Lost Chance
on the evening
"Try to be quiet!" kian said to himself as he stepped
into the dark house. But this wasn`t easy to manage
when you think how many drinks he had this evening.
There were for sure too many.
Blanche couldn`t sleep. That wasn`t a wonder, in fact
bryan was snoring so loud as possible. Her room mates
could sleep.She doesn`t knew how, but they did. She
thought back:
It had be a hard but also really funny week. The 4
girls who are also dancing for weslife were really
nice and so the guys themself. Everyone of the girls
had a crush on one of the guys - except she. They had
been all really nice but she couldn`t think of having
more feelings for them then friendship. If maybe one
of the guys could have more feelings for her? she
asked herself. Proplaby not, or?
Even is kian home , yet? she thought. He was going out
on the evening.
When she heard a noise from the door, she knew that
this was kian. She decided to go down and bringing him
into his room, if he is so drunken like bryan promised
it her. She went down and couldn`t help but smile.
Kian was lying on the floor, looking up to her.
"Since when are here so many stairs? Haven`t there
been less?" kian asked innocent. " Huh, you have had
too many drinks ki, haven`t you?" blanche asked with a
grin. " Comon kian, I bring you now to your room, the
guest room!" Kian looked at her. " Bryan knew you will
be drunken and prepated the room" "But......" kian
started. "No But kian! Comon now" blanche finished his
sentences while she was leading him up and brought him
to the room.
in the room
"Now kian you will sleep, ok?" Blanche turned around
and wanted to leave when kian suddenly pulled her
back, locking his lips onto hers. At first she was
confused, but finally kissed him back. "You still want
to leave?" kian asked with a cheeky smile. She closed
the door , short before kian took her hand leading her
to the bed where he started to kiss her passionality.
" Kian..............I didn`t knew..............that
you..........had a
thing...........for.............me." she said between
his kisses. He stopped, looked deep into her eyes.
Then he made his way down leaving a wet line from her
neck to her slip. "Yo u know, I always wanted you! I
want you really bad!" kian said in a hoarse voice,
while he started to unbotton her slip." Kian what are
you doing there?" blanche asked nervous. The alcohol
made him talking rude: " I want to fuck you!" and
went on. "
Kian please stop that!" Blanche pushed him away and
redressed herself.
"What the hell you think you are doing there,
blanche?" Kian stepped nearer to her. "Don`t you want
me?"
"Kian please!" she siad and turning to the door.
" Tell me why?"
" Kian I`m still virgin!"
"That`s no reason!"
Kian pulled her back to the bed, throwing her on it.
"Comon you little slut! I know you want to be fucked!"
He set down on her hips and pressed his lips hard on
hers. With the one hand he managed to held her arms
down, while the other one was making her way down to
the slip. "Kian please! I don`t want to !" she mumbled
under his kisses. Suddeny she lifted up her hips
against kian, who was so surprised that he got weak
for a second. She used her chance, pushed him away
and ran out. "You are a bitch! You will pay for it!"
was the last she heard before she closed the door to
the bathroom.
the next morning
After she dushed a hour she felt better, but not
really at all. She was still shocked about his
behaviour. When she went down in the kitchen she saw
lisa, sarah, nathalie , alexandria and the westlife
guys, except kian. She was happy about that fact, but
she knew that she would have to face him again.
"Nah, blanche, you brought ki to his room, haven`t
you?" bryan said joking. " Even what have the 2 of you
done? It was so loud!" bryan teased her. "Nothing bry!
He was just drunken! Even you must say that.You snored
so loud that I hardly couldn`t sleep the half night,
bry!" blanche said. ".............and if u hadn`t
snored so loud, I would have slept when kian arrived,
and this hadn`t have happened!" she added in her mind.
"Ok we go!" lisa said. They wanted to go home for two
days which they had free. Blanche didn`t `cos her
mother was in holidays. After some hugges and kisses
the girls left.
"And what are you guys now doing?" blanche turned to
the westlife guys. "Shopping!" nix said, smiling at
shane. "So we leave you now alone with ki! Be nice to
him!" shane joked. She wanted to react cool but all
she did was looking shoked " Hey, he won`t eat you!"
mark said grining. They hugges, and after five minutes
she was alone - with kian!
She thought of knocking herself in the bathroom, but
she couldn`t spend the whole day there in, so she seat
down in the arm chair in the living room. She was
looking out of the window when kian came out of his
room. "Morning" he said sitting down in the armchair,
which stood in the oppissite to her. He looked her
directly in the eyes, but she was not looking at him.
She didn`t wanted to.
"How many have you really drunken yesterday evening?"
blanche asked, still looking out of the window.
" Not many! Why?" he said innocent.
"Not many?" she replied.
He stood up and gave her kiss on the cheek. " If you
wonder if I regret the things we did...." he took her
chinn and turned it around to him.
"Don`t touch me egan!" He let go of her. "What do you
remember, kian?"
" Well, you brought me to my room and then we
snogged!" Blanche looked at him. "And?"
"What and?"
"Kian you tried to rape me!"
" No. Did I really?" kian asked scared.
"Yes you did!" The anger grows up in her. Kian
realised and kneed down to her, looking deep into her
eyes. "I`m sorry. I`m really. I never wanted to! I
promise it won`t happen again!" Blanche nodded. A tear
ran down her cheek. "It hurts me kian. And I never was
so scared before in my life!" she paused "I don`t know
if I can ever trust you again!"
" Blanche , I love you!"
"Sorry, kian! I haven`t and I don`t!"
"Tell me, did I had a chance?" he asked. "
Yeah I think you had have a chance but you waist your
chance!"
She stood up and left. Leaving kian with a broken
heart.
the end