AP2 - Suspension of Disbelief - 2000 (Tooth and Nail Records) [1]The End "I am the damaged" "Stillborn dead soul rotting from within" [written by Level and Buka] [2]Heroin Hate Before i kiss and tell i step away Another drug in my blood To prove that you don't understand How could you see through your stained glass? And say that i'm hating my addiction Don't you put this one on me i said don't you duck this one You don't understand No sympathy And i don't want to hear one excuse for what's been done to me Cause when i die by myself For my self It's my choice cause this time i couldn't care less Who you would impress Cause now this drug in my vein i am trading hatred for pain And it's no lie to say That you don't understand You try to stand there And tell me i'm wrong Everyone you touch is dieing from lack of instinct Or resolution When thinking for themselves Means to understand That's where i get my heroin hate [written by Level and Buka, lyrics by Level, vocals by Level and Buka0 [3]My Sympathies Before i plead my case Before we start again Do you know your place? Do you understand who started this? Have you thought this through? Are you prepared and sure of you? Did you think that i care too? From your gentle heart so pure and true My sympathies For you mean nothing Your words mean nothing Cause it means nothing It's got nothing to do with me It's got nothing to do with me I feel it so violently It's got nothing to do with me So before i plead my case Before we start again Do you know your place? Do you understand who started this? Have you thought this through? And who is it you answer to Do you think i still care too? I'm afraid this ones on you [written by Klayton, lyrics by Mark Salomon, Klayton, Buka and Level, vocals by Mark Salomon and Klayton [4]A Thousand Terrible Things ... [written by Level and Buka] [5]Silhouette Of Rage I wish for the best or for death before the worst of it came. I widened my eyes and watched for where the trouble began. I said to myself that i'd help protect the future from them. And stutter their lies because i could be their fool again. But i dont' want to see no more. I don't want to think or hear or speak no more. [written by Level and Buka, lyrics by Level, vocals by Daren "Klank" Diolosa] [6]A New Wound Look inside See where the pain still lies, Forget me, Then watch me fall down, down. If what we wanted was the end, Then that makes sence now But what if we had never stood so far apart I should have known I'll never know... I can take this fracture I can turn it into strength I can gnaw between the sutures I can keep this wound forever Talk to me talk to me... Through the hours Through the ages I will sit in judgment of the cowardice I have shown, Never falter Never displace blame, I will face myself Head on and I will bare the shame... Cry tonight Force back the tears and sigh. This advice is like flowers on the grave, If all we did was play pretend Then that makes sense now But what if we had never stood so far apart, I should have known I'll never know Talk to me Talk to me. It's only lies That we've lost between us, It's only lies That we lost between us, It's only lies That we lost between us [written and lyrics by Level, vocals by Level] [7]The Red Shirt Conspiracy Is this what you want from me Blind from clarity Sucker for apathy Fails easily Is this what's inside of you A message far from truth You're such a follower I don't want to be You're falling Your breaking You're blaming The faults on me Close minded century Suspension of disbelief Born from mockery Complete irreverence Is this what's inside of you? A message far from truth You're such a follower I don't want to be You're falling They're laughing All the world is watching I don't want to be like be Is this what's inside of you A message far from truth You're such a follower I don't want to be like you [written by Level and Buka, lyrics by Buka, Level and Joel Timothy Bell, vocals by Joel Timothy Bell] [8]The Pact [indian chanting] - if you know from what tribe and what it's all about give me a shout [written by Level and Buka, vocals by Sage] [9]Resurrection Of The Ravens When you break me down again, Again i will hate your indifference Your laughter its cries When you break me down and again With that glitch in your eye When you lie I want to turn away my eyes I see your fire burning bright dim I have to turn away my eyes I see your fire burning bright [written by Klayton, lyrics by by Klayton and Level, vocals by Klayton and Level] [10]Goodbye Godless man Soulless and free What would it take for me to see Wanting hands Take anything they please Trusting them to you is not right I'm a gutless man To scared to look outside the lines What would I be if I could try Goodbye Bitter eyes hate everything they see Trusting them to you is not right I'm a gutless man To scared to look outside the lines What would I be if I could try Goodbye Godless man Soulless and free What would it take for me to be? Gluttons tongue Tastes anything they please Trusting them to you is not right Goodbye [written and lyrics by Level, vocals by Level] [11]The Only Man I Know If you crawl through this world seething I know, I'll know I'll see you again So practice hard and suck it up For the last time I know you won't laugh so hard When it's your turn to try Cause it's not funny To see her crying I want to believe you I want to believe in you I wanted to need you But what if I never gave that part of myself away Another year has past you by But still you're not far, so far. You're not where you should be. You can't afford to listen to your own suggestions. When you cry to someone else. They say don't be so hard on yourself Take some time to enjoy the good things. But everything in life is either bought or stolen Bought or stolen. Don't say your prayers unless you believe That you will try to Red eye for help make them succeed Just remember that I'm the only friend you've got I know you won't laugh so hard When it's your turn to try But it's not funny To see her cry [written and lyrics by Level, vocals by Level, drums by John Zalatel] [12]Cold Breath of Sorrow "it's over no! here it comes it's all over no!" [written by Level and Buka]