I Am

Never felt so I alive
I've never had to run and hide
The things I want I cannot
Have the things I need are
All so bad what you say
I could've been I am
You could've been you are
My best excuse is that I'm
Drained from everything
The keeps me sane my sickness
Keeps me in control from
Everything you'll never know
Does it make you happy
Does it make you mad
Why am I still laughing
Look at what you had
Does it make you feel good
Does it make you sick
That you knew that I would
Be the one to trip
No Control