Need To

I, I'm confused. I hate myself for wanting to give in to needing your help.

Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch.

Outside, I know you but, inside, I'm fucked.

an you see in me? Skin cold from touch.

Each day confronted with what I have done.

You pull me closer, I push you away.

You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain.

I hate you.

Why are you taken?

I loved you.

Why do I feel so helpless?

Why's it you?

Ripping my insides each time I'm with you.

Why, oh why do I cry? Why do I really need to?

Why?

Why?

Why?

Why? Fuck you bitch!

need to, need to, need to...

Fuck... fuck... fuck... fuck...

I hate you.

Why are you taken?

I loved you.

Why do I feel so helpless?

Why's it you?

Ripping my insides each time I'm with you.

Why, oh why do I cry? Why do I fucking need to? Fuck Slut...