(C. Dusel) The city's painted with concrete, and I could walk down any street, but only one will bring me home. I've come to find as I press on, the emptiness is all but gone, walking off the days when I was alone. Can I tell you what's been on my mind? Wont take more than a minute of your time. Does everybody die someday? Because I don't want to hear you say... This is what I am, and what I'll always be. I can't hear my own heart beating inside of me. Well I don't understand what you believe. I'll just pray some day you say. It's what I used to be. (C. Dusel) There's a place where I forget. I need a perfect love to bring me there. It's not far, just a face to face away. Mold me make me, build me up today. If you're so alive, why do you keep on singing the same song? And if you fit in then why don't you belong? A picture of your past lies on the floor and I can't take this anymore. (J. Dalbo) I've been called many things. Sometimes the words they sting. Just when I had it making sense. To myself I put up a fence. Will you be there? Will you always care? Been looking for someone true. Someone just like you. Now I'm here all alone. Nothing left on my own. Will you take me still. Nothing left but my will. All alone, nowhere to go, what's left now I don't know. (J. Dalbo) I saw you sitting, you were waiting all by yourself. I can't describe it, when I saw you, exactly how I felt. When I tried to the words they fell silent. Emotions were stirring my heartbeat was violent. I'll tell you someday, maybe you'll be mine. I'll write you some way, who knows what we'll find. I regretted not taking that seat by your side. I was a fool, so very foolish, what could change the tide? (C. Dusel) You and I are like when worlds collide. At least that's what they say, who cares anyway? Us vs them it's how its always been and how will it end, if not now then when? Everybody needs a friend to fall on now and then, and put a one way over your dead end. I'm not qualified, I could never justify the red light covering your 65. Just don't get left behind. They say we're always in the way and time is a cure, I'm not so sure. Us vs them it's how it's always been and how will it end, if not now then when? (C. Dusel) I've read between the lines. A different picture every time. It starts off old but somehow ends brand new. I'm at the starting line, to give this one more try. Who knows how long before I run to you. Then i cry out... I'm not changing. You think you cry alone. A lonely star surrounded by unknown. You're so small you can't see anything. And now you're burning out, a final spark and then you fade out. How long Lord, how long? Until you burn my very soul. Come and make me whole.` (C. Dusel) Lost again, now nowhere feels like home. Before you go, there's one thing you should know, that we're not handling this well. Hard decisions your lack of vision. You wouldn't let it die so goodbye? We're not handling this well. I'll smile you'll say, what's wrong with you today? No response no reply. If I learned from every mistake I made, then I know I'd never have to say that we're not handling this well. (C. Dusel) Yesterday, I turned and walked away. Felt my head fall down in shame. The sky breaks, through the haze I see your face. Drawing closer as I race to you. Even in the clouds I see your face. By your grace you forget what I have done. As the clouds turn to black, take me back. Don't let me be what I've become. (J. Dalbo/C. Dusel) I read the obituaries today. Just to make sure that I didn't see my name. Spilled my cup of sin, watched as it soaked in to the front page. Bleeding a stain bleeding my name. Who am I to doubt God's plan? Even when I don't understand what I'm going through right now. I know he'll show me how. But I'll be myself because I don't know anything else. (C. Dusel) It's all in your head, I think that's what he said to me that day. It's all that I am, when will you understand, what I'm saying? We're moving fast and I can't slow down, my heart's like glass when it hits the ground. It's all that I am when will you understand what I'm saying? But if you hold me, and say you'll never leave my side. It would be easy, next time you say goodbye. (C. Dusel) I've made my mind up this time. I can't push away and I don't know why. We've known this all along, holding on until it's gone. Never wanted to be friends now I don't want this to end. It's so hard to understand. Babydoll, did you believe me when I told you that I'm half crazy? Said all I can, will you still listen. When this is over I'll be missing you. (J. Dalbo) I'm confused with time and you. Please show me, show me what to do. I don't think that I will be alright I can't see. Tell me what you know. Show me where to go. I'm so used with hopes and dreams. Please tell me it's not what it seems. |