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9.00pm

 

George was lying on his side facing the wall, still in the clothes he had worn on stage. Paul sighed and closed the door behind him, thinking George was asleep. He rubbed a towel on his wet hair, fresh from the shower, and chucked it over the back of a chair as he crossed to sit on the bed opposite GeorgeÕs.

 

ÒI thought you were going to swap,Ó George said, without moving, speaking half into the pillow.

 

ÒRingo and John have gone out,Ó Paul said. His voice seemed to echo.

 

ÒSo are you going or not?Ó George asked.

 

ÒGeorgeÉÓ

 

George heaved himself up and swung his legs over the side of the bed, ÒThen IÕll go,Ó he said, keeping his eyes on the floor and stood up.

 

ÒIÕll go,Ó Paul said. ÒI said I would, didnÕt I?Ó

 

George sat down again, ÒFine. Just do it then.Ó

 

Paul nodded, standing up, holding the towel around his waist in place. George had returned to the hotel with them, as he had promised Brian, but he had absolutely refused to share a room with Paul, telling him he would have to swap with John or Ringo. Paul had agreed to move, feeling too tired to argue with him. But John was still angry with him, and both refused to swap and to let Ringo move so he wouldnÕt have to share with Paul.

 

Why we canÕt have single rooms, Paul thought.

 

He picked up a bag and shoved the things laid out on the table by his bed into it. George watched him for a moment and then lay down again, closing his eyes.

 

ÒYou look like shit,Ó Paul said in a malevolent tone. George didnÕt reply.

 

Paul was getting pissed off with George. It was one thing John stropping around - that would wear off - but heÕd never known such hate as he had from George. Even just lying there it seemed to come off him like heat waves. Paul had felt sorry for George Ð he had seemed to be the victim in it all Ð but with his unpleasant, surly comments and his glaring looks, that was quickly being replaced by resentment.

 

ÒWhat did Archer tell you?Ó George said suddenly, opening his eyes.

 

Paul turned to look at him, ÒWhen?Ó

 

ÒAbout Neil and Mal.Ó

 

Paul blinked, slightly stunned. It was the first time anyone had bothered to ask PaulÕs version of events, and it was coming from George of all people. ÒHe saidÉ he told me they were costing us a fortune, writing off all kinds of expenses to us. He had receipts and thing. He told me allsorts, but I think most of it wasÉÓ

 

George nodded, ÒDoes he ring you?Ó

 

ÒAll the bloody time.Ó

 

ÒJohn said he rang him all the time too. HeÕs never called me.Ó

 

ÒWell, maybe itÕs a Lennon-McCartney thing?Ó Paul said, sitting opposite George again.

 

George shrugged.

 

ÒIt didnÕt seem like it would be a pay cut,Ó Paul continued. ÒIt just seemedÉ sensible. Like we would be shifting money around to save a bit. IÉ I donÕt know. Archer said he only needed one of us to sign and he would do the rest.Ó

 

George snorted, ÒWell he did.Ó

 

ÒI didnÕt mean toÉ mean for all this to happen.Ó

 

George sat up, leaning against his headboard. He looked tired and gaunt. His skin had a pale yellow pallor.

 

ÒYou do look bad, George,Ó Paul said.

 

George shook his head, ÒIÕm fine.Ó

 

ÒHave you eaten?Ó

 

ÒWhat?Ó

 

ÒFood? You remember that? I swear George, one day youÕll fall down a grid,Ó Paul smiled faintly.

 

ÒNo,Ó George said. ÒI havenÕt.Ó

 

Paul leaned over the table between to two beds, picking up the receiver to the roomÕs phone. He offered it to George. ÒOrder something,Ó he said. ÒAnd get me a bottle of rum or scotch or something.Ó

 

George took the receiver from him. ÒYouÕre not going out?Ó

 

Paul shook his head, ÒDonÕt feel like it,Ó he said, turning away and pulling the cover over his bed.

 

The room service brought George his food and Paul his scotch. George got up from the bed and sat at the table to eat, his chair a little too low to sit comfortably. Paul put his flight bag over his shoulder and scooped up his clothes with the bottle.  ÒRight,Ó he said. ÒIÕll bring JohnÕs stuff in here later.Ó He turned to go.

 

ÒTypical McCartney,Ó George said, shovelling peas into his mouth.

 

Paul stopped and looked back at him warily, bracing himself.

 

ÒSoon as the booze comes out, youÕre off with it!Ó George smiled. It was the first time heÕd smiled at Paul in weeks.

 

Paul grinned back and dropped his things on the bed. He retrieved two glasses from the dresser and set them on the table next to GeorgeÕs dinner plate.

 

ÒI could get some ice from somewhere, or coke? To mix?Ó Paul splashed two liberal slugs in the glasses.

 

George shook his head, ÒJust put a bit of water in it,Ó he said.

 

Paul added water from the bathroom tap and placed it in front of George. Paul sat on the bed opposite, nursing his drink. George devoured his meal quickly and slouched back in his chair, putting his feet on the table. An awkward silence descended.

 

ÒSoÉÓ George said, after a pause. ÒArcher tricked you then.Ó

 

Paul nodded, ÒKind of. I guess,Ó he coughed, the scotch taking his breath for a moment. ÒHe made it seemÉ like they were taking us for a ride. Charging stuff they shouldnÕt. Archer said we would change their contracts a little, just to curb it.Ó He glanced down at the brown liquid, swirling it around. ÒI didnÕt even read it,Ó he said quietly. ÒI just signed.Ó

 

George tutted.

 

ÒI know.Ó

 

ÒWhy didnÕt you ask anyone else?Ó

 

ÒI donÕt know,Ó Paul said, feeling loathsome. ÒIt didnÕt seem important.Ó

 

George sighed, ÒWhatÕs Brian doing employing a snake like him?Ó

 

Paul shook his head, ÒHeÕs wheedled his way in somehow.Ó

 

ÒAnd now heÕs our manager?Ó

 

ÒExecutive manager,Ó Paul corrected.

 

George shrugged, ÒWhat does that mean?Ó

 

ÒI dread to think. Perhaps itÕs to replace the board.Ó

 

George rubbed his jaw, ÒYeah, I hadnÕt thought. What made Brian sack them all, just like that?Ó

 

ÒArcher,Ó Paul smiled ruefully. ÒDÕyou know Clive was included in that massacre?Ó

 

ÒBrianÕs brother?Ó George asked.

 

Paul nodded, ÒI only found that out just before we came away.Ó

 

ÒShit, thatÕs serious,Ó George put his glass to his lips, holding it there, thinking. ÒYou donÕt sack family, yÕknow?Ó George took his feet down from the table. ÒDo yer think theyÕreÉ uhÉÓ

 

ÒWhat?Ó

 

George smiled lopsidedly, ÒCÕmon, Paul. YÕknow. At it?Ó

 

The thought made Paul a little uncomfortable, but something rang true. ÒPerhaps.Ó

 

ÒThink about it,Ó George said and stood up. ÒWhat would colour BrianÕs judgement, like this? YÕknow, heÕs no fool. He normally soÉ professional.Ó

 

ÒYeah,Ó Paul agreed, ÒWell, he said weÕll have a talk tomorrow. We can ask him.Ó

 

George laughed, ÒYou can ask him!Ó He sat down on the floor in the space between the two beds, leaning against his own. ÒCan you imagine his face?Ó he laughed again, ÒÕBrian, are you shagging that fella?ÕÓ

 

Paul laughed and reached for the scotch.

 

ÒHeÕd deny it, even if he was,Ó George said.

 

ÒPerhaps not then.Ó

 

George grinned, ÒWeÕll get John to do it.Ó

 

Paul poured himself another drink. ÒGood idea, George,Ó he grinned. ÒJohnÕs always the subtle, sensitive one, isnÕt he?Ó

 

George giggled and waved his glass for Paul to fill.

 

Paul topped it up, ÒI wish Neil and Mal were here,Ó he said, sobering.

 

ÒI do too.Ó

 

ÒI asked them to come back. I said IÕd pay them. They wouldnÕt.Ó

 

George shook his head; ÒWeÕll deal with it when we get back to England.Ó

 

ÒI didnÕt mean toÉÓ

 

ÒI know, Paul.Ó

 

Paul slid from the bed to the floor, joining George, ÒYou do believe that?Ó he said, testing, taking a deep breath.

 

George nodded, ÒYeah. It was that Archer bastard.Ó

 

ÒBut you donÕt believe me when I tell you I didnÕt sleep with Pattie?Ó Paul waited. The atmosphere almost physically shifted.

George scrabbled to his feet, ÒI need more water in this,Ó he said, crossing to the bathroom.

 

Paul sighed and looked down into his glass again. It had felt like old times for a brief moment then.

 

George returned, glass in hand, standing in the doorway indecisively.

 

Paul looked up at him, ÒI didnÕt.Ó

 

ÒPlease donÕt, Paul. I donÕt want to talk about this.Ó

 

ÒWell, I do!Ó Paul said, getting up. ÒGeorge, you canÕt accuse me of something like that and then just clam up!Ó

 

George turned away, ÒIÕm going out.Ó He moved towards the bedroom door. Paul stepped into his path. ÒStop it, Paul.Ó

 

Paul pushed him back.

 

ÒPaul,Ó George said again.

 

ÒWhat?Ó Paul snapped, nearly shouting. ÒYou think IÕll just let you carry on thinking that. George, I swear Ð I didnÕt do anything.Ó

 

George looked at him. His eyes were soft. ÒIÉÓ

 

ÒOn my life. On my dadÕs life, George.Ó

 

George turned away, ÒI donÕt believe you,Ó he said softly.

 

ÒWell, why the fuck not?Ó

 

George returned to the bed.

 

ÒWhy?Ó Paul demanded. ÒYouÕre basing all this on the word of some woman youÕve known two minutes. And hereÉÓ

 

ÒI didnÕtÉÓ

 

ÒAnd here, IÕve been your best mate for fuckinÕ donkeyÕs years and youÉÓ

 

ÒI didnÕt say that!Ó George suddenly raised his voice.

 

Paul stopped mid sentence.

 

ÒI never said Grace had anything to do with it.Ó

 

He bit his lip as he silently cursed himself.

 

ÒSo why did you say that?Ó George continued.

 

ÒIts bound to be her,Ó Paul said, knowing it wasnÕt convincing.

 

George shook his head. ÒGrace had nothing to do with it.Ó

 

ÒThen what are you basing this fantasy on?Ó

 

George reached for the bottle Paul had left on the floor. ÒYour letters.Ó

 

ÒWhat letters?Ó

 

ÒYour letters to Pattie. I read them.Ó

 

ÒWhat letters?Ó Paul repeated.

 

ÒPaul, I have known you for donkeyÕs years. I know what your handwriting looks like.Ó

 

Paul sighed and crossed to sit on the bed opposite George again. ÒI have never, never written a letter to Pattie Ð or any of your girlfriends Ð in my life.Ó

 

ÒI should hit you. I should beat seven bells out of you,Ó George said, almost wistfully. ÒThatÕs what John would do, isnÕt it?Ó

 

ÒIÕd rather you didnÕt.Ó

 

George looked at the bottle, still in his hand. ÒI havenÕt the energy. IÕve been so angry, so wound up with it, IÕve got nothing left. I feelÉ empty.Ó

 

ÒGeorge, please believe me.Ó

 

George put his head on one side, ÒThatÕs twice youÕve brought Grace into this.Ó

 

Paul nodded at the bottle, ÒAre you drinking that or looking at it?Ó

 

ÒWhy Grace? You donÕt even know her.Ó

 

Paul picked up his glass from the floor, ÒTrue though, isnÕt it?Ó

 

ÒNo.Ó

 

ÒIt is. You broke up with Pattie and moved straight in with her.Ó

 

ÒWho told you that?Ó

 

ÒItÕs a fact.Ó

 

ÒIt was a coincidence. She wasÉ there for me.Ó

 

Paul raised an eyebrow, ÒYou were shagginÕ her before you left Pattie.Ó

 

ÒHowÉ what makes you think that?Ó

 

Paul took the bottle from George and twisted to top off. He took a swig straight from it, grimacing at the taste. ÒPattie told me.Ó

 

George looked ready to cry. Either that or ready carry out his threat and hit Paul. ÒGeorge?Ó he asked after a minuteÕs silence.

 

ÒYouÕre still seeing her?Ó George said, sounding choked.

 

Paul sighed again, ÒI am not Ôseeing herÕ. I just talked to her.Ó

 

ÒIs sheÉ How is she?Ó

 

Paul shrugged, ÒOkay.Ó

 

George took the bottle back from Paul.

 

ÒYou miss her, eh?Ó

 

ÒNo.Ó

 

ÒWhy donÕt you ask her for her version?Ó

 

ÒIf Pattie wanted to talk to me, she would have done.Ó

 

ÒNot if she couldnÕt.Ó

 

ÒWhy couldnÕt she?Ó

 

ÒYouÕre living with that bird.Ó

 

ÒIÕm not chained to her.Ó

 

ÒSure about that?Ó

 

George lay back on the bed nursing the scotch on his chest. ÒI canÕt do this,Ó he said.

 

ÒWell, we can talk about somethinÕ else if you want,Ó Paul agreed, not really wishing to carry on the conversation either.

 

ÒI mean this. The tour.Ó

ÒYouÕll find a way.Ó

 

ÒI want to go home.Ó

 

ÒGeorge,Ó Paul leaned forward and touched his knee. George craned his head up to see him. ÒWhy donÕt youÉ you could use it to think things over.Ó

 

George groaned, ÒIÕve been doing nothing but thinking for weeks.Ó

 

Paul nodded, ÒThen why donÕt you treat it like a holiday?Ó

 

George laughed, ÒYeah. Very relaxing.Ó

 

ÒA holiday from all that shite at home. Leave it there. Just have some fun. It looks like you could do with it.Ó

 

George nodded, ÒSuit you, wouldnÕt it?Ó

 

ÒLook,Ó Paul stood, pacing the narrow gap between the beds. ÒIÕve told you the truth and you donÕt believe me. I canÕt think of a way to prove it to you, so I guess were at a stalemate,Ó he stopped and looked down at George. ÒTomorrow weÕre playing the biggest concert for aboutÉ ever.Ó

 

ÒI had noticed.Ó

 

ÒAnd several dates after that. And itÕs not going to be easy if every day is gonna be like this one.Ó

 

George rolled on to his side, ÒI guess.Ó

 

ÒSo we needÉ a truce.Ó

 

George ran his fingers through his hair. ÒI guess,Ó he repeated.

 

Paul smiled, unexpected relief flooding him. ÒGood.Ó

 

ÒDoesnÕt mean IÕve forgotten. Or forgiven you.Ó

 

ÒDoesnÕt mean IÕm admitting to anything,Ó Paul countered.

 

ÒJust for the tour. IÕm not promising anything after.Ó

 

ÒRight. Okay,Ó he put his hand out. George gingerly and briefly shook it. ÒEverything will work out, George,Ó Paul said, wishing he could find something more comforting.

 

George turned onto his other side, facing the wall, away from Paul.