November 16th
1965 8.20pm
Ringo watched John
walking back towards the car. He was kicking up the gravel in the driveway as
he walked. He glanced up at Ringo and shrugged. Ringo looked away and sighed.
ÒNo one in,Ó John said,
as he got in to the driving seat. ÒI looked in the windows.Ó He slammed the
door of the mini, unnecessarily hard. The window rattled.
ÒI rang about three
times,Ó Ringo said. ÒI could have told you no one was in.Ó
ÒIt was George who
arranged this bloody meeting,Ó John said grumpily. ÒBloody idiot.Ó
ÒPerhaps heÕs already
gone to PaulÕs?Ó
John looked at him.
ÒUnlikely, that one, eh?Ó
ÒNo,Ó Ringo replied,
trying to sound positive. ÒYou said he wanted to make amends and sort things
out. Perhaps heÕs gone ahead to talk to Paul. Alone, like. YÕknow.Ó
ÒYeah, well, maybe,Ó John
turned the key in the ignition. ÒWe might as well go and see then.Ó
Ringo looked away, out of
his door window.
John turned around in his
seat to see out of the rear windscreen. ÒI know,Ó he said. ÒThereÕs better
things I could be doing than running all over London in the cold.Ó
ÒI didnÕt say anything,Ó
Ringo protested, turning back.
ÒYou donÕt have to, son,Ó
John replied. ÒYour face says it all.Ó
John pressed heavily on
the accelerator and the mini shot forwards, mounting the lawn and knocking over
one of the stone ornaments. ÒOops,Ó John said, shifting the gear stick into
reverse.
ÒHow on earth did you
pass your test?Ó Ringo asked, gripping the door handle for safety.
ÒBloody George, I donÕt
know whatÕs wrong with him lately,Ó John said, as he hiccupped the car down the
road, back towards London and Wimpole street.
ÒSecond,Ó Ringo said.
ÒWhat?Ó
ÒSecond! Second gear!Ó
ÒAlright,Ó John replied,
annoyed. ÒYou wanna drive?Ó
ÒYes!Ó
John ignored him and
shifted the car up a gear. The clutch made a horrible metallic scraping noise.
ÒAnyway,Ó Ringo said.
ÒYou do know whatÕs wrong with
George. IsnÕt that the point of all this?Ó
John shook his head.
ÒHeÕs lost the plot. Gone funny in the head. ItÕs that stupid bird heÕs living
with. SheÕs crazy and George has caught it off her.Ó
ÒYou hardly know her,Ó
Ringo said quietly.
ÒShe threw a knife at my
head when we were in America!Ó
ÒYeah, well, John, you
often make people want to throw things at you. And it was a spoon. Not a
knife.Ó
ÒSheÕs still out of her
tree.Ó
Ringo didnÕt reply for a
moment, and then said, ÒI donÕt really know.Ó
ÒYou know enough,Ó John
snorted. ÒShe shows up on the scene, then suddenly PattieÕs out and sheÕs in,
and George is acting odd and accusing Paul ofÉ allsorts.Ó
ÒTheyÕll work it out.Ó
Ringo tried to make it sound like a statement - a fact - but it came out more
like a question.
ÒDo youÉ which one do you
believe?Ó John asked. ÒPaul or George?Ó
Ringo looked at him. It had
been the first time anyone of them had talked about it openly. Even between him
and John.
ÒWeÕre not supposed to
know about that,Ó Ringo said, diplomatically. ÒPaul hasnÕt told us, and neither
has George.Ó
ÒYeah, well its hard to
avoid when its all over those gossip columns. IÕve got Cynthia reading me bits
of it every morning over me cornflakes.Ó
Ringo nodded silently.
ÒGeorge hasnÕt said ewt
cozÉ George is George, isnÕt he? Too proud, thatÕs his problem,Ó John
continued.
ÒHe probably doesnÕt want
to air all his dirty laundry in public, does he?Ó
ÒPublic? ItÕs us. DonÕt you think we have a right to know if theyÕre
breaking up the band between them?Ó
ÒIt wonÕt come to that.Ó
ÒWonÕt it? Its girls,
yÕknow, Ring. Its always girls, cominÕ between people, yer mates.Ó
ÒThereÕs been birds
before.Ó
ÒYeah, back in Liverpool
or whatever, but they werenÕtÉ they werenÕt as important. Know what I mean?Ó
John looked at him, taking his eyes from the road, and his concentration from
the steering wheel. ÒGeorge was living with Pattie, wasnÕt he? That was pretty serious. You ever known George
to be like that over a girl before?Ó
ÒNo.Ó Ringo agreed.
ÒWatch the road for Gods sakeÕs John!Ó
John righted the car from
its drift towards the gutter. ÒNo,Ó he said. ÔAnd Paul, why hasnÕt he said ewt,
eh?Ó
ÒI donÕt know.Ó
ÒMe neither. I know if
George had accused me, IÕd be fuckinÕ livid. WouldnÕt you? WouldnÕt you be
shouting yer innocence from the rooftops, eh? And what about Jane? She acts
like she doesnÕt even know, but she must. She must have heard something.Ó
ÒI donÕt know,Ó Ringo
repeated, quieter. John was right though, he knew. They were in a crisis. Not
just as a band, but all of them, as friends too.
ÒWell, neither do I,Ó
John said. ÒBut whereÕs thereÕs smokeÉÓ
ÒPaul,Ó Ringo said
suddenly.
ÒWhat?Ó
ÒPaul. I believe Paul.Ó
Ringo hoped he meant it, though he wasnÕt really sure. But it had to be true.
For the sake of all of them, Paul had to be telling the truth. The alternative
was too horrible to even consider.
ÒGood,Ó John said. ÒMe
too. Paul wouldnÕt do something like that. I know heÕs had loads of girls and
that, but he wouldnÕt do that to George. And I canÕt see Pattie doinÕ the dirty
either.Ó
ÒNo,Ó Ringo said firmly.
ÒNo, I canÕt either. Has anyone spoken to her?Ó Pattie, he thought, she wouldnÕt. She didnÕt seem the type.
ÒTo Pattie?Ó
Ringo nodded. John
shrugged.
ÒDunno. She hasnÕt been
round ours. I havenÕt seen her in months.Ó
Ringo shook his head.
ÒPerhaps someone should ask her what she thinks.Ó
ÒHeÕs not here,Ó John
said and Ringo looked up. They were outside the Asher home in Wimpole Street
already. ÒNo car,Ó John explained. ÒUnless George has parked it off road
somewhere.Ó
They got out of the car
and walked up the steps to the front door, pulling their coats around them
against the cold wind as they waited. After a moment, Paul opened the door. He
had his usual welcoming smile as he met them, but when he saw it was John and
Ringo, the smile froze.
ÒHello,Ó he said. ÒWhat
are you two doing here?Ó
ÒBloody carol singing,
whatcha think?Ó John said, nearly shoving Paul out of the way to get into the
warmer hall.
Paul reluctantly opened
the door wider for Ringo to follow and closed it behind him. ÔHave you heard
from George?Ó Ringo asked. John had already taken his coat off and flung it
over the stairs banister. Ringo slipped his off as well.
ÒNo. Why? WhatÕs
happened?Ó Paul replied.
ÔHe rang John, earlier
today. Said we should all meet up tonight, but we went round his house and
thereÕs no one there.Ó
ÒMeet up for what?Ó Paul
said. ÒWeÕre not booked in the studio tilÉÓ
ÒFor ÔtalkingÕ,Ó John
said, cutting him off. ÒÕSort things outÕ, thatÕs what he said.Ó
ÒOh,Ó Paul said. ÒWell,
no, he hasnÕt been here.Ó
ÒAh well, happen we need
a chat anyway,Ó John said.
ÒErm, yes, I guess so,Ó
Paul said, hesitantly.
John shot Ringo a glance.
ÒSo cÕmon Paulie, whereÕs your manners? ArenÕt you going to offer us a drink?
Or are we gonna stand in the hall all night?Ó
ÒYeah,Ó Paul said. ÒEr,
cup of tea?Ó
ÒTea? In this weather?
CanÕt you stretch to something a bit stronger? Me and Ringo nearly caught our
deaths coming here tonight.Ó
ÒI think thereÕs some
scotch left,Ó Paul said wearily and walked towards the kitchen.
John hung back and caught
hold of RingoÕs arm. ÒWhatÕs up with him?Ó he said in a whisper.
Ringo shrugged.
ÒYou uh, you canÕt stay
long though, lads,Ó Paul called from the kitchen. Ringo walked to the doorway.
Paul pulled a half bottle of scotch down from the top of one of the cupboards.
ÒJaneÕs parentÕs will be home soon. You know how it is.Ó
ÒWeÕre not stopping
long,Ó John said, behind Ringo. ÒLooks like snow outside.Ó
ÒAlright then,Ó Paul
checked his watch. ÒUnless you wanna go out somewhere? We could do that?Ó
ÒNo,Ó John said. ÒWe
wonÕt be able to talk properly if we go somewhere.Ó
ÒYou alright, Paul?Ó
Ringo asked.
ÒYeah. Why wouldnÕt I
be?Ó Paul said, sounding a little defensive.
ÒWell, its justÉ you
donÕt seem very happy to see us, thatÕs all,Ó
ÒOh. No, sorry,Ó Paul
said, finding some glasses. ÒItÕs just - its JaneÕs parentÕs house. You know
how it is,Ó he repeated.
Ringo and John exchanged
looks again. Paul pushed them through to the living room and sat in the
armchair. John and Ringo took either end of the sofa, Ringo seated between the
two of them. For a moment the three of them stared into the flames of the small
coal fire, which heated the room
ÒSo, what is it you
wanted to talk about?Ó Paul asked, breaking the silence.
ÒGeorge,Ó John said.
ÒOh,Ó Paul said, with a
tinge of sadness. ÒYeah.Ó
ÒDid you shag Pattie?Ó
John said.
ÒJohn!Ó Ringo said,
staring at him.
ÒWhat?Ó John said. ÒYou
heard him. JaneÕs parents will be home soon. We havenÕt time to beat about the
bush.Ó
ÒHe means,Ó Ringo turned
to Paul. ÒThereÕs been a lot of animosity between you and George, hasnÕt there?
YouÕve fallen out?Ó
ÒFallen out? Ringo,
George says Pattie ran off with Paul!Ó John said.
ÒGeorge said that?Ó Paul asked quietly.
ÒWell, no, but you know
what heÕs like. Besides, itÕs in the papers.Ó
ÒThe tabloids,Ó Ringo
said. ÒNot even that, News of the World. Rags.Ó
ÒNo,Ó said Paul.
ÒNo you havenÕt fallen
out with George or no you havenÕt shagged Pattie?Ó John asked, with a grin.
Ringo looked at him. ÒCan
you stop for one minute?Ó he said.
ÒI havenÕt done anything
with Pattie,Ó Paul said, flatly.
ÒWe didnÕt think you
had,Ó Ringo said kindly.
ÒWhy didnÕt you say
anything then?Ó John said, serious now.
ÒSay what?Ó
ÒSomething. Anything. You
and George are hardly speaking. George goes home early from America, rarely
turns up to the studio, and its not like we donÕt need the lead guitar, is it?Ó
ÔI can play onÉÓ
ÒWeÕre not here to talk
about the fucking album.Ó
ÒJohn,Ó Ringo said,
waving him to calm down.
ÒI mean,Ó John said. ÒI
mean, we have to sort this out, once and for all.Ó
ÒWe need George here for
that.Ó
ÒHe might be on his way,Ó
John said, sitting back in his seat, stretching his legs out and lifting his
glass to his lips.
ÒWhat?Ó Paul said. ÒHere?
George is coming here?Ó
ÒHopefully,Ó Ringo said.
Paul looked very pale
suddenly. ÒYouÕll have to go,Ó he said. ÒYouÕre gonna have to go.Ó
ÒHold on,Ó John said.
ÒWeÕve just got here.Ó
ÒNo, now, out!Ó Paul
said, standing up. His voice went up an octave.
ÒWhat?Ó John asked,
flummoxed for once.
ÒNow!Ó Paul yelled.
ÒPaul, whatÕs up?Ó
ÒNothing,Ó Paul snapped,
but then collapsing back into the chair, said, ÒHow could he think that I would
do that to him?Ó
Ringo sat forward.
ÒGeorge isÉ George is going through something at the moment,Ó he said. ÒHeÕs
split up with Pattie and heÕs looking for someone to blame other than himself.Ó
ÒI havenÕt doneÉ
anything,Ó Paul said. ÒIÕve never touched Pattie.Ó
ÒYeah, we know,Ó Ringo
patted PaulÕs forearm. ÒDonÕt we John?Ó he asked, looking round at him.
ÒYeah,Ó John said,
gruffly. ÒCourse we do, mate.Ó
Paul looked at Ringo and
then to John. ÒIÕve wanted to talk to you two about it,Ó he said. ÒBut George
didnÕt want me to say anything, and I thoughtÉ I thought you might not believe
me. I was just trying to please GeorgeÉÓ
ÒGeorge?Ó Ringo asked.
ÒHeÕsÉ I donÕt know what
he is, but he doesnÕt want all this
talked about. In America, thatÕs the only time heÕs said anything. When we were
in Los Angeles. That night before Grace turned up.Ó
ÒWhy didnÕt you think
weÕd believe you?Ó John said.
Paul shrugged. ÒGeorge
has evidence, he reckons.Ó
ÒWhat ÔevidenceÕ?Ó
ÒLetters. Letters IÕm
supposed to have written to Pattie. IÕve never written to her in my life.Ó
ÒHave you seen them?Ó
John stood up.
ÒNo.Ó
ÒWe need to have this out
with George,Ó John said. ÒThe four of us, once and for all. WhatÕs he playing
at?Ó
Paul managed a weak
smile. ÒYes,Ó he said.
ÒDonÕt worry, Paul,Ó
Ringo said.
ÒCome Ôed, weÕll go and
find him,Ó John said.
Ringo shook his head.
ÒNot tonight, John. We canÕt just descend on him. Besides he wasnÕt home an
hour ago, heÕll probably not be back yet.Ó
JohnÕs mouth twisted in
annoyance. ÒI suppose,Õ he said. ÒTomorrow then. Tomorrow morning, first thing,
all three of us together. I donÕt care what state George is in. He can show us
these bloody letters.Ó
Paul nodded. The clock on
the mantelpiece chimed for half past nine. Paul got up. ÒIÕm sorry,Ó he said,
ÒBut you really are going to have to go. IÕll call you in the morning. First
thing,Ó he repeated looking at John.
ÒAlright,Ó John said and
slapped Paul on the back. ÒItÕll be alright, Paulie. YÕknow George. HeÕs just
being a drama queen.Ó
ÒYeah, cos George is
melodramatic, isnÕt he?Ó Paul said sarcastically and John smiled wryly.
ÒCÕmon, Ritch. LetÕs go
have a drink somewhere, then IÕll drive you home.Ó
ÒYeah,Ó Ringo said,
standing up and smoothing his clothes down. ÒPerhaps we could share a taxi home
instead.Ó He winked at Paul as John feigned offence.
ÒYou,Ó John said as Paul
ushered them into the hallway, Òshould be honoured I even let you into my car!Ó
Paul handed them their
coats from the stairs banister.
ÒWhereÕs Jane tonight?Ó
John asked.
ÒBrighton,Ó Paul said.
ÒTheatre thing.Ó He opened the front door. ÒSorry,Ó he said again. ÒBut theyÕll
be hell to pay if they come back and weÕre up drinking.Ó
Ringo frowned but said
nothing, putting his coat on. The draft from the open door was biting cold.
Winter had definitely arrived.
John stood in the doorway.
Ringo finished the buttons on his coat and made to follow him through the door,
but John didnÕt move.
ÒNothing going on, Paul?Ó
he said.
ÒWhat?Ó Paul said.
ÒYou and Pattie?Ó He was
looking up the road, distractedly.
ÒHavenÕt I just told you?Ó
Paul said confused.
John turned round. His
face was full of anger, taking Ringo by surprise. ÒNothing?Ó he said loudly,
accusingly. ÒYou and GeorgeÕs girlfriend?Ó He prodded Paul in the chest.
ÒJohn?Ó Ringo said,
confused.
ÒNo. What?Ó Paul asked
again, stepping back from the intimidating John, the wall coming up behind him.
ÒJohn, leave him alone,Ó
Ringo said, stepping in front of Paul.
ÒIs that why sheÕs
walking up the road this way?Ó John said, leaning past Ringo. ÒTowards this house, Paul? Just a coincidence? Talk of the devil,
eh?Ó he added, his voice dripping with sarcasm.
Ringo turned to Paul.
Paul looked at him. Pattie was now standing on the bottom step, leading up to
the house, seeing the three of them too late. She stopped, standing there with
a surprised look on her face.
ÒThat why youÕre tryna
get us out of here so fast?Ó John said, his voice getting louder.
ÒI canÉ explainÉÓ Paul
said falteringly.
ÒPaul?Ó Ringo asked,
hardly believing it.
ÒOh, thereÕs nothing that
needs explaining,Ó John said. ÒI understand perfectly. I guess George does
too,Ó he added and lunged at Paul.
Ringo stepped out of the
way almost instinctively. Pattie screamed and ran up the steps. John and Paul
sprawled across the polished, wood hall floor.