TERROR

This is what you call me...

I STRIKE TERROR AMONG MEN

I can't be bothered with what they think

I bare my cross, my soul, MYSELF

I FORGIVE... BUT I NEVER FORGET

I've been put upon this earth in FEMALE form

But I can handle myself with the best of you

As well as THE WORST

And I often have

I have the right to remain silent

But I choose to SPEAK, SING, SCREAM

I am LIPS, HIPS, TITS...

I AM THE POWER OF A WOMAN

STRONG like music

TRUE like friendship

But without my FRIENDS there would be no music...

ONLY SPOKEN WORD

FUCKER!

I am able to change

So I live without REGRET, without REMORSE only a REMIX

I am DRUNK, I am SOBER

HEAVEN doesn't want me and HELL'S AFRAID I'LL TAKE OVER

Don't bother trying to CENSOR me or SHUT ME UP

Because IT WON'T WORK

I am COLD and DISTANT yet WARM and CLOSE

To those who deserve to see that side of me

PART OF ME... THE HEART OF ME

You find ME so hard to understand in YOUR WORLD

The world you perceive to be so NORMAL

And I know exactly WHO I AM, WHAT I AM and THE WRATH I BRING

The UGLY BEAUTY, the LYING TRUTH

the VIRGIN WHORE... the QUIET STORM

A LOVER, a FIGHTER, a SAINT, a SINNER

a SISTER, a DAUGHTER, OLD SCHOOL...... a BEGINNER

I have decorated myself with LOVE, HATE, TRUTH.... YOU

All of you, BOTH OF YOU, none of you... more than one of you

With LIPS LIKE SUGAR, EYES LIKE MEAT

I've watched MEN come, go and CHEAT

I SLEEP to DREAM and DREAM of SLEEP

I HAD A DREAM JOE

That you were standing in the middle of an open road

I HAD A DREAM JOE

That your hands were raised up to the sky

And your MOUTH WAS COVERED IN FOAM

I've been CRUCIFIED, JUSTIFIED and MORTIFIED by my behaviour

Both FEMININE and MASCULINE I am a CONTRADICTION and JUXTAPOSITION

My RELIEF is my RELEASE and only time will tell

ALL'S WELL that ENDS WELL

I am UNSWEETENED, UNCLEAN.... Been called DRAMA QUEEN

EX GIRLFRIEND, EX MEMBER... the TANTRUM, the TEMPER

I point my finger... TAKE THE BLAME

And this time I WILL OWN THE NAME

Because NOBODY is going to RUIN ME, if I have to I will RUIN MYSELF..

And it will be 'MY RUIN'

FUCKER!

PREACHER

It was a long time ago

Longer now than it seems

A place that perhaps you have seen in your dreams...

Welcome to my world

Is it what you thought it would be?

I'm trapped inside this HELL

Between BLOOD QUEEN and PURGATORY

A COOP filled covered hall

A tattooed BABYDOLL

I've got the DEVIL in my corner

And JESUS on my wall

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Today is an OATMEAL day

I feel like a MONSTER BABE

PREACHER save me with your call

And I will be your LITTLE MISS SCAREALL

One eye's GREEN and one eye's BLUE

DEMONS, ANGELS a LOVE that's TRUE

Catch me as I start to fall

Let me be your LITTLE MISS SCAREALL

HALLOWEEN is over

But I will keep you SCARED

Take you to the FRIGHT SIDE

I know you'll come prepared

By your DEADLY NIGHTSHADE

Turn your CHRISTMAS black

And you can be my JOHNNY HOMICIDAL MANIAC

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FORGIVE me PREACHER

For I have SINNED

It's been 3 weeks since my FIRST CONFESSION

I AM THE ONE... hiding under your BED

My TEETH are SHARP, my LIPS are RED

I AM THE ONE.... Hiding under your STAIRS

With SNAKES and SPIDERS in her hair

I feel like a MONSTER BABE

LITTLE MISS SCAREALL

I feel like a MONSTER BABE

TAINTED LOVE

Sometimes I feel I've got to run away

I've got to get away

from the pain that you drive into the heart of me

the love we share seems to go nowhere

and I've lost my light

for I toss and turn I can't sleep at night

Once I ran to you

now I'll run from you

this tainted love you've given

I give you all a girl could give you

take my tears and that's not nearly all

tainted love

Now I know I've got to run away

I've got to get away

you don't really want any more from me

to make things right

you need someone to hold you tight

and you think love is to pray

but I'm sorry I don't pray that way

Once I ran to you

now I run from you

this tainted love you've given

I give you all a girl could give you

take my tears and that's not nearly all

tainted love

Don't touch me please

I cannot stand the way you tease

I love you though you hurt me so

now I'm going to pack my things and go

BLASPHEMOUS GIRL

DRUNK with SIN

SHE sits in her SKIN

Filled with ANGER

FUELED by LIQUOR

DROWNS in DREAMS

With no SAVIOR

From the TRUTH

NOONE can SAVE HER

HE is HER own PERSONAL JESUS

And HE will not be HER last

GOD wants a piece of HER ASS

GOD WANTS A PIECE OF MY ASS...

I AM... A BLASPHEMOUS GIRL

I AM... A BLASPHEMOUS GIRL

I AM... A BLASPHEMOUS GIRL

I AM... A BLASPHEMOUS GIRL

MAGNUM MOUTHED I shoot to KILL

You MURDER ME with LEGS and GUILT

STRANGLE ME... with TRAGIC HANDS

GOD wants a piece of HER ASS

GOD WANTS A PIECE OF MY ASS...

I AM... A BLASPHEMOUS GIRL

I AM... A BLASPHEMOUS GIRL

STAB ME...like a STALKER

RAPE ME... like a HERO

STAB ME... like a STALKER

RAPE ME...and BE MY HERO

BLESS ME DARLING and I will FORGIVE YOU......ELOQUENT and FULL OF GRACE

You SPEAK IN TONGUES behind my back........A DRY LUNG VOCAL MARTYR

I will SUFFER for my LOVER

I will SUFFER for HIS SINS

I will SUFFER for my LOVER

I AM SUFFERING FOR HIM

TORTURE ME with TIMELESSNESS

WORSHIP my face with every KISS

RESURRECTION of my PAIN

Drag me down OUR MEMORY LANE

INTRODUCE me to DEVOTION

Leave me NUMB with no EMOTION

STARS SURROUND YOU when I feel you

YOU look better when I cannot see... you

HONESTY... looks good to you

But LIAR should be your tattoo

CLOSE YOUR EYES

This place is HELL to me and I can NEVER get no SLEEP

There's a DEVIL in my BED with me who's TALK is CHEAP

You feel like HEAVEN to me all I want to do is SLEEP

You're like an ANGEL lyin' next to me you look so SWEET

CLOSE YOUR EYES

And lets pretend

REMEMBER WHY

We're just friends

My TANGLED HAIR will weave a WEB OF LIES within my SHEETS

And in the MORNING I'll be NAILED where he CRUCIFIED ME

Your BLACKENED HAIR will leave a STAIN inside my MIND SO DEEP

And when TOMORROW comes I'll WISH that you would WORSHIP ME

CLOSE YOUR EYES

And let's pretend

REMEMBER WHY

We're just friends

There must be a STORM IN LONDON tonight

Because it's COLD and RAINING hard

My BODY ACHES, my LOVER WAITS, I PICK THE SCABS FROM MY ARMS

There must be a STORM IN LA tonight

Because it's COLD and RAINING hard

I miss YOUR KISS. I miss YOUR FACE, I MISS THE STARS OF YOUR ARMS

The man that I LUST

In HE do I TRUST

For HE IS MY GOD

MY ANTI JESUS

HE IS MY SAVIOR

MY SALVATION

HE leads ME into TEMPTATION

In my HIGHEST HOUR

My LOWEST MOMENT

HE IS MY TORTURE

HE IS MY TORMENT

And I will PRAY FOR HIM

TO REMAIN MY FRIEND

And SAVE ME FROM MY ENEMIES... FOREVER AMEN

This place is HELL to me and I can NEVER get no SLEEP

There's a DEVIL in my BED with me who's TALK IS...CHEAP

ABSOLUTION

I wanna live in THE PRETTY SUN

But DAYLIGHT just makes me NUMB

So I COVER UP my SCARS

With VELVET DRAPES that KILL ROCK STARS

Change my mood

LICK MY WOUNDS

TRUST will lead us to the TRUTH

DROWN myself in MISERY

SLEEP WITH MY ENEMY

DESTROY my DESTINY

Erase the MEMORY... of you

OPEN MYSELF TO REVEAL MY WOUNDS

AND I FIND THE MEMORY OF YOU

I wanna DIE on the DARKEST NIGHT

When there's no one left to FIGHT

fill my bed with LEOPARD FUR

THINK OF YOU INSIDE of HER

SUFFER for my latest SIN

Until I'm HAPPY in my SKIN

OPEN MYSELF TO REVEAL MY WOUNDS

AND I FIND THE MEMORY OF YOU

I ache for you... I ACHE FOR US

I pray for you... I PRAY FOR US

I wait for you... I WAIT

DENY thy LOVER and REFUSE thy NAME.........FIRST, LAST and ALWAYS

DENY thy LOVER and REFUSE thy NAME..........FIRST LAST and ALWAYS

When will YOU tell ME the TRUTH?

When will YOU tell YOU the TRUTH?

When will YOU tell ME the TRUTH?

When will YOU tell YOU...

My revenge on you will not kill you...........It will make you want to KILL YOURSELF

HORRIBLE PAIN (within my heart)

I INVOKE HIM... and he comes to me IN MY DREAMS

DRESSED IN BLACK, HE speaks in a LANGUAGE only I can understand

His HANDS are WARM, his BREATH is HOT

He is THE HORRIBLE PAIN WITHIN MY HEART

My RELIGION, my SANCTUARY, my CHURCH, my SACRIFICE, my CONFESSION

My EXORCISM... MY WORSHIP IN PROGRESS

I have NO OTHER LOVER... NOW until FOREVER

HE IS MAGIC and when HE KISSES ME I can TASTE HIM ON MY LIPS

Like an ELIXIR

Far from INNOCENT

HE IS PURE EVIL

A SINNERS PRAYER... a SAINTS DESIRE

For him I would walk through fire

For him... I HAVE WALKED THROUGH FIRE

To draw him I WANT SO BAD... one gift I'll NEVER HAVE

He drives a STAKE INTO MY SOUL

MAKES ME BLEED, MAKES ME WHOLE

DRINKS me, DEVOURS me, INTOXICATES me...

With his LOVE, HATE, DEVOTION FAITH

As beautiful as JESUS CHRIST

He is as BRUTAL as THE DEPTHS OF HELL

In my dreams I press my mouth against his

And I feel HEAVEN... HORROR... TERROR

He looks at me with that look

I call it his SERIAL KILLER LOOK

Like he wants to FUCK ME and KILL ME all at the same time

It SCARES ME.. it TURNS ME ON

HIS EYES are BROWN

HIS STARE is INTENSE... MEANINGFUL, POWERFUL

maybe that's why HE's so FUCKIN' SCARY... because HE MEANS IT

Sometimes HE TELLS ME HE LOVES ME as he looks at me with that LOOK

Sometimes HE DOESN'T HAVE TO

I've NEVER felt a MAN look at ME LIKE this

It's almost CREEPY.... UNCOMFORTABLE.... SEXY

I guess I know he could never really CHOP OFF MY HANDS........Or could he?

MONSTER

DESTROY ME

As WANT turns to NEED

You MURDER ME

Just to WATCH me BLEED

I live inside... my own MAKE BELIEVE

I SACRIFICE... what you can't see

I'm HISSING MAD

And I'm DRIPPING WET

I have no FATHER

I have no PET

And I'll be DAMNED

The day I die

Your ANTI MUSE

Your ANTI LIE

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CAN I SPEAK?

I will DESTROY

IF I SPEAK

It will DESTROY

HOW I SPEAK...

I will DESTROY

WHEN I SPEAK...

It will DESTROY you

Another LOVER, anther MAN

Another VICTIM of CIRCUMSTANCE

I close my eyes

With NO REGRET

I know your name BABY

But I FORGET

My MOUTH is CRUEL

And my LIPS are mean

I'm DIRTY MINDED

And I'm OBSCENE

But I'll be SAVED

The day I die

I'll be your MUSE

I'll be your LIE

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I see GOD and he's MY FRIEND

But THE DEVIL'S standing next to HIM

HE says MY NAME and I feel so WEAK

Just like a MONSTER who cannot SPEAK

I'm like a MONSTER.... When I SPEAK

Am I a MONSTER... when I SPEAK?

Your just a MONSTER... when we SPEAK

So I'm a MONSTER when I SPEAK... can I SPEAK?

I'll be your MONSTER when we SPEAK and I SPEAK to DESTROY...

SPEAK AND DESTROY.... SPEAK AND DESTROY.....Yeah

SICK WITH IT

Sick with it

Sick with disease

Deny addiction

DOWN ON MY KNEES

Feed my affliction

SCARED TO BELIEVE

My own decisions

EAGER TO PLEASE

Destroyed visions

BREED LIFE

NEED LIFE

BREATH LIFE

KEEP LIFE

LIE AND DECEIVE

With no emotion

FALSE PROMISES

Loss of devotion

SCARRED BY DECEIT

My self destruction

LOVE OBSOLETE

Live in dysfunction

BREED LIFE

NEED LIFE

BREATH LIFE

KEEP LIFE

BLEED LIFE

HEAL LIFE

FEEL LIFE

THE SWEET LIFE

Is all I want...

CAN I BLEED FOR THE RITUAL?

Bleed for it

GOT A NEED FOR THE RITUAL....

CAN I BREATH FOR THE RITUAL?

Breath for it

GOT A NEED FOR THE RITUAL?

SICK WITH IT. Sick with it. SICK WITH IT, sick with it... (repeat)

IT'S INSIDE ME

I feel it growing

NOWHERE TO HIDE

My anger's showing

Repeat chorus

And on this DARK NIGHT OF MY SOUL

I will continue to PRAY FOR US

And try to remember only the good things... THE SWEET LIFE......the sweet life

MY BEAUTIFUL FLOWER

YOUR mouth BLOOMS LIKE A CUT

SWEET and FULL OF SIN

I PRICK MYSELF on your THORNS

And I BLEED WITHIN

YOUR leaves FADE to BROWN

And I WATCH YOU DIE

In MY TORTURE GARDEN

Under BLACK SUNSHINE

MY BEAUTIFUL FLOWER

HE LOVES ME NOT

HE LOVES ME

HE LOVES ME NOT

HE LOVES ME...

OUR LOVE starts to SPOIL

YOUR LIPS BLEED like a ROSE

UNDERNEATH the SOIL

Is where THE EVIL GROWS

YOUR PETALS start to fall

And THE WEEDS ATTACK

In MY TORTURE GARDEN

The BLUE SKY is BLACK

MY BEAUTIFUL FLOWER

HE LOVES ME NOT

HE LOVES ME

HE LOVES ME NOT

HE LOVES ME

YOUR mouth BLOOMS LIKE A CUT

SWEET and FULL OF SIN

I PRICK MYSELF on your THORNS

And I BLEED WITHIN

OUR LOVE starts to SPOIL

YOUR LIPS BLEED like a ROSE

underneath the soil

is where the evil grows

i am earth...you can feel me touch you

hear me breathe...cos its my air that loves you

i am fire...you will feel me burn you

come inside...and i'll be water with you

He loves me...he loves me not

Diavolina

THIS IS A MANTRA...FOR MYSELF

THIS IS A MANTRA...FOR SOMEONE ELSE

THIS IS A MANTRA...SO BE WARNED

HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE A WOMAN SCORNED

SWEETLY

He smiles at me so bright it BURNS me

TONGUE TWISTED SICK WITH WORDS

She'll get what she deserves

SHE GOT WHAT SHE DESERVED!

See me

I LOOK AT YOU SO DEEP THAT SHE FEELS ME

Girl tricks make you believe

BUT SHE STEALS ME

I will be HER disease

DIAVOLINA SCREAMS...

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KEEP ME

So safe inside your SINS are SECRET

I watch you live your life in REGRET

YOU'LL GET WHAT YOU DESERVE!

Sleepy

You CLOSE YOUR EYES but you can't DREAM ME

DIRTY girl so MEAN can't CLEAN me

I will be YOUR disease

DIAVOLINA SCREAMS...

Repeat chorus

And I SWEAR

SACRED as this HEART of MINE

STRONG as the TIES which BIND US

HEAVY as this CROSS

Which I FOREVER BARE

ETERNITY will be the HELL we SHARE

And what you want I DON'T CARE cos it doesn't concern me

THIS IS ABOUT WHAT I NEED

So BLEED as the needle goes in, I'm CREEPING under your SKIN

SOAK you in SICKNESS and SCENT you in SIN

So say YOU LOVE HER and I'LL BELIEVE YOU

But if you CAN'T then you only DECEIVE YOU

I said I LOVE YOU and I DON'T LIE... REMEMBER THAT

Next time YOU KISS ME good-bye

JUNE 10th

Do you remember those words you whispered to me

On that fateful day in Italy Mr. B?

I can hear you singing

FACE ON FIRE

Blue skies, your eyes

MY BEAUTIFUL LIAR

I'm still breathing

YOU CAN'T KISS ME

Kill me darling

I KNOW YOU MISS ME

Can't resist me

CALL ME MISS B.... I LOVE IT WHEN YOU CALL ME MISS B

Can you hear me talking?

CAN YOU SEE ME

Red lights my lips

SHE CAN NEVER BE ME... SHE CAN NEVER BE ME

Now I'm screaming

WHAT CAN I BREAK?

My hearts broken... SILVERLAKE

SAN FRANCISCO, SWITZERLAND, LACUNZA

ENGLAND, BUDAPEST,

MULHOUSE, JUNE 10TH

JUNE 10TH

Do you remember JUNE 10th?

I CAN'T FORGET JUNE 10th....

I remember when we first met

Do you remember or do you forget?

You were so perfect, so pure Like an angel

You were like an ANGEL... AMEN

And I remember thinking... my god

MY GOD HE IS JUST SO BEAUTIFUL

So fuckin' amazing

And every night I would watch you, I WOULD WATCH YOU WATCHING ME

And we swore that nothing would come between us

THAT NO ONE WOULD COME BETWEEN US

Do you remember?

ECSTASY in PARIS... laying down in the middle of the street

In the middle of the night

IN THE CENTER OF YOU

I was humbled by your power, on the 9th plane... 666 ACACIA AVENUE, somewhere in HELL

Diggin' the HELL OUT OF YOU, diggin' the HELL IN YOU... my CO CONSPIRATOR

My EXECUTIONER, my SACRIFICIAL LAMB, my FRIEND, my LOVER, my MARTYR

Are you my ENEMY now? You once asked me" IS EXISTANCE ALL WE SHARE?"... you tell me

When you remember JUNE 10th, DO YOU REMEMBER JUNE 10th

BRIGHT RED SCREAM

You say I'm ANGRY... I guess I SHOULD BE

because it makes me HAPPY

My mind is CREEPY... I guess IT COULD BE

Depends on what you ASK ME

Your are my BRIGHT RED SCREAM

Girl wet dream

You are my BRIGHT RED SCREAM

And when I sleep I dream of you

You say I'm SCARY... I guess I COULD BE

cause when I speak you FEAR ME

My mouth is DIRTY... I guess IT WOULD BE

Pretend you just don't HEAR ME

You are my BRIGHT RED SCREAM

Girl wet dream

You are my BRIGHT RED SCREAM

Nothing is what it will seem...

And I'm your SCARY TEDDY BEAR

LOVE me HATE me... I let you DRIVE ME CRAZY

CRUCIFY me or o you wanna SAVE ME

YES, NO MAYBE... it doesn't matter BABY

You're not so CLEAN that I can't make you wanna SCREAM

SCREAM, SCREAM, SCREAM with me...

BRIGHT RED SCREAM

Girl wet dream

You are my BRIGHT RED SCREAM

SCREAM WITH ME

SCREAM FOR ME

I'm not mean... I'm just not nice

And there's a difference

THANK YOU ARE REMAINING AT A SAFE DISTANCE!

COSMETIC

ELEGANTLY WASTED and I can taste it

Here I sit, trying not to fake this gift

Of the BEAUTY MYTH

I can't help but feel like this

Bored... of the BEAUTY WHORE

Cos my body just wants more

SCARS... and I can feel them

WOUNDS... I can't heal them

RED BRING MY MOUTH TO LIFE

BLACK REVIVE MY HAIR THAT'S DYED

MAKE UP always helps me hide

What I don't like on the outside

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STARLIGHT, STARBRIGHT

First star I see tonight

I wish I may, I wish I might

Have the wish I wish tonight

A BIRTHDAY GIRL

A BROKEN HEART

You name the DRAMA she played the part

Long lost DEMONS leave her GODLESS

Like her powder

Leaves her FLAWLESS

Sugar coated HEART SHAPED POUT

LIPSTICK just DESTORTS her MOUTH

MASCARA puts her eyes to sleep

Cos' BEAUTY'S ONLY SKIN DEEP

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BITCH du jour

Served on a platter

She's so PRETTY

But does it matter

MIRROR MIRROR on the wall

Watch her BREAK and WATCH her fall

STITCH HER SMILE

BRUISE HER KNEES

Walk among her enemies

BLESSED AM I AMONG WOMEN

TO LIVE AND LOVE IN SUCH A BEAUTIFUL TEMPLE

BLESSED AM I AMONG WOMEN

SYCOPHANT

One two freddy's comin' for you

Three four better lock your door

Five six grab your crucifix...

Something WICKED THIS WAY COMES

PREMEDITATED EVIL numbs

Cartoon KIDS crayola SMILES

CHILDREN OF THE KORN FED STYLES

But I don't buy your LIES

I see through your disguise

Don't feel your SCREAMS or CRIES

WHY?...........

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I'm sick of looking so sick I can't

I'm SICK of the SYCOPHANT

Sick of listening so sick I can't

I'm SICK of the SYCOPHANT

I see you BREATHLESS and DERRANGED

A LITTLE GIRL who's acting STRANGE

Trying to SCARE us with your SCREAM

But it's all ROUTINE

And all you do is TAKE

STEAL and IMMITAKE

YOU and what YOU create

YOUR FAKE!.....

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I barely recognize... you in your new disguise

COSMETIC COVERED EYES

Just tell me WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?

You put the MAKE UP on, take the MAKE UP off

SEARCHING TO BE FOUND

But you're so FUCKIN' lost....

Now THE ROAD TO HELL is paved with stones

And some of them are FAKES and CLONES

COUNTERFEITS which SUCK and BLEED US

Wearin' FUCKIN' ADIDAS

But something just ain't right

NO SUBSTANCE ONLY HYPE

With FAITH you GOT THE LIFE that made you rich

And a PUNK ASS BITCH!....

Repeat chorus

Sick of you and anyone like you

sometimes I think I've lost my mind...

or else this whole world's BLIND!