It took so long to remember just what happened
I was so young and vestal then,
you know it hurt me,
but I'm breathing so I guess I'm still alive
even if signs seem to tell me otherwise
I've got my hands bound,
my head down, my eyes closed,
and my throat wide open
Do unto others what has been done to you
I'm treading water,
I need to sleep a while.
my lamb and martyre, you look so precious
won't you come a bit closer,
close enough so I can smell you
I need you to feel this,
I can't stand to burn too long
released in this sodomy
for one sweet moment I am whole
Do unto you now what has been done to me
You're breathing so I guess you're still alive
even if signs seem to tell me otherwise
won't you come just a bit closer,
close enough so I can smell you
I need you to feel this
I need this to make me whole
there's release in this sodomy
for I am your witness that
blood and flesh can be trusted
and only this one holy medium brings me piece of mind
Got your hands bound, your head down,
your eyes closed
you look so precious now
I have found some kind of temporary sanity in this
shit blood and cum on my hands
I've come round full circle
My lamb and martyr
this will be over soon
You look so precious
