9.00pm
George was lying on his
side facing the wall, still in the clothes he had worn on stage. Paul sighed
and closed the door behind him, thinking George was asleep. He rubbed a towel
on his wet hair, fresh from the shower, and chucked it over the back of a chair
as he crossed to sit on the bed opposite GeorgeÕs.
ÒI thought you were going
to swap,Ó George said, without moving, speaking half into the pillow.
ÒRingo and John have gone
out,Ó Paul said. His voice seemed to echo.
ÒSo are you going or
not?Ó George asked.
ÒGeorgeÉÓ
George heaved himself up
and swung his legs over the side of the bed, ÒThen IÕll go,Ó he said, keeping
his eyes on the floor and stood up.
ÒIÕll go,Ó Paul said. ÒI
said I would, didnÕt I?Ó
George sat down again,
ÒFine. Just do it then.Ó
Paul nodded, standing up,
holding the towel around his waist in place. George had returned to the hotel
with them, as he had promised Brian, but he had absolutely refused to share a
room with Paul, telling him he would have to swap with John or Ringo. Paul had
agreed to move, feeling too tired to argue with him. But John was still angry
with him, and both refused to swap and to let Ringo move so he wouldnÕt have to
share with Paul.
Why we canÕt have
single rooms, Paul thought.
He picked up a bag and
shoved the things laid out on the table by his bed into it. George watched him
for a moment and then lay down again, closing his eyes.
ÒYou look like shit,Ó
Paul said in a malevolent tone. George didnÕt reply.
Paul was getting pissed
off with George. It was one thing John stropping around - that would wear off -
but heÕd never known such hate as he had from George. Even just lying there it
seemed to come off him like heat waves. Paul had felt sorry for George Ð he had
seemed to be the victim in it all Ð but with his unpleasant, surly comments and
his glaring looks, that was quickly being replaced by resentment.
ÒWhat did Archer tell
you?Ó George said suddenly, opening his eyes.
Paul turned to look at
him, ÒWhen?Ó
ÒAbout Neil and Mal.Ó
Paul blinked, slightly
stunned. It was the first time anyone had bothered to ask PaulÕs version of
events, and it was coming from George of all people. ÒHe saidÉ he told me they
were costing us a fortune, writing off all kinds of expenses to us. He had
receipts and thing. He told me allsorts, but I think most of it wasÉÓ
George nodded, ÒDoes he
ring you?Ó
ÒAll the bloody time.Ó
ÒJohn said he rang him
all the time too. HeÕs never called me.Ó
ÒWell, maybe itÕs a
Lennon-McCartney thing?Ó Paul said, sitting opposite George again.
George shrugged.
ÒIt didnÕt seem like it
would be a pay cut,Ó Paul continued. ÒIt just seemedÉ sensible. Like we would
be shifting money around to save a bit. IÉ I donÕt know. Archer said he only
needed one of us to sign and he would do the rest.Ó
George snorted, ÒWell he
did.Ó
ÒI didnÕt mean toÉ mean
for all this to happen.Ó
George sat up, leaning
against his headboard. He looked tired and gaunt. His skin had a pale yellow
pallor.
ÒYou do look bad,
George,Ó Paul said.
George shook his head,
ÒIÕm fine.Ó
ÒHave you eaten?Ó
ÒWhat?Ó
ÒFood? You remember that?
I swear George, one day youÕll fall down a grid,Ó Paul smiled faintly.
ÒNo,Ó George said. ÒI
havenÕt.Ó
Paul leaned over the
table between to two beds, picking up the receiver to the roomÕs phone. He
offered it to George. ÒOrder something,Ó he said. ÒAnd get me a bottle of rum
or scotch or something.Ó
George took the receiver
from him. ÒYouÕre not going out?Ó
Paul shook his head,
ÒDonÕt feel like it,Ó he said, turning away and pulling the cover over his bed.
The room service brought
George his food and Paul his scotch. George got up from the bed and sat at the
table to eat, his chair a little too low to sit comfortably. Paul put his
flight bag over his shoulder and scooped up his clothes with the bottle. ÒRight,Ó he said. ÒIÕll bring JohnÕs
stuff in here later.Ó He turned to go.
ÒTypical McCartney,Ó
George said, shovelling peas into his mouth.
Paul stopped and looked
back at him warily, bracing himself.
ÒSoon as the booze comes
out, youÕre off with it!Ó George smiled. It was the first time heÕd smiled at
Paul in weeks.
Paul grinned back and
dropped his things on the bed. He retrieved two glasses from the dresser and
set them on the table next to GeorgeÕs dinner plate.
ÒI could get some ice
from somewhere, or coke? To mix?Ó Paul splashed two liberal slugs in the
glasses.
George shook his head,
ÒJust put a bit of water in it,Ó he said.
Paul added water from the
bathroom tap and placed it in front of George. Paul sat on the bed opposite,
nursing his drink. George devoured his meal quickly and slouched back in his
chair, putting his feet on the table. An awkward silence descended.
ÒSoÉÓ George said, after
a pause. ÒArcher tricked you then.Ó
Paul nodded, ÒKind of. I
guess,Ó he coughed, the scotch taking his breath for a moment. ÒHe made it
seemÉ like they were taking us for a ride. Charging stuff they shouldnÕt.
Archer said we would change their contracts a little, just to curb it.Ó He
glanced down at the brown liquid, swirling it around. ÒI didnÕt even read it,Ó
he said quietly. ÒI just signed.Ó
George tutted.
ÒI know.Ó
ÒWhy didnÕt you ask
anyone else?Ó
ÒI donÕt know,Ó Paul
said, feeling loathsome. ÒIt didnÕt seem important.Ó
George sighed, ÒWhatÕs
Brian doing employing a snake like him?Ó
Paul shook his head,
ÒHeÕs wheedled his way in somehow.Ó
ÒAnd now heÕs our manager?Ó
ÒExecutive manager,Ó Paul
corrected.
George shrugged, ÒWhat
does that mean?Ó
ÒI dread to think.
Perhaps itÕs to replace the board.Ó
George rubbed his jaw,
ÒYeah, I hadnÕt thought. What made Brian sack them all, just like that?Ó
ÒArcher,Ó Paul smiled
ruefully. ÒDÕyou know Clive was included in that massacre?Ó
ÒBrianÕs brother?Ó George
asked.
Paul nodded, ÒI only
found that out just before we came away.Ó
ÒShit, thatÕs serious,Ó
George put his glass to his lips, holding it there, thinking. ÒYou donÕt sack
family, yÕknow?Ó George took his feet down from the table. ÒDo yer think
theyÕreÉ uhÉÓ
ÒWhat?Ó
George smiled lopsidedly,
ÒCÕmon, Paul. YÕknow. At it?Ó
The thought made Paul a
little uncomfortable, but something rang true. ÒPerhaps.Ó
ÒThink about it,Ó George
said and stood up. ÒWhat would colour BrianÕs judgement, like this? YÕknow,
heÕs no fool. He normally soÉ professional.Ó
ÒYeah,Ó Paul agreed,
ÒWell, he said weÕll have a talk tomorrow. We can ask him.Ó
George laughed, ÒYou can ask him!Ó He sat down on the floor in the space
between the two beds, leaning against his own. ÒCan you imagine his face?Ó he
laughed again, ÒÕBrian, are you shagging that fella?ÕÓ
Paul laughed and reached
for the scotch.
ÒHeÕd deny it, even if he
was,Ó George said.
ÒPerhaps not then.Ó
George grinned, ÒWeÕll
get John to do it.Ó
Paul poured himself
another drink. ÒGood idea, George,Ó he grinned. ÒJohnÕs always the subtle,
sensitive one, isnÕt he?Ó
George giggled and waved
his glass for Paul to fill.
Paul topped it up, ÒI
wish Neil and Mal were here,Ó he said, sobering.
ÒI do too.Ó
ÒI asked them to come
back. I said IÕd pay them. They wouldnÕt.Ó
George shook his head;
ÒWeÕll deal with it when we get back to England.Ó
ÒI didnÕt mean toÉÓ
ÒI know, Paul.Ó
Paul slid from the bed to
the floor, joining George, ÒYou do believe that?Ó he said, testing, taking a
deep breath.
George nodded, ÒYeah. It was
that Archer bastard.Ó
ÒBut you donÕt believe me
when I tell you I didnÕt sleep with Pattie?Ó Paul waited. The atmosphere almost
physically shifted.
George scrabbled to his
feet, ÒI need more water in this,Ó he said, crossing to the bathroom.
Paul sighed and looked
down into his glass again. It had felt like old times for a brief moment then.
George returned, glass in
hand, standing in the doorway indecisively.
Paul looked up at him, ÒI
didnÕt.Ó
ÒPlease donÕt, Paul. I
donÕt want to talk about this.Ó
ÒWell, I do!Ó Paul said,
getting up. ÒGeorge, you canÕt accuse me of something like that and then just
clam up!Ó
George turned away, ÒIÕm
going out.Ó He moved towards the bedroom door. Paul stepped into his path.
ÒStop it, Paul.Ó
Paul pushed him back.
ÒPaul,Ó George said
again.
ÒWhat?Ó Paul snapped,
nearly shouting. ÒYou think IÕll just let you carry on thinking that. George, I
swear Ð I didnÕt do anything.Ó
George looked at him. His
eyes were soft. ÒIÉÓ
ÒOn my life. On my dadÕs life, George.Ó
George turned away, ÒI
donÕt believe you,Ó he said softly.
ÒWell, why the fuck not?Ó
George returned to the
bed.
ÒWhy?Ó Paul demanded.
ÒYouÕre basing all this on the word of some woman youÕve known two minutes. And hereÉÓ
ÒI didnÕtÉÓ
ÒAnd here, IÕve been your
best mate for fuckinÕ donkeyÕs years and youÉÓ
ÒI didnÕt say that!Ó
George suddenly raised his voice.
Paul stopped mid
sentence.
ÒI never said Grace had
anything to do with it.Ó
He bit his lip as he
silently cursed himself.
ÒSo why did you say
that?Ó George continued.
ÒIts bound to be her,Ó
Paul said, knowing it wasnÕt convincing.
George shook his head.
ÒGrace had nothing to do with it.Ó
ÒThen what are you basing
this fantasy on?Ó
George reached for the
bottle Paul had left on the floor. ÒYour letters.Ó
ÒWhat letters?Ó
ÒYour letters to Pattie.
I read them.Ó
ÒWhat letters?Ó Paul repeated.
ÒPaul, I have known you
for donkeyÕs years. I know what your handwriting looks like.Ó
Paul sighed and crossed
to sit on the bed opposite George again. ÒI have never, never written a letter to Pattie Ð or any of your
girlfriends Ð in my life.Ó
ÒI should hit you. I
should beat seven bells out of you,Ó George said, almost wistfully. ÒThatÕs
what John would do, isnÕt it?Ó
ÒIÕd rather you didnÕt.Ó
George looked at the
bottle, still in his hand. ÒI havenÕt the energy. IÕve been so angry, so wound
up with it, IÕve got nothing left. I feelÉ empty.Ó
ÒGeorge, please believe
me.Ó
George put his head on
one side, ÒThatÕs twice youÕve brought Grace into this.Ó
Paul nodded at the
bottle, ÒAre you drinking that or looking at it?Ó
ÒWhy Grace? You donÕt
even know her.Ó
Paul picked up his glass
from the floor, ÒTrue though, isnÕt it?Ó
ÒNo.Ó
ÒIt is. You broke up with
Pattie and moved straight in with her.Ó
ÒWho told you that?Ó
ÒItÕs a fact.Ó
ÒIt was a coincidence.
She wasÉ there for me.Ó
Paul raised an eyebrow,
ÒYou were shagginÕ her before you left Pattie.Ó
ÒHowÉ what makes you
think that?Ó
Paul took the bottle from
George and twisted to top off. He took a swig straight from it, grimacing at
the taste. ÒPattie told me.Ó
George looked ready to
cry. Either that or ready carry out his threat and hit Paul. ÒGeorge?Ó he asked
after a minuteÕs silence.
ÒYouÕre still seeing
her?Ó George said, sounding choked.
Paul sighed again, ÒI am
not Ôseeing herÕ. I just talked to her.Ó
ÒIs sheÉ How is she?Ó
Paul shrugged, ÒOkay.Ó
George took the bottle
back from Paul.
ÒYou miss her, eh?Ó
ÒNo.Ó
ÒWhy donÕt you ask her
for her version?Ó
ÒIf Pattie wanted to talk
to me, she would have done.Ó
ÒNot if she couldnÕt.Ó
ÒWhy couldnÕt she?Ó
ÒYouÕre living with that
bird.Ó
ÒIÕm not chained to her.Ó
ÒSure about that?Ó
George lay back on the
bed nursing the scotch on his chest. ÒI canÕt do this,Ó he said.
ÒWell, we can talk about
somethinÕ else if you want,Ó Paul agreed, not really wishing to carry on the conversation
either.
ÒI mean this. The tour.Ó
ÒYouÕll find a way.Ó
ÒI want to go home.Ó
ÒGeorge,Ó Paul leaned
forward and touched his knee. George craned his head up to see him. ÒWhy donÕt
youÉ you could use it to think things over.Ó
George groaned, ÒIÕve
been doing nothing but thinking for weeks.Ó
Paul nodded, ÒThen why
donÕt you treat it like a holiday?Ó
George laughed, ÒYeah.
Very relaxing.Ó
ÒA holiday from all that
shite at home. Leave it there. Just have some fun. It looks like you could do
with it.Ó
George nodded, ÒSuit you,
wouldnÕt it?Ó
ÒLook,Ó Paul stood,
pacing the narrow gap between the beds. ÒIÕve told you the truth and you donÕt
believe me. I canÕt think of a way to prove it to you, so I guess were at a
stalemate,Ó he stopped and looked down at George. ÒTomorrow weÕre playing the
biggest concert for aboutÉ ever.Ó
ÒI had noticed.Ó
ÒAnd several dates after
that. And itÕs not going to be easy if every day is gonna be like this one.Ó
George rolled on to his
side, ÒI guess.Ó
ÒSo we needÉ a truce.Ó
George ran his fingers
through his hair. ÒI guess,Ó he repeated.
Paul smiled, unexpected
relief flooding him. ÒGood.Ó
ÒDoesnÕt mean IÕve
forgotten. Or forgiven you.Ó
ÒDoesnÕt mean IÕm
admitting to anything,Ó Paul countered.
ÒJust for the tour. IÕm
not promising anything after.Ó
ÒRight. Okay,Ó he put his
hand out. George gingerly and briefly shook it. ÒEverything will work out,
George,Ó Paul said, wishing he could find something more comforting.
George turned onto his
other side, facing the wall, away from Paul.