down again and Fox wrapped his strong arms around me again. I closed my eyes and fell asleep to the steady beat of his heart.


*2 Hours Later*


"Fay... baby, wake up."

I heard Fox whispering to me as I opened my eyes sleepily. I didn't want to wake up. There's probably no one who loves to sleep more than I do.

"No, I don't wanna. Let me sleep, ok?" I asked him. Then he got up, leaving me alone in the large bed. I didn't care, though. I just closed my eyes again.

"No, baby, it's almost 9am, Jimmy just told me that you have to get ready to go out for a big breakfast with everyone." Fox insisted, pulling me to my feet.

I didn't feel too good as I had a shower and got changed. I had a weird feeling in my stomach. It was everything, I think. It was Cher and Nick, and it was Kent, back home. Shit, I still had to tell Dare about that. Now, this just made it worse. If I tell Dare now, she might get pissed at me, and change sides. Maybe she'll be against me and... shit I don't wanna think about that. Maybe I just won't tell Dare about what Kent did. It wasn't that big of deal, right? Well, I still didn't feel good when Fox and I left their room and went down the hallway to Jamal, Jimmy and Trevor's room. Practically everyone was waiting for me there. I looked around and saw all four of the girls, all of Rowdy, all the BSB, Christina, and soulDecision. The only person missing was Aaron. I hadn't even heard about this "big breakfast" that was planned.

"Um, sorry, but I never even heard about this." I laughed, holding onto Fox's hand tightly.

"We just sort of planned it this morning, sorry Fay." Jamal smiled.

"That's alright, where's... Aaron?" I asked. Everyone was smiling at me. I mean, everyone.

"He's meeting us at the resturant, in a few minutes, with my mom." Nick spoke up. It was the first time he'd talked to me since I'd been back.

"Oh cool, so... we better go?" I asked, and everyone nodded. I can't believe they were all waiting for me. "Um, how are we getting there?" I asked.

"Limos are waiting downstairs for us." Jimmy laughed.

"Oh, man, I'm really sorry. Um, alright, let's go!" I finished. I turned to Fox, kissed his cheek, and then whispered in his ear, "I'll see you at the soundcheck, alright?" He just nodded.

Then everyone, BSB, Rowdy, Christina, soulDecision and us, Cruel Sensation, all left our hotel together.


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