News and Updates
1/7/09
Long time No hear from My Solo Camp.
I pondered persay if I should erase the name that I said "Opened My Eyes".
She is, has not been in my life and left me no good reason to end what I thought we had as it was Promised over and over again! I wont Trash "Blackmail" as I was told many Horrible things that I would do since she cut off communication with me.
I have been very good about the whole thing, and to try to tell the story with respect.
Life online is so very Dangerous, Beware of Lies Broken and Promises = Words, "I Love you More"
I do Deserve Better and more as this one said and one day will.
Drama over...
Curnie
11 20 08
Hello all my Great friends and Fans,I have met a very special Person that has made me ponder many things in life.
I have my songs on Myspace for a few days so that you can download them Free and I will change another 6 Songs in the next day so check them out while its free.
This Friend Jules I want to say thank you for opening my eyes to Life again many hugs and Kisses!!!
Curnie
9-4-07,
New Contact, Mp3's etc,
carrion_3@yahoo.com. My Space Hello Alucard,Curnie.
Take care.
Curnie
September, 9 02 07,
Hello to all that I know And Whom I dont that visit My Site.
I want to Apologize, Since it is so Over do For an Update!
I Finally had some Help With the Transfering Of wma. to MP3's.
So I shall as soon as I get the Codes Have No Less then 10 to 15 Recorded Songs From Many Different Demos In the Past and Hoping a Great Monster Drummer Falls Through the Clouds!
To Yet again Record 2 More Demos Iv'e Sat on + Strive Into The New Once Again.
SatanSpace.com - Evil, Satanic, and Horror picturesI Hope My "TRUE!" Friends are Doing More then Great as All that Visit My Page.
Thank you So very much.
Cheers to you All!!!
Curnie
7 07 07
Such Great timing A ;)
I Had Changed My Password and Spent Lets say Awhile to get one sent Back to me On Such a Hellvenly Day. You know, the 777.
Cheers!
I will Feed This Often AS I Once Did Now. Sorry My TRUE Friends.
Hail!
Curnie
8-21-06
Deleted, 11 19 06
11-19-06
Greetings to all that visit my Page, Ive been remissed" and Reasons I shant explain has Kept me from Updating.
I Wish my Great few Friends All the World!
I will soon Update and Apoligize for being so Distant With News I could have touched base on.
Hail Beloved Friends!
Curnie.
I will Always miss you Yvonne Deering, Travis,Tyler, William and Mina.
Along With My Human Animals...
June 18th 2006
Dear Father,
Curwin Alan Austin, I Love you more then anything that I feel.
So many Years Now, Now it is something Words can not Share.
I Love you and all Of Whom I love no longer in my grasp But You Dad! YOU made me a Giant You made me Period! And Though reasons are Not Explanable I Love you Every day And Miss you Everyday, I Love you my God My Father!
Curwin A Austin II
April 29th 06
Denial
I have just made time to Tell of My Beautiful Neadie.She Passed away Saturday the 22nd and I have been a mess ever since, Many many things have reminded me of not having my Lovely 17 year old companion, Yet it doesn't get better it just gets worse. Realization is very hard even having her ashes.
a noise expected things so many things.
I Love Neadie to Death and the Why's and If's kick my ASS!
It WAS NOT her time and I feel she would still be here if not for my going to take her to a Dr that day and should have the day Before. Its hard to speak of the truth yet this is and it makes it so hard.
I Love you and am so sorry you are not with me We will be Together in ashes this is for sure! And beyond.
Never a goodbye I didnt get to and I wont...
Loving you Neadie forever...
Curnie
Hello to you know who )
April 01 O6
I am updating this nice night for My Great Friends Which I shall Never Forget, Ever!!!
I Must thank Countess Bathory/Crys you have helped me so much and I'll always Love and Respect your friendship, Jeff is such a Lucky man I Love you Jeff Becarra!
Hail to Rachel The Wonderful Metal Reapest Ha! Ripper Reaper? Cheers You Strong Best friend of the Countess I Know She would Never say friend let alone BEST unless SHE MEANS IT!
I bow to thee.
Jeff I miss you Brother and hope all is well and here from you soon Metal Monster!!! ~Metallic Tyrant you!
Remember Singing Bass and Lead guitar on the 20th? Ha you Rule You Nut;)
I would like to thank Sandy,Elena,Susi,~Terri you Are, Wonderful! I Love you All, you are Wonderful Women times 10!.
Countess Bathory Rach >) You are 1 of a kind!!!
I see through those Smiles and Eyes of the Love you have for one another!
Keep that Fire Alive until All is Fire and My Dante's Jeff's Miltons lol Jeff Ice Fire Depends All is Hell tonight My Friend.
I Love you all and Im sure I Forgot oops The Sicko Lance Hailz Brother!
Curnie
Greetings,
1-30-06
It has been some time since I have updated my site.
Many reasons, Mostly Busy or not, elsewhere.I have needed to thank these Great Trusting Friends and Im sure I will miss some. This is a Revision/1/31/06 as I can't believe I forgot the Woman I live for and that has guided me threw so much, My Lovely Mother.Without whom I do not know of my state of being Mental & Physical. I Love you Mom more then life and I forever will...Master Lance and all from Skitzo which I will add a Link to in time and In the mind to dig in to the Html world. The Great God of Death metal and mostly a true honest friend Cheers Jeff Becerra!
Terri I am very happy to have such a Friend in you, you are always so kind and I will never forget all of your help,I cannot count or speak of what loving support. Heres to a better future for you and all I care for, such Honesty Something I cannot live without, Thank you Terri...
Dear Susi,The Rocket Queen,Cheers to you & Germany. You are so uplifting as well as many months have went by and I am very lucky to have such a careing friend as all that are so far away.Thanks for being who you are.
Russ you crazy ass Native>) I miss you already Bro.
I hope life deals you the best cards that can be dealt, Im Glad to not have to miss you as I thought.
Darrell Becky and Marissa, I hope soon we shall see each other again. It seems as years have past. Sir Nick & Deb's Super smart Teens by now except the Little pretty Hershey Chocalote bar Cutey;) I miss you all and England.
Until,
Curnie
Jan 21 2006
I have been away and not updated for many reasons.
I shall update very soon.
Cheers,
Curnie
12-13-05
To Chuck,
Missing you this sad day as every year and all Years to come.Your Family have went through so much and miss you every breath.
As well as Frank.
Times are so bad and to think of you away still and wishing for a comeback is hard.
To Jane Bethann and the Entire Schuldiner Family, My thoughts are always with them and you Chuck.
Missing you forever...
Curnie
12-08-05
It's been One year and close to the hour that "Dimebag" Darrell Abbott was Brutally Murdered 3hrs from here In Columbus Ohio.
You are missed Master Abbott.
You are sadly missed around the world, this glass is to you. It was a Honor and Pleasure to meet you hang, laugh like hell and see you more the Once Live.
In all of our heart's "Getcha Pull" R.I.P.Metal Brother
Curnie
11-08-2005
Rest in Peace Denis D’Amour “Voivod”
He Past away on August 26th, 2005.He was 45 years old.
A Master Guitar Player,Tech ,Designer Builder They were To Tour 1 Month prior to D’Amour’s death.
Denis was One Of The Great Inverted Chord Master’s of The
1980's. He Spawned Legions of Musicians.
I have wanted to Update this since I found Out Near the same Time as Doc’s passing.
Yet Things have Kept me away from Much Typing. Playing Is Harder then ever now do to the continuance of my Ulnar nerve injury which has traveled to Medial and Radial Entrapment.
EMG testing’s show the Nerve Damage Yet I need an MRI to have a Orthopedic to see If Surgery is a Possibility.
Once you lose your health benefits you find out how Important They are, If you didn’t know before.
“Whirlwind of Fury!”
Curnie
Oct 1st
Rest in peace Doc,So sad to Hear...
Former VADER Drummer DOC Dead At 35 - Aug. 20, 2005
According to a posting at the Polish music web site CGM.pl, former VADER drummer Krzysztof "Docent" Raczkowski (a.k.a. Doc) has passed away at age 35. No further details about his death are currently available. [UPDATE: This has now been confirmed by VADER's official web site, Vader.pl]
Sep12th
"Are we to have nothing tonight?"
F.f.C. via Bram Stoker...
Never Have I Nor Will I forget 9 11 2001
Victims, Hero's...
til the 16 if,
.
Love I miss it so...
Her, She, What She would never tire of Until Our Embrace Night after Night.
C
Sep 5th,
What a Great show!
It was good to see the Friends I did for the 1st time in years. Yet as well missed a few I thought or were there.Happy Birthday Cullen!
Are we Old or what?
Darrell and Becky I hope you had a Killer time at the Ozzfest in S.C. or if in North.
Curnie
Aug 20th,
I Love you and Miss you My God, My Father.
Im Playing again Dad,Through Pain. Yet as you must know I Lost the perfect Woman do to pain and other reasons, I miss her Every minute! It is the as you knew and know one of the only things that Can Bring Some sence of Peace and Happiness, playing so hard and With A wrist Band.
I Love and Miss you so much!
It is this week that you left, I hope you Stay Proud as you always did.
My Beloved Father,Curwin Austin...
July 4th
To try in vein.
Nothing sparkles...
June 22nd
William Shakespeare (1564-1616)
from Macbeth
A dark Cave. In the middle, a Caldron boiling. Thunder.
Enter the three Witches.
1 WITCH. Thrice the brinded cat hath mew'd.
2 WITCH. Thrice and once, the hedge-pig whin'd.
3 WITCH. Harpier cries:—'tis time! 'tis time!
1 WITCH. Round about the caldron go;
In the poison'd entrails throw.—
Toad, that under cold stone,
Days and nights has thirty-one;
Swelter'd venom sleeping got,
Boil thou first i' the charmed pot!
ALL. Double, double toil and trouble;
Fire burn, and caldron bubble.
2 WITCH. Fillet of a fenny snake,
In the caldron boil and bake;
Eye of newt, and toe of frog,
Wool of bat, and tongue of dog,
Adder's fork, and blind-worm's sting,
Lizard's leg, and owlet's wing,—
For a charm of powerful trouble,
Like a hell-broth boil and bubble.
ALL. Double, double toil and trouble;
Fire burn, and caldron bubble.
3 WITCH. Scale of dragon; tooth of wolf;
Witches' mummy; maw and gulf
Of the ravin'd salt-sea shark;
Root of hemlock digg'd i the dark;
Liver of blaspheming Jew;
Gall of goat, and slips of yew
Sliver'd in the moon's eclipse;
Nose of Turk, and Tartar's lips;
Finger of birth-strangled babe
Ditch-deliver'd by a drab,—
Make the gruel thick and slab:
Add thereto a tiger's chaudron,
For the ingrediants of our caldron.
ALL. Double, double toil and trouble;
Fire burn, and caldron bubble.
2 WITCH. Cool it with a baboon's blood,
Then the charm is firm and good.
June19th
Happy Father's Day Dad.
Years pass by as Months. I Love you and miss you as much if not more then I ever have.This will never change as breathing this air.
.Curwin A Austin 1935-1998.
June 9th
"How much can you learn from True Love if it is one sided,How can one live with so many Lies, this will never be answered as I will Never know" C.A.
You can Die once Love is said to be true yet one has it No longer.
May 13th 2005
Happy Birthday Chuck!
You are remembered by so Many thousands and thousands of People that Love You,Including Me.
Happy Belated Mothers Day Jane, I Hope you are well.
Curnie
May 8th 2005
Happy Mothers Day Dear Mother.
I know how Lucky I have been to have such
a Wonderful Mom...
To My friends That have their Mother No Longer Here Physicaly, I hope Their Love you may feel this day and as often as Possible...
Curnie
May 6th 2005
Yvonne Deering, I will Always Love you as I have every step of the Way.
I Miss you Travis, Tyler, Mina and William.
Have a good Mother's Day, You are very Lucky cool kids to have the Love of your Mother.
And My Love, Atleast I hope In Days Years Will remember Me as I so Remember The X Box, The Wings The Pizza so many things I wanted.
Curnie
April 19th
My Lovely Mother, Barbara.The Woman I live For.
March 29th
Over a Year Now +. With Hope I thought May be Just Maybe,One could give a chance as I had given such when the months came to be invited.
"Melancholy"
I Listened to Yesturday as it Helped me So much so many years past.
Yet John Schaffer.
The Human Spirit CAN Die.
As Chuck Schuldiner Had Written.
"Spirit Crusher"
Moti,I am glad you have found such Peace Since India.
Curnie
Thank you Marissa )
May be you will be an Artist when you Get to school,And Grow and Grow as you will. Thanks Becky And Darrell For Helping her guide you.
It Is a sweet Card I will Keep.
P.S. Marissa Thanks for the Kitty with Bunny ear Stickers ))),
Curnie
Dr Michael Young, his Daughter and her soon to be Husband. March 15th, Rest in Peace.
• Victims of plane crash remembered.http://www.herald-dispatch.com/2005/March/15/LNspot.htm
Copy and Paste the above htm as it Will not show the Pictures Behind the good Dr that just came back from Iraq to lose his life Blocks away.
Dr. Michael William Thomas Young Click for Condolences Printable Version
1951 - 2005
MICHAEL WILLIAM THOMAS YOUNG, D.O., of South Point, Ohio, left this world along with his beloved daughter, Ginny, on March 13, 2005, in a tragic plane crash. Mike will be united in Heaven with his parents, Lewis and Virginia Agnes Pfister Young. He is survived by his loving wife, Beckey and their beautiful daughter, Mary Beth. Mike touched so many lives in his 53 years on earth. Last month, he returned from Iraq after serving our country admirably as a flight surgeon in the Army National Guard. One of his biggest joys was being able to interact with the Iraqi children and bring joy and hope to their lives. Professionally, Mike was an excellent doctor at Holzer Medical Clinic in Proctorville. He leaves behind hundreds of patients whose lives he touched in a very positive way. Mike always put his patients’ needs first and he was very much loved by them because of his sense of humor and personal bedside manner. Mike was an American Osteopathic Board Certified Physician, a Lieutenant Colonel in the Army National Guard and a Flight Surgeon for West Virginia. He received the Army Commendation Medal while serving in the Guard. Dr. Young graduated from Bethany College and West Virginia School of Osteopathic Medicine in 1979. He did his residency at Doctor’s Osteopathic Hospital in Erie, Pa. He was a member of Westmoreland United Methodist Church, American Medical Association, American Academy of Family Physicians, American Osteopathic Association, American College of Osteopathic Physicians, Tri-State Pilots Association and the Elks Club. Mike was just like a son to his father-in-law and mother-in-law, Darwin and Loretta Hetzer, and like a brother to David, Sebrena and Stephanie Hetzer. He is also survived by two brothers, Robert Young and Scott Young of Wellsburg, W.Va.; nephew Drew Hetzer; niece Maria Hetzer; and one of his favorite companions, his boxer Copper. Mike will be missed by Nathan Miller and all the wonderful staff at Holzer Medical Clinic, especially Dr. Steve Batiste, who worked along with Mike as a family physician. In the Army National Guard, Lt. Col. Young leaves behind two very close friends, Col. Mike McIntosh and Sgt. Richard Vanhoose and hundreds of National Guard troops with whom he spent countless hours in serving our country. The Lawrence County Airport was like a second home to Mike. Special thanks go out to Dee Callicoat and all the staff and pilots for the many things they did that touched Mike’s life. The family would especially like to thank pastors Brady Lipscomb and Steve Grimes for their special attention, care and spiritual support. The family is grateful for the help of neighbors and all of Mike, Beckey and Mary Beth’s friends at Jill’s Tumble World. Hall Funeral Home in Proctorville is in charge of arrangements. There will be no visitation. A full military rite memorial service celebrating Mike’s life will be held 11 a.m. Friday, March 18, 2005, at Hall Funeral Home, Proctorville. In lieu of flowers, contributions may be made to Westmoreland United Methodist Church, 3602 Auburn Road, Huntington. WV 25704. Mike’s zest for life and love for his family and friends will be his legacy. He never met a stranger. Condolences may be expressed to the family at www.timeformemory.com/hall
March 14th
"The only whole heart is a broken one." - Rabbi Menachem Mendel.
.Becky And Dec Visit.
March 6th
Thanks Billy Gregory,
A Great friend and when I need Help as the Orbs/Past News, is always there for me.
I wanted to update Tonight for many Reasons.
Make sure you Check out John's Cab's He is selling.
Go to John's Link"www.johnlancaster.com".
I as well Am selling My Beloved Jackson Soloist XP. Pics Below and on the Equipment link.
I also sell the few Full color "Dark Souls" Demos.
All of the Money Except the price of the Cd's I have to Burn and postage go to Randy's Grandmother,Mary.
Email me If you want to Buy these 2 Demos on 1 CD + Bonus.Dark Soul's.
Feb 28th
Randy Davis. Remember.
Your music is still alive, and all who Loved you Shall Always. You will never be forgotten.
Your Friend Forever.
Curnie.
Feb 27th
"History, despite its wrenching pain, cannot be unlived, but if faced with courage, need not be lived again." - Maya Angelou
Feb 24th am 05
SCOTT A. SIMS, 34, passed away December 25, 2004, in Sarasota, Fla. He was born February 11, 1970
Sometimes you find what you do not seek.
What a Loss. So many so Often as we Age It never Changes.
See you on the Other Side Scott.
Soon will be time to dig out Cover song Tapes and another Video.
Thanks to /www.johnlancaster.com and his Website for letting all that knew Scott as well as We once did, know.
Feb 23rd 05
Past Morn, Foul words Foolish Naive Girl.
Past Eve, Full Moon Foolish girl that may never Learn.
Much has been said of me of late.Consider the source.
Curnie
"Support Music, Not Rumors"
Chuck Schuldiner
Feb 15th
“Creator of Pain”
True friends would want their best friends to be happy in Life.”Would they want their friends to give them such Pain?”
Yet Instead others want you all to them selves, they are seldom there
in your time/s of Need “And In Major times have failed you”.
Then tell you when you want to see someone you love, you shouldn’t!
“It will all start again”It will all begin again” and for a person
to have to defend their love to friends/co-workers.
Speak volumes of what really matters to them and the person that Loves them, and their Feelings. “Would they ever want the Answers?”
Unimaginable this is to me, Yet it is so Real.
“I have No pity for these cold hearted little Old girls”
Have your fun, choose your same ways dance the night away May your flings always bounce back at you...
Curnie
Feb 11th
Neadie baby Please come home well!1st night without.
Feb 8th
Three hundred and 11 years ago this day.
Never forget the so-called Witches That were Burnt alive! Killed in the name of God, with such Pain!
The Beauty, their Charm,
They’re Power over Mostly Lustful Men. Innocence a thing that is so easily forgotten.
Still, to this day.
Feb 5th
Your word is all that you have, if you fail giving your word you are nothing...
"To those you Love and truly care for anyway"C.A.
Jan 30th 05
"When you play it too safe, you are taking the biggest risk of your life...Time is the only wealth we are given." - Barbara Sher
Jan 26th 05
Jackson Soloist XL Professional
I am liquidating/selling thing’s that have to be.
This Jackson Professional- NOT USA custom shop- Soloist, I Bought
In Mid to Late 1995 In Florida. 1 Piece Neck thru $1049.00 I Bought for $900.00+.
Soon after I replaced the Stock Pick ups with a EMG 81 SA SA serious then later took the Middle SA Single Coil pick up out, since it caused picking Problems.
This was Used to record My 1995/96 Meridians Demo/Doubled Tracks per Song’s
And Most if Not all Leads on this recording.
Jackson Soloist XL
Jackson
It has An Extra Black Floyd Rose Bar New that I got with this at the Time.
It was also My Back up Guitar for My Live Gig’s/My Cover Band/Heavy Metal band Until
and after my last Live shows of the year 2000.
The Condition Is VVG+ or Near Mint.
EMG-price pickups
Tuned and Intonation set for D Not E Major. As All of my recording’s were Tuned to D and are to the Last Day.
My Equipment Link only shows 1 Picture and not close, I will try to get a Digital cam as I Must sell
this in the next 2 weeks.
If on Ebay I sell it, I Must and should have Pictures from every part of this Guitar I customized.
All the way to Re Drilling the Strap Screw to the Center of the Body for a More Equal Feel.
0 grit Steel wool on the back of the neck for a smoother Feel, By Site you can’t tell By Feel you Can.
Custom Strap Locks as well.-Schaller, Made in West Germany strap locks are with and on
A Black Guitar Ernie Strap + Original Jackson Case and Box that I sent to Jackson Texas to Set up Inspect and Check out Soon after I bought -24 fret Mother of Pearl Inlay EMG 81 Bridge SA Neck.
Bidding Starts at $750.00, Highest Bidder Any Question’s what so ever send to carrion_3@yahoo.com.
Curnie
Dec 31st 2004
“Happy New Year”
I would Like to thank Darrell,Becky & Marissa Schell.
Marissa
for the Wonderful Visit’s,
and all they brought.Jane Schuldiner, My Lovely niece Lauren.
Lovely Lauren 15
,Chad,McKenna,Jimmy & Kim Austin.
My Mother Barbara Austin My Uncle Bill and Charlotte Hardwick.
I wish you all Well and that this may be a great Year for You.
I Love and miss you Yvonne, take care.
Curnie
Dec 24th.Pm
"And Death Shall Have No Dominion"
Though lovers be lost love shall not;
And death shall have no dominion.
Dylan Thomas
Dec 24th.A.M
Thank you to my Best friends that live so far away.
Darrell and Becky Schell.
Marissa
What a Wonderful time as Always we spend together.
Thank you so much as always the Gift of your Presence.
My Love to Marissa, one day again I will be able to Fly/drive there.
Your friend Always as over 15 years.
"Character is doing the right thing when nobody's looking. There are too many people who think that the only thing that's right is to get by, and the only thing that's wrong is to get caught." - J. C. Watts
Dec 13th
In Remembrance of Chuck Schuldiner.
Today I honor and will always remember Chuck Schuldiner.
My deepest thoughts are with Jane and Her Family always...
Words are impossible to express how much Chuck did for my life
through his Beautiful Music,Lyrics and every facet of his being.
From Chuck’s very first Album “Scream Bloody Gore” in 1987
I fell in Love with his New and all inspiring form of Heavy Metal.
By 1988 I was teaching myself his first two L.P.’s as I would Stand
with My Gibson Flying “V” And Play from beginning to end, the
Rhythm Guitar parts on “S.B.G.” and “Leprosy”.
This was no easy feat mind you either!
Having to change the LP’s over was a little tough and
to Rewind an Album ) isn’t so easy to Learn or relearn the correct parts
as I felt Chuck had played them. I remember these times very well and
they were great times. As every Album Chuck made came out and inspired
me so, It became harder and harder to learn them as every Fan that Played guitar
Knew as well.
Every time I was lucky enough to speak to Chuck on the Tour’s He was the nicest
sweetest most down to earth person that anyone could meet.
I feel very lucky for those times, Chuck was so generous with his time to his Fan’s.
Chuck Schuldiner was a God to me and Forever will be...
I Miss you Chuck, and I celebrate your life.
Curnie Austin II
Dec 9th 2004
Rest In Peace "Dimebag Darrell Abbott"
My Thoughts go out to his Brother Vincent Paul Abbott and his Family.
This is another very Dark day in the Lifetime we all Live in.
Thoughts of a gun from a crowd have always been just that for a very long time in my Mind.
And now for some Pathetic waste of a so called Person, I will not justify this Thing as a Human being!
That so violently Killed this Beloved Man.
“Dimebag Darrell Abbot” Was one of the Elite and Very gifted Guitar Players in Heavy Metal as we know it today.
I have been to the Alrosa Villa many times for many shows, and it is so unfortunate that this was so easy for this murderer to have such easy access to do this unfathomable Evil deed.
......"Dimebag" Darrell Abbott...
August 20th, 1966 to December 8th 2004
Nov 28th 04
"Destiny is not a matter of chance; it is matter of choice. It is not something to be waited for; but rather something to be achieved." - William Jennings Bryan
Acheivement and Attainment. These are things many strive for, then after one gets these Monumental things, They can be taken away so much faster then working on Attaining them for so long.
Nov 19th
My Lovely Merley and My Beautiful Niece,:Merley and Lauren
Curnie
November the 10th
My very special thanks to Dr. Stephen Batiste for his continuation for an equalization..
Dr. Glen Imlay- Orthopedics Dr's Lowe & Steele for their Attempt's.
The Attorneys and Counsellors at Law, Lockwood &
Vital for their Exceptional Help, Advice & Special Attention.
My Mother Barbara Austin, My Lovely Cats Merley and Neadie.
Curnie Austin II
Nov 4th
The Passion of the Christ.
Thanks Mel, What a great Movie!
Oct 17th
The Only Pictures I have with:Travis and Tyler Deering,2003
I hope You all are doing well.Stay safe.
Curnie
October 7th
"Where choice begins, Paradise ends, innocence ends, for what is Paradise but the absence of any need to choose this action?" - Arthur Miller
September the 11th 2004
To All of the Innocent Victims of September the 11th 2001,
I will never forget!
My Heart goes out to You! Your Families and True Friends...
Curnie Austin II
Sep 1st
It took Not Long for me to Answer for others.
Same words and as past News Let me try to make this simple.
Curnie Austin II Is seeking a New Drummer.
It almost feels like I am making a add for the Paper
Yet!
IM not.
It's Simple I don't want to work with any musician without Conviction Again. I want No Friends that are NOT True to me let alone themselves, and can stand up To say with 110%
"I Will" -- "You have my Word"--- "It is as good as Gold".
Too many People Need to wake up!
Stand accountable, That goes For Myself at times as Well.
Curwin Austin II
Aug 28th
Hello.
I am currently working on Details with a Drummer from the Past.
It is very early In the Negotiation per say.
I am a realist even though many think I am a Pessimist for the most part, so for now It is His word I am going by and He is Well aware!
Well aware that If we start we are going to Finish.
He really has wanted to do this Demo and things/People have stopped him before. With certain things aside along with Other People that have not stayed In touch, I will know soon enough If the Pre Venture Starts - and How it moves along. At My Other Home since things didn't work out renting a Practice Pad,over looking many things til I could not anymore. I will not hold my breath for promised things to be fixed and WILL NOT! Be used. ESP after helping someone so many times! Things being said words Being Broken.I AM NOT into childish games and Not a Man to Lie to...
Until.
Curnie
Aug 19th
Yvonne Deering, The Love I Lost the Life I Lost and The Woman that can't be replaced.
I was a Very Lucky Man to have Her Love, and to have the Wonderful Times She Gave me.
"All Of My Love to you,Yvonne."
Curnie
Aug 10th
How many Times in Life can you lose Someone you Love/Live for, and carry on."
"There are two means of refuge from the miseries of life: music and cats." - Albert Schweitzer
Sometimes these things cannot comfort you as they are meant to.
Alucard is near it's end, As so many things in the past and Near Future. I want to Finish my last endeavor, Last E.P./Demo.
Afterward I will know more of what lies beyond.
Curnie
July 22nd
"Drop the question what tomorrow may bring, and count as profit every day that fate allows you." - Horace
Hello, I do relish and try to find the places of Paradise/Past.
It is very hard to only have memories of the most Beautiful
times In your Life and to want the Love so Precious and the People Back.
It can take a lifetime these things, Who Doesn't want a better day, a better life, and Love.
I have added Pictures of My Lovely Magical guitars. I Love them so Much. "Equipment" Link.
I hope you Enjoy them.
Live Life to its Fullest,It is very short.
Curnie
July 15th
"Help to hurt Yourself"&"So Much Pain!"
Be careful Who you free,
You may become the prisoner in the process.
Many Moments I think, How can someone Stop Loving, and go directly into not speaking and avoiding. Was it truly Love as It Felt, was it One sided Love, was it a selfish situation by one While One loved and the other Never realy did and it was Pleasure ridden Only by them . Who doesn't Fight In a relationship?
"Ghosts in the closet"
It helps to come out with the Truth, no matter how bad it is/was? You can look in the mirror and Let that Secret well hidden leave you, " To Forgive is to Forget" To be forgiven means very much In anyone's World, I thought.
Where does the passion go?
Honesty doesn’t filter it out, teaching as a Matter of fact Helps/ed.
The Lack of trying and pretending to care/excuses when you know that you want out of a relationship is the Wrong way to live, and or try to Love. Opening yourself to the One you Love with all that you have Is Not the wrong way to Live In this life...
"Ask yourself"
As Silence Is Golden, It Does not apply In Love.
It can only weaken and destroy It.
"Protect your Power"
The More you Give to one, can and sometimes Will, take yours Away...
"How can you fill an Empty Shell"
When you are Told there is No Hope, you want it to be wrong, You want death if it is true"Shattered Dreams"after days and months that were not dreams until you wake after Dreaming and find yourself in a World Without. In this Life we are Cheated even and especially when we do NOT Cheat.
No Paradox, No Pondering what If!
What If, we lied to keep it Alive?
What If............................
July 10th
“Congratulations to Richard Christy!”
Good Luck with Howard Stern, Don’t Stop Playing those Drums though!
Throw away cameras are exactly what should be done with the damn things!
Out of 27 I recently took some very special Pictures only to wait almost 2 Hours to find out 4/5 came out and only 3 are without Blur.>Close to the End
DichotomyMy Lovely Rose Tree
"The mind is its own place, and in itself / Can make a heaven of hell, a hell of heaven." - John Milton
June 26th
Gary Mansfield..
When we were friends
It is by far no secret that Gary and I were Enemies.There was a Time Long ago, where we shared much Love. He was one of the Best Bass players I ever Played Music with,almost a decade before the point Of No return.
September 24th 1966 to June 26th 2004
May 26th
In Memory of Jared Leach.
Jared
March 7th 1979 to May 21st 2004
So talented, So young, and taken away from this World way too soon.
You will always be missed by your true friends and your Loved ones.
May you rest in Peace...
Your Friend.
Curnie Austin II
May 21st
Alucard Sleeps.
Hello to My friends and fans of My dear Alucard, as many of you know Alucard has not been active as far as Playing out/Live gigs for as Much as I hate to say Years now.
Members have come and gone in this period of time and I have had Betrayal after Betrayal for so Many years by ones Non completion After so Much of My Work In writing and teaching for Example Bob m, past Drummer past friend. Worse case scenario was his word Before his departure he gave such/his word to lay down the drum tracks for my written Demo which I spent months and months working on that hasn’t seen the Light of Day nor the Dark of night. I Had the Highest of hopes of the Drum Work and his word would travel to fruition, yet at the end of his tenure his word meant Nothing. In Life you give a certain amount of chances to friends, Band Members which in some cases are NOT necessarily friends to pull their weight at the very LEAST! Many have failed and fallen Mainly Gary m and Bob m-Past members that I went beyond the call of duty only to be stabbed in the Back .
Once you spend so Many Hours of your Personal time teaching others your Passion and they do Not Fulfill their said Obligation it always gets tougher and Tougher to Start with new ones, and often leaves a bitter taste in it’s trail.
I seldom If ever Open myself up to strangers, yet I feel I need to tell the fans that have supported me for so long and ones that still do what is going on for now.
For my Enemies that will relish in this, many unflattering words to you! Yet I can sum it up in few.-Fuck You! To my Loved ones, Family, True friends and True Fans, My Love to you.
Months ago I Lost the Most Important Person in My Life Yvonne. I will forever Love her and Miss Her.Until we meet again,I Love you Yvonne ...
Over a Year ago I found out I have Ulnar nerve damage I received much therapy and some helped for a day most didn’t. I fought and Fight a battle with this as well as Carpel Tunnel in Both Hands among other Health, Life, Financial Issues. Alucard has been Rising from it’s coffin on weekends only in the past, Over a Month ago I spent so Many hours to get Members if only temporary to get these songs down and Older ones Since I was Invited to Play a Show. I was getting close to playing out again, yet again certain people have let me down. I had to cancel this show and gave the nice Gent`Isaac which I want to Thank for wanting me to play this` plenty of time to replace Me. He was aware it was a near 50-50 chance depending on Others that I tried out to play for my Band. This show was to be on the 15th., A Benefit show For certain Illness’s among many other Bands. So more so then Ever Alucard Sleeps.
I will still play/and Practice the Songs that You Fans should have been able to have/hear long before this Moment. Sonar 3 to me is very tough to program the drums for these Songs. I hope I can record these for you In the Future among New Material yet,
My Lovely Muse has left me for now, along with much of My Fire. Monday the 17th was as close to my last day here/Near Fatal Accident.
To All of You that have helped in one way or another and to all of my ~True Fans~ I Thank You from the bottom of my Heart!
I will continue to update and keep this Page Alive, and Who knows what the future may hold for any of Us. Never let the Metal Die, as I Will Never!!!
Until the future, I will see you then.
Curnie Austin II
March 24th
"Trying times"
I cant express how bad this past Month + has Been . I can stop short at saying it could have Killed the Average Man . It is far from Over this and these things I keep to myself, yet I am trying a New Drummer for my "When to be recorded" new Venture .
It is all Baby steps and this I hope will work .
You Hope for Great things In this one Life yet get many things that are not .
I will update If time lets me know .
Curnie
Feb 25th
"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover." - Mark Twain
Things are not going well as of now .
I can only hope they get better In the next month's
and that My Love My Life My Passion Bring me A Burning Fire Inside again .
Some of this is not in My Power and when things are not, you feel as a Ghost.
Curnie
Jan 31st
"Two persons cannot long be friends if they cannot forgive each other's little failings." - Jean De La Bruyere
I forgot to mention that Chuck Schuldiner is In the New Guitar World 100 Best Metal guitarists.
He was Voted #20!
He would be so Happy to be among Such Great Guitar Players.
Hail Chuck!)))
I would like to thank Billy Gregory for his help on some problems I have had on the site .
Curnie
Jan 27th
Hello. I have no New news to report as far as A New Drummer thus far.
Here in The Tristate there are few that I know of that are active or responsive to word of Mouth/
Adds so the Sonar 3.0 drumming devices’ sound very nice yet are Hard to Program
In my style of music.
I hope it gets Easier, but I will be taking some time off maybe months.
In this Time I will know If I will be able to get what I want out of My Software.
The boxes you see by the links at the Bottom of the page should be blue orbs yet
As I go into work as I am now It shows them as I want, But going to my page they Do
NOT! .
I have some page’s Im working on that I have not linked yet, soon I will.
“Keep the Metal alive everyone.” It’s in my blood.
Curnie
Jan 4th 2004
A New Year, New endeavors yet to unfold once again.
I Am seeking a Drummer to Lay down a Four track Demo. I have been speaking with a friend/Drummer but only that. As of now nothing has transpired as far as getting together to see If we can work together. My Hopes have not diminished, yet as time go’s buy I have been Ready to start out with Potential Drummers who are willing to learn/Lay down these tracks. I feel time is of the essence, and It is going by Faster rather then slower. My Material has MUCH to offer, I Very much need to get this first step started so I can finish the rest Alone.
To Most of the Fans that like my Past recordings, Cheers to you and May you have a Very Happy New Year to Come.
Curnie .
December 25th
It is Christmas, and very very early.
I tend Not to Open myself up to many as this is the way I have peace and comfirt in My Life, The past week has More then tested me for so many reasons.
Out of such Bad News there have been friends and My Loved ones that have Kept my Chin Above water.
None of us know the future and some of us dwell on the past. This is Not a Bad thing at ALL- The Past.
I have added more Pictures for the ones that like them, I want to Thank the People that have been here for me as In Life you find Few are.
To My Wonderful Mother I wish her the Best life has to offer, to My few friends I want the best for them.
But Most of all I want to Thank Yvonne Yvonne
, The Woman I Love. You give your all to me, your strength, your Love, your warmth. I have been A Very Lucky Man to have the gift of your Love.
Cheers to a Better Year for All that I Love and Keep me Happy, and that Make this One Life worth Living!
December 14th
This morning as I sleep with the TV on, got such Wonderful News!!!
That Saddam Hussein was captured Alive Instead of Dead. This makes me very happy as he will Slowly Fucking Rot, This Being said After September the 11th 2001 Saddam Hussein said "They got exactly what they deserved" It is too bad that He can not feel the pain of his flesh frying from Fire and jet Fuel, It is too bad that overwhelming smoke didnt force Him to jump 80/90 Floors to his Death as he watched with joy what All of us did In Horror!
To the rest of the world that loves to say we do not know terrorism and that we are out of touch with the rest of the world, The Great Satan as we are to them. Soon this piece of shit 'Hussein' that EVEN had a chance to leave His Tortured Iraq "As He caused raped Killed and Enjoyed it his way" with his Family.
Instead He got Exactly what HE deserved, to see his Two Insane Sons Die, and his power crumble.
To the ones that didnt agree with this War, 'Hussein' "HISSAINNESS" will Pay alone with no luxury any longer and his crimes will be told without Fear by many Tortured Souls that lived in Fear of him,and his Sons. They can speak now, their grief and his Crimes. He will Kill no more. NOW as I have for sooooooo long await Usama's Body unlike Hussein I want to KNOW He is Dead! Or at the very least to Be in a Cage until he is convicted to Death, caged by the Great Satan he Hates so much...
December 13th
Today is a Very Emotional day for me, for more then one reason. Beyond what I am dealing with this day I Will try very hard to celebrate Chuck Schuldiner, his Life and Music More then the Day He left his Body against his will, and his Lovely family that was taken away from him.To you Chuck, Thank you for your Wonderful gifts you are missed so much...
Chuck Schuldiner
May 13th 1967 - Dec 13th 2001
Decemeber 02
Hello, I have added some new Pictures and on the Paypal page an easy way to pay for Demo’s.
I should be practicing with a new Drummer soon if things stay their course, I very much want to get started 1 on 1 with a great Drummer and will just have to work out the bugs and start in a comfy way for both of us.
This is the most Important thing to be able to handle the controls and be as a unit that In it’s own is a Huge Step! I will update after the 1st practice or sooner if things change.
I would like to Congratulate Eric And Kristi Ramos on their Wedding and Best wishes for their Future together.
Curnie
November 8th
Hello, Much has happened since my last update.
The Drummer I was playing with for years has let
down many people in his -Past life- I should say,
and decided to move to another state and leave
more then he knew, but 1 day will know behind.
I would like to be a nice guy and say I wish him
the best of Luck but I wont for many reasons.
I am searching for a New Drummer/ have had talks
with one yet It is uncertain to try and complete
what I have Written with a certain person as of now.
So the search for the right person is still on, Until then I will Demo my Guitar Playing/and all Else On Sonar 3 a Cakewalk Software Program.
Until further gain in my Progress, I will update as
things fall into place.
Thank you to the Ones who have helped and lend Kind words and more to my Alucard.
Curnie
August 9th
Hello everyone! I have had some problems updating from my computer so I thought to my self hmm Self
How about another computer? Yeah that's the Ticket!
I have recently bought My Dream Machine and can Depend on ME to Burn CD's now.
I wanted to Put all songs I have recorded on here so
the Fans could rip and Burn Which ever they would Like but I cannot unless I buy monthy more Bites.
So Any of the Demos you would Like to purchase you can let me know at carrion@ezwv.com and I will get them Ready for you If you want 1 I would think 5$
which will Include Shipping sounds Fair If you would Like Two Or three of them I can do that as well for you Let me know and I wont be slow about it )
I would Like to end this update By Thanking The Team of Dr's That have helped me this past Year.
Dr Batiste/Dr Glen Imlay and Jessica Bacon "The Demonic Blonde" Funny stuff ) at Holzerclinic.com
Dr Freddrick Webber/ Melinda Beaver for My Physical Therapy My Wonderful Mother Barbara Austin And The Love of My Life Yvonne Deering, for being there for me through all of our Good Times and Bad.
Til I write another Update Rage On with the Metal!
Oh And I cant Forget Eric and Kristi soon to be Ramos Eric has Busted his ass for me on z Second Guitar Im glad we can kick each other in the ass and Keep it going Bro.
Curnie
May 13th
Happy Birthday Chuck !
I celebrate the Day your Wonderful Mother Gave Birth to a God.
You Chuck. To you, thank you for all that you gave while you walked with earthly Feet.
I wish the Best For your Family, the Schuldiner Family.
Curnie
February 28th
Hello to all the Metal fans that keep this music alive! Some of what I have hoped for on
this page has not come to fruition, and I'm not sure when it will. I have decided to put
most all of the songs I have recorded on here for anyone to rip onto a choice CD. I still
have no way to do this as of yet ....I cant upload from my computer. As soon as time
permits I will take my recordings to some other computer so that they can be. I hate
empty promises and I have not been able to do this alone, so I will not give a date to be
broken. I just want to get the E.P’s /Demos on here as soon as possible for the fans to
be able to make their own CD's. - These past months have been trying to say the least, I
will touch base on this subject as soon as I can and I hope it is with song in hand.
Curnie
December 13th
To you Chuck Schuldiner a World Of Gratitude and a World that misses you forever...
May 13th 1967 - Dec 13th 2001
November 15th
Hello Again to the ones that check out this page Often.
Writing is well, yet Not as Often as I want it to be.
What Matters to me is
Get it Done when you can and Make your Own deadlines. Yet remember- Once you make them Have nothing else in life prevent you from making them happen - Feed Your Fury And When you can - Take it Make It Your own ...
October 24th
Hello And Happy Halloween!
Just a Quick News flash since I’m late on z Update again - I’m going to try to lay some rhythm tracks on an 8 track a friend has left me for awhile, so I better get Busy!!! I need to get my shit together and Make Chuck Proud
“Let the Metal Flow” He has said so that is what I Intend to do.
To all of you that visit My Page Cheers and Have a safe Kickass Holiday after All “Every night to Me Is Halloween” King Diamond )))
Curnie
September 11th
Fuck You USAMA BIN LADEN!!!
Your Rings wait for you...
Sep 7th 02
Hello again. I have neglected spending much time in the site as the music has been at a standstill for too long. I hope to be able to spend a few hours every other week to speak of things that are being worked on.
I have plans to put Mp3's here so that you can hear much more and may purchase past recordings if you like.I have no way to put the songs on myself so I hope "with the help of others.... I can very soon.Until I get them up and running you can hear 2 from "Meridians" at MP3.com Thanks for your Patience.
Curnie
5-14-02
Today marks the First Update on this page In some Time,
I want to Thank Moti for all of His Help In the Past and I hope In the Near Future.
-----Stay Safe In Israel Metal Brother!----
Things Seem to stay Very Busy Right Now and Keep Me away from My Practice too Much!
I have been working On The Music for Song #5 and Now have a Tascam Ministudio to flirt with so I will be moving Equipment around the 4 track Instead of ViceVersa. I will update again Before the Months End- And try to Figure out More of this Angelfire World.
Stay True!!!
15-20-2001
Alucard, and the metal world as a whole are in eternal mourning over the death of our father, our leader, the one person we all look up to, Chuck Schuldiner.
Chuck, we salute u....
01-09-2002
Hell o to all that Flirt With this site, The New Music Is Coming Slowly Yet This Is the way to write. No Deadline Only Make Yourself Happy And those you surround yourself with.
We are back to matters At hand And Will Update this site As Often AS Possible.
Until - Make your Imprints Mean All, And Never forget to Question.
Curnie
12-01-2001
WE are updating the page today as I type this, I want to thank Moti for all of his Killer work, Time Patience And Energy. You Fucking Rule!!!!!!!
WE are In the Midst of uploading Newer/Older songs for your pleasure or Pain.
The New Songs Have taken Shape I am Starting rhythm Sections for the Fourth Song, and though I have No Scheduled recording Agenda at this Time I will not let It Stop the Creative Process.
So off to work we Go And Mabey The Man Behind The scenes/Moti May throw you A Pic of Himself?
Until Next time Roam through These pages And Enjoy!
12-01-2001
Today we make our first update!
We added some lyrics and slowly wer'e filling up the page... We shall add some more mp3's for you soon.
In the mean time, enjoy the great music, and sign our friggin' guest book!
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