Lyrics
1- Miseria Cantare (The Beginning)
2- The Leaving Song Pt. 2
3- Bleed Black
4- Silver and Cold
5- Dancing Through Sunday
6- Girl's Not Grey
7- Death Of Seasons
8- The Great Disappointment
9- Paper Airplanes (Makeshift Wings)
10- This Celluloid Dream
11- The Leaving Song
12- ...But Home Is Nowhere
**This Time Imperfect**
Love your hate, your faith lost.
You are now one of us.
Love your hate, your faith lost.
You are now one of us.
Nothing from nowhere, I'm no one at all.
Radiate, recognize one silent call.
As we all form one dark flame... Incinerate.
Nothing from nowhere, I'm no one at all.
Radiate, recognize one silent call.
As we all form one dark flame.
As we all form one dark flame.
As we all...
Love your hate, your faith lost.
You are now one of us.
Love your hate, your faith lost.
You are now one, one of us.
Don't waste your touch, you won't feel anything.
Or were you sent to save me?
I've thought too much, you won't find anything...
Worthy of redeeming.
Yo he estado aquí muchas veces antes y regreso.
To... break down, and cease all feeling.
Burn now, what once was breathing.
Reach out, and you may take my heart away.
Imperfect cry, and scream in ecstasy.
So what befalls the flawless?
Look what I've built, it shines so beautifully.
Now watch as it destroys me
Y regreso aquí otra vez y comienzo.
To... break down, and cease all feeling.
Burn now, what once was breathing.
Reach out, and you may take my heart away.
Break down, and cease all feeling.
Burn now, what once was breathing.
Reach out, and you may take my heart away.
I left it all behind, and never said goodbye.
I left it all behind, and never said goodbye.
I left it all behind, and never said goodbye.
I left it all to die.
I saw its birth, I watched it grow.
I felt it change me.
I took the life, I ate it slow.
Now it consumes me.
I... break down, and cease all feeling.
Burn now, what once was breathing.
Reach out, and you may take my heart away.
Break down, and cease all feeling.
Burn now, what once was breathing.
Reach out, and you may take my heart away.
... Heart away.
I am exploring the inside, I find it desolate.
I do implore these confines, now, as they penetrate, "recreate me".
I'm hovering throughout time, I crumble in these days.
I crumble, I cannot, I cannot find reflection in these days.
(If you listen) Listen, listen.
(Listen close) Beat by beat.
(You can hear when the heart stops) I saved the pieces.
(When it broke) And ground them all to dust.
I am destroyed by the inside, I disassociate.
I hope to destroy the outside, it will alleviate and elevate me.
Like water flowing into lungs, I'm flowing through these days.
As morphine tears through deadened veins, I'm numbing in these days.
So...
(If you listen) Listen, listen.
(Listen close) Beat by beat.
(You can hear when the heart stops) I saved the pieces.
(When it broke) And ground them all to dust.
I know what died that night, it can never be brought back to life.
Once again, I know.
I know I died that night and I'll never be brought back to life.
Once again, I know.
(If you listen) Listen, listen.
(Listen close) Beat by beat.
(You can hear when the heart stops) I saved the pieces.
(When it broke) And ground them all to dust.
So...
(If you listen) Listen, listen.
(Listen close) It dies beat by beat.
(You can hear when the heart stops) I saved the pieces.
(When it broke) And ground them all to dust.
I... I came here by day, but I left here in darkness.
And found you, found you on the way.
And now, it is silver and silent, it is silver and cold.
You, in somber resplendence, I hold.
Your sins into me.
Oh, my beautiful one.
Your sins into me.
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer.
And I'll beg for forgiveness.
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me.
Oh, my beautiful one.
Light, like the flutter of wings, feel your hollow voice rushing into me,
as you're longing to sing.
So I... I will paint you in silver, I will wrap you in cold.
I will lift up your voice as I sink.
Your sins into me.
Oh, my beautiful one, now.
Your sins into me.
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer.
And I'll beg for forgiveness.
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me.
Cold in life's throws, I'll fall asleep for you.
Cold in life's throws, I only ask you turn away.
Cold in life's throws, I'll fall asleep for you.
Cold in life's throws, I only ask you turn.
As they seep... into me, oh, my beautiful one, now.
Your sins into me.
Oh, my beautiful one.
Your sins into me.
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer.
And I'll beg for forgiveness.
(Your sins into me).
Your sins into me... oh.
Your sins into me.
Oh, my beautiful one, now.
Your sins into me.
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer.
And I'll beg for forgiveness.
(Your sins into me) Your sins into...
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me.
Oh, my beautiful one.
Will you join me in this dance, this dance of misery?
Cradled in imposs... impossibility?
Swooning, I am swept away.
Swept off my feet, with step by step by step.
We take the lead as drop by drop, we start... to bleed.
(Oh, we dance in misery).
And we dance on, and we dance on.
(Oh, we dance in misery).
All lost in the arms of our misery, oh<.BR>
(Oh, we dance in misery).
And we dance on, and we dance on.
Swept off our feet by our misery, we're swept into the shadows.
Will you lend yourself to beauty that will horrify?
Let me hide within your black, the still inside your eyes.
Deafened, caught within a cry.
So sensual, as step by step by step, I seperate.
As breath to breath, as I... suffocate.
(Oh, we dance in misery).
And we dance on, and we dance on.
(Oh, we dance in misery).
All lost in the arms of our misery, oh.
(Oh, we dance in misery).
And we dance on, and we dance on.
Swept off our feet by our misery, we're swept into the shadows
So who will follow? Who is the lead?
I know I'll leave a stain, because I bleed.
As we dance, we all dance.
We all... have no chance in this horrid romance.
(Oh, we dance in misery).
And we dance on, and we dance on.
(Oh, we dance in misery).
All lost in the arms of our misery, oh.
(Oh, we dance in misery).
And we dance on, and we dance on.
Swept off our feet by our misery, we're swept into the shadows.
Swept off our feet by our misery, we're swept into the shadows.
I'll lay me down tonight.
Much further down.
Swim in the calm tonight.
This art does drown.
(What follows) me as the whitest lace of light.
(Will swallow whole) just begs to be imbrued?
What follows has lead me to this place.
where I belong, with all erased.
All insects sing tonight.
The coldest sound.
I'd send God's grace tonight.
Could it be found?
(What follows) me as the whitest lace of light.
(Will swallow whole) just begs to be imbrued?
What follows has lead me to this place
where I belong, with all erased?
I'll lay me down tonight.
Much further down.
Watch stars go out tonight.
On sinking ground.
I'll lay me down, I'll lay me down.
(What follows) me as the whitest lace of light.
(Will swallow whole) just begs to be imbrued?
What follows has lead me to this place.
Where I belong, with all erased.
What follows will swallow whole.
What follows will swallow whole.
Of late, it's harder just to go outside.
To leave this deadspace with hatred, so alive.
Writhing with sickness, thrown into banality, I decay.
Killed by the weakness, but forced to return, turn it off.
I watch the stars as they fall from the sky.
I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying.
I feel the fallen stars encircle me now, as they cry.
Out there so quickly grows malignant tribes.
Posthuman extinction excels unrecognized.
Feeling surrounded, so bored with mortality, I decay.
All of this hatred is ing real, turn it on... yeah.
I watch the stars as they fall from the sky.
I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying.
I feel the fallen stars encircle me now, as they cry.
It won't be all right despite what they say.
Just watch the stars tonight as they, as they disappear, disintegrate.
And I disintegrate 'cause this hate is ing real.
And I hope to shade the world as stars go out and I disintegrate.
I can remember a place I used to go.
Chrysanthemums of white, they seemed so beautiful.
I can remember, I searched for the amaranth.
I'd shut my eyes... to see.
Oh, how I smiled then, so near the cherished ones.
I knew they would appear... saw not a single one.
Oh, how I smiled then, waiting so patiently.
I'd make a wish... and bleed.
While I waited I was wasting away.
While I waited I was wasting away.
I can remember... dreamt them so vividly.
Soft creatures draped in white, light kisses gracing me.
I can remember when I first realized.
Dreams were the only place to see them.
While I waited I was wasting away.
While I waited I was wasting away.
While I waited I was wasting away.
Hope was wasting away.
Faith was wasting away.
I was wasting away.
I never, never wanted this.
I always wanted to believe.
I never, never wanted this.
How could I have become?.
I never, never wanted this.
But from the start I'd been deceived.
I never, never wanted this.
How could I have become?
I never, never wanted this.
I always wanted to believe.
I never, never wanted this.
I never, never wanted this.
But from the start I'd been deceived.
I never, never wanted this.
Inside a crumbling effigy.
But you promised.
So dies all innocence.
But you promised me.
While I waited I was wasting away.
While I waited I was wasting away.
While I waited I was wasting away.
Hope was wasting away.
Faith was wasting away.
I was wasting away.
Raise high monolithic statues so fragile as they fall.
I am ever enthralled.
Gaze, lie and smirk in time, your arrogance will suit you well.
'Til fashion is dispelled.
As waves of plastic fame go out of fashion.
You're going out, going out forever unknown.
These waves of plastic fame go out of fashion.
You're going out, going out forever unknown.
From above a rain of ashes descends.
Anathema I will remain, forever will remain.
From below, in my seclusion.
Look up to the sky to see paper wings and watch them burn.
Without habitation, you'll never find a soul inside.
No life, but nothing's died.
No lights, but quite the show (Just as long as no one ever knows
all motion is pantomime).
As waves of plastic fame go out of fashion.
You're going out, going out forever unknown.
These waves of plastic fame go out of fashion.
You're going out, going out forever unknown.
From above a rain of ashes descends.
Anathema I will remain, forever will remain.
From below, in my seclusion.
Look up to the sky to see paper wings and watch them burn.
Dancing in the rain of descending ash.
Dancing on your grave, I'll see you all falling.
Dancing in the rain of descending ash.
Dancing in your dust, I'll see you all falling.
I'd stop it, had you a heart.
I'd stop it, had you a heart.
From above a rain of ashes descends.
Anathema I will remain, forever will remain.
From below, in my seclusion.
Look up to the sky to see paper wings and watch them burn.
Calling tears from deep inside, oh, you're so exquisite.
And in the mirror, all midnight eyes.
Oh, if I could remain, but it's just a visit.
All midnight eyes read "vacancy".
Twisted, twisting.
To the lovely dancing lights, I begged, "May I cut in?".
But they never stopped playing "their song".
Of a joyous song the sing, I've heard whispers.
On a freezing note, I resonate.
Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end.
Just like a memory, it twists me.
Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end.
Twist... twisting me.
You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic.
Onto the melting boy, and melt away.
You light as gently, you're so cinematic.
Bathed in your radiance, I melt.
In the glitter, in the dark, sunk into velvet.
Praying this will never end.
In the shadow of a star, in static pallor.
I realized I never began.
Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end.
Just like a memory, it twists me.
Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end.
Twist... twisting me.
You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic.
Onto the melting boy, and melt away.
You light as gently, you're so cinematic.
Bathed in your radiance, I melt.
All the colours upon leaving, all will turn to grey.
All the colours upon leaving, all will turn to grey.
(All grey) All the colours (All grey) upon leaving.
(All grey) all will turn to grey.
(All grey) All the colours (All grey) upon leaving.
(All grey) all will turn to grey... grey...
You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic.
Onto the melting boy, and melt away.
You light as gently, you're so cinematic.
Bathed in your radiance.
You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic.
You land as lightly as the new snow, and melt away.
You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic.
Bathed in your radiance, I melt.
Walked away, heard them say,
"poison hearts will never change, walk away again".
Turned away in disgrace.
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within.
It's hard to notice gleaming from the sky.
When you're staring at the cracks.
It's hard to notice what is passing by with eyes lowered.
You... walked away, heard them say<.BR> "Poisoned hearts will never change, walk away again".
All the cracks they lead right to me.
And all the cracks will crawl right through me.
All the cracks, they lead right to me.
And all the cracks will crawl right through me, and I fell apart.
As I... walked away, heard them say,
"poisoned hearts will never change".
Walked away again.
Turned away in disgrace.
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within.
Twenty-six years and seems like I've just begun.
To understand my, my intimate is no one.
When the director sold the show, who bought its last rights?.
They cut the cast, the music, and the lights.
This is my line, this is eternal.
How did I ever end up here?
Discarnate, preternatural.
My prayers to disappear.
Absent of grace, marked as infernal.
Ungranted in dead time left me disowned.
To this nature, so unnatural.
I remain alone.
Twenty-six years end, still speaking in these tongues.
Such revelations while understood by no one.
When the new actor stole the show, who questioned his grace?
Please clear the house of ill-aquired taste.
This is my line, this is eternal.
How did I ever end up here?
Discarnate, preternatural.
My prayers to disappear.
Absent of grace, marked as infernal.
Ungranted in dead time left me disowned.
To this nature, so unnatural.
I remain alone.
Give me something, give me something.
Give me something, give me something.
Give me something, give me something real.
I lay strewn across the floor, can't solve this puzzle.
Everyday another small piece can't be found.
I lay strewn across the floor, pieced up in sorrow.
The pieces are lost, these pieces don't fit.
Pieced together incomplete and empty.
This is my line, this is eternal.
How did I ever end up here?.
Discarnate, preternatural.
My prayers to disappear.
Absent of grace, marked as infernal.
Ungranted in dead time left me disowned.
To this nature, so unnatural.
I remain alone.
This is my line, this is eternal.
How did I end up here?
Discarnate, preternatural.
My prayers to disappear.
Absent of grace, marked as infernal.
Ungranted in dead time left me disowned.
To this nature, so unnatural.
I remain alone.
I cannot leave here, I cannot stay.
Forever haunted, more than afraid.
Asphyxiate on words I would say.
I'm drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue.
There are no flowers, no, not this time.
There will be no angels gracing the lines, just these stark words I find.
I'd show a smile but I'm too weak.
I'd share with you, could I only speak, just how much this hurts me.
I cannot stay here, I cannot leave.
Just like all I loved, I'm make believe<.BR>
Imagined heart, I disappear.
Seems... no one will appear here and make me real.
There are no flowers, no, not this time.
There will be no angels gracing the lines, just these stark words I find.
I'd show a smile but I'm too weak.
I'd share with you, could I only speak, just how much this hurts me.
I'd tell you how it haunts me.
I'd tell you how it haunts me.
Cuts through my day and sinks into my dreams.
I'd tell you how it haunts me.
Cuts through my day and sinks into my dreams.
You don't care that it haunts me.
There are no flowers, no, not this time.
There will be no angels gracing the lines, just these stark words I find.
I'd show a smile but I'm too weak.
I'd share with you, could I only speak, just how much this hurts me.
Just how much this hurts me.
Just how much you...
