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From ÔThe Beatles: The YesterdaysÕ, ed. Duncan Pressinger, 1995. pg. 113

 

                             

                                       March 22nd 1965

The Beatles flew back to London having completed the location shooting in Austria for Help!

 

 

 

March 23rd 1965

 

George reluctantly allowed Pattie to pull him into an upright position on the side of the bed. He rubbed his eyes, still more asleep than awake.

 

ÒYouÕll miss the appointment,Ó Pattie said, trying to hurry him.

 

ÒI donÕt want to go,Ó George whined, like a small child being forced to go to school, ÒCanÕt you go with her?Ó

 

ÒNo. George, you agreed.Ó

 

ÒI know, but that was before I was jet lagged.Ó

 

ÒHung-over.Ó

 

ÒItÕs jetlag,Ó he insisted, trying to lie down again.

 

Pattie stopped him, taking hold of his arm. ÒYou werenÕt jetlagged when you came home, you were rolling drunk!Ó

 

ÒSo I had a few drinks on the plane. So shoot me.Ó

 

ÒDonÕt tempt me,Ó Pattie said, ÒNow, come on. Get dressed.Ó

 

With a moan, George stood up and opened the top draw of the dresser. ÒYÕknow, its not right this,Ó he said, ÒIÕve been away forÉÓ he tried to figure out how long it had been, ÒÉages, and you send me straight off to another woman.Ó

 

ÒGeorge, it was your fault. You said youÕd pay.Ó

 

George snorted, crossing the room to the wardrobe, ÒWhatÕs wrong with the NHS?Ó

 

ÒGeorge,Ó Pattie said warningly, and sat down on the bed.

 

ÒÓShe was fine, anyway. You saw her,Ó he took out the first top that came to hand.

 

ÒWell, you said she was unconscious. And then a few weeks later sheÕs having pain in her back. George, I think you have a duty.Ó

 

ÒYeah, maybe,Ó George agreed begrudgingly.

 

ÒIt could be serious.Ó

 

George pulled his jeans on and searched under the bed for his shoes. ÒHow come youÕre best of friends all of a sudden?Ó he said to the fluff under there.

 

ÒSheÕs nice,Ó Pattie replied, ÒShe came round a lot to keep me company while you were away. Besides, she doesnÕt really know a lot of people in London.Ó

 

George pulled his head out from under the bed, holding one shoe. He stood up in front of Pattie. He bent down and kissed her, surprising her. He put his hand up to the back of her head and leaned back from her, ÒPattieÉÓ he whispered.

 

ÒGeorgeÉÓ

 

ÒDo you know where my other shoe is?Ó

 

 

 

George leaned on his hand, thinking I could have stayed in bed another hour.

 

He was in a small green waiting room, although ÔsmallÕ was perhaps a little generous. Broom cupboard was more appropriate. The waiting room belonged to a Harley Street doctorÕs practice that housed the spine and back specialist they had been waiting to see.

 

Grace sat opposite George in a yellow dress, flicking through a copy of ÔQueenÕ. She had her legs crossed and the skirt of her dress had ridden up her thigh a few inches. It hadnÕt escaped GeorgeÕs attention. He found himself staring when Grace looked up and caught him. She smiled knowingly. George cast his eyes away guiltily.

 

ÒShouldnÕt be too long now,Ó Grace said.

 

ÒNo,Ó George replied, taking his head off his hand.

 

ÒYou know, you really didnÕt need to come with me. I could have forwarded the papers you need to sign.Ó

 

George rolled his eyes inwardly, cursing Pattie.

 

ÒIÕm glad you did, though,Ó Grace added.

 

George smiled.

 

ÒHow was the filming?Ó

 

ÒGood.Ó

 

ÒWas it in Austria this time?Ó

 

ÒYes.Ó

 

ÒDid you do any skiing?Ó

 

George nodded.

 

ÒI havenÕt been skiing since I was a child. We used to go toÉÓ Grace suddenly stopped and looked away. ÒWell, anyway, IÕve probably forgotten how to by now,Ó she said after a pause.

 

The door to the office opened and a middle-aged man in glasses and a suit emerged. George and Grace stood up.

 

ÒMiss Burgess,Ó the man said, ÒIÕm Doctor Kildare.Ó

 

The name made George smile. He tried not to.

 

ÒIf youÕd like to come this way we can get on with it then. Would you like to wait here, Mr. Harrison?Ó

 

George nodded and sat down again. Grace and the doctor went in to the surgery and closed the door. George picked up the magazine Grace had been reading and thumbed through it.

 

He had read about half way through an article on how to do your own French manicure when the doctorÕs door opened again. Grace came out followed by the doctor.

 

ÒIf you see my receptionist, sheÕll arrange you another appointment,Ó the doctor was saying. George stood up again. ÒAh, Mr. Harrison, IÕll fetch you the papers you need.Ó

 

George nodded and the doctor disappeared into another room.

 

ÒAlright?Ó George asked Grace, and instantly wished he hadnÕt as she burst into tears. ÒHey,Ó he said crossing the room to her, ÒitÕs okay.Ó He rubbed her arm, trying to comfort her.

 

ÒItÕs not,Ó she sobbed and moved towards him, resting her head on his chest.

 

Unsure what to do, George put his arms around her, ÒWhy? What did he say?Ó

 

ÒIÕve got to have tests and all sorts of horrible things,Ó she said, slightly muffled by GeorgeÕs body.

 

ÒWell, itÕll be alright,Ó George soothed, ÒDonÕt worry, weÕll sort you out.Ó

 

ÒI might have to have an operation,Ó Grace said, ÒOr I might end up in a wheelchair.Ó

 

ÒReally?Ó George asked, holding her back from him, ÒGrace, it canÕt be that bad.Ó

 

ÒYou never can tell with spinal injuries, Mr. Harrison,Ó said the doctor, re-entering with a handful of papers. ÒYou do want the best treatment for Miss Burgess, donÕt you?Ó

 

ÒYes, of course,Ó George said, as Grace dried her eyes, ÒMoneyÕs not a problem. ItÕs just, she didnÕt seem that badly hurt.Ó

 

ÒThese things often donÕt present themselves straight away, it can be years after theÉ accident, in some cases,Ó Doctor Kildare explained.

 

George wasnÕt too keen on the way he said the word ÔaccidentÕ. ÒWell, youÕre the specialist,Ó he said hostile, ÒAre those for me?Ó

 

ÒAh, yes.Ó The doctor passed George the papers he was holding.

 

George looked through them briefly and signed where he was told. ÒIs that all?Ó he said, handing them back to the doctor.

 

ÒYes, for now, thank you, Mr. Harrison,Ó Doctor Kildare smiled at him, ÒIÕll see you soon, Miss Burgess.Ó

 

ÒYes, thank you, doctor.Ó

 

The doctor disappeared again into his office. George watched him. ÒI donÕt like him,Ó he said to Grace, ÒDid you thing he was insinuatingÉÓ

 

ÒOh George, can we go, please?Ó Grace said plaintively, ÒI canÕt stand this place any longer.Ó

 

George nodded and held the door open for her.

 

ÒIÕm sorry George,Ó Grace said, as they walked towards the car, ÒDoctor Kildare asked how I might have hurt my back and I told him about the accident. I didnÕt think. I havenÕt got you into any trouble, have I?Ó

 

ÒNo, itÕs all confidential what you tell quacks, isnÕt it?Ó George said, looking ahead.

 

ÒOh good, I would hate to do that, after youÕve been so nice to me.Ó

 

George nodded, only half listening. Grace slipped her hand in to GeorgeÕs. George looked down at her, surprised. She squeezed it, ÒIÕm so glad I met you, George,Ó she said.

 

ÒUh, yeah, me too,Ó George said and took his hand away, putting it into his pocket.

 

They reached the car and George unlocked it.

 

ÒShall I take you home, then?Ó he asked, ÒI think I remember the way,Ó he smiled.

 

ÒOh, erÉ yes, I suppose so.Ó Grace put her seatbelt on.

 

ÒYou donÕt sound so sure,Ó George said, joking.

 

ÒNo,Ó Grace said, flatly, ÒItÕs justÉ oh, it doesnÕt matter.Ó

 

ÒWhat?Ó George asked.

 

ÒJust Roger, itÕs nothing.Ó

 

ÒYouÕre still quarrelling, eh?Ó George started the car.

 

ÒYes, sort of,Ó Grace said, turning away.

 

ÒWell, the path to true loveÉÓ George said flippantly and pulled out into the traffic.