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Greetings...
One of the reasons that I started these web pages,
is to get somethings off of my chest...
Here goes....
Btw...If you haven't read my disclamer page,
then I suggest You do so NOW!!!!

1-1-00

--Why is it that every time I go out I seem to attract all the Idiots and losers in the immediate vicinity!!!!!
It just seems that every time I step foot outside the house, I "bump" into some bum or loser that wants to hang around , or cling onto me.....
It really bugs the hell out of me that I can't go out and be left alone...
and the thing that really "gets my goat", is that I've dealt with a lot of different kind of people for the majority of my life, enough so,that I can see the potential in other people...
and what really bites is that most of the idiots aren't living up to their full potential, most don't live up to half their potential of being a human being!!!!!
Now don't get me wrong, not every person I meet is an Idiot or loser...Just the majority.... ;-P~~~

1-2-00

Welcome to the year of our lord 2000... ;-P~~~~~
I had a glorious day friday,
Let me tell ya about it....
I'm now living with my Mom, because she just finished with four months of radiation treatment for cancer...
So she sent me to the grocery store on fri. and when I got to the checkout line, they wouldn't take the check she gave me....
Something about she had a returned check there...
O.K., I know she has around five hundred dollars in the bank, because I deposited the checks!!!
So I think no problem I'll go home and get Mom to write a check for cash and I'll go to the bank, cash it and go pick up the groceries I've already shopped for...
I get the check, go to the bank, get there at 3:15p.m. and they are CLOSED!!!!!!
Idiot me I had thought to get Mom's atm card when I was at the house, but I didn't!!!
So back to the house I go, get the atm card, go back to the bank, Pull up to the machine, and two women come out of the bank and tell me that the damn atm is going to be down for about 15 mins!!!!
GGGRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!
So I go to the closest fast food joint, get a Dr. Pepper, and sit there for about 20mins...
I then go back to the atm and the damn thing wouldn't accept the pin # that Mom had gave me...So I go back to the house and tell mom ('cause I haven't called this phone# enough to remember the digits....) just to find out that She had given me the WRONG pin#!!!!!!!
So back to the bank I go, get there use the pin she gave me and it keeps telling me I'm not giving the correct pin#....
Needless to say, I'm not a very happy camper by this point....
After trying four different combinations of the numbers Mom gave me, it still didn't work!!!
When i got home and told Mom what was going on, I also told Her to call the bank and find out what the hell was goin' on!!! She did call and found out that it wasn't her account, it was on the computer at the grocery store...
Then She wanted me to go to the other grocery store here in town!!!
Number one...I don't like going to grocery stores, because I'm not comfortable in large crowds..
Number two...I'm really not in a good mood by this time, and I don't really need to go off on people in this small town, because, The majority of the courses here at Sul Ross University in Alpine,Tx.(That's where I'm stuck for the moment...) are in Criminal Justice!!!
Well, any way I had a very happy new year..
How about You???

1-4-00

What the hell is the deal with organized religions?!?!
I mean I can see the reason for people to get together with others of a like mind....
But when you get together so another person can brain-wash each and every person into thinking that they are the only one true way to survive the "afterlife",
what is the purpose of that???
I really wonder if there is really that many soul-less, unwashed masses out there to make it a plausable enough reason to fill the money grubbers coffers...
Don't get me wrong, I've known certian people who entered the "Religion buisness" who really believed that they were in it to save peoples souls, and It really messed them up when they became disillusioned with the money-laundering tactics of the larger orginizations, like Pat Robertson & Jimmy Swaggert, just to mention a couple.....
I'm not just bashing Christians either...
Look at Charlie Manson, who still has a hold on people, even though he is still in prision, and has trully lost his mind....
Speaking of mindless sheep, Look at Jim Jones....
Then there was the whole Waco fiasco...What was his name??? oh yeah, David Koresh(sp?)...
And they aren't the only ones...
There are Pagan "leaders" out there that are only in it for the power of controlling peoples lives, and to weild the etherial powers that are unknown to them, because they weren't graced with them on this trip throught the " tight lambfastik", for past transgressions from other existences.....

Well I do belive that's all for now, plus this headache is killing me.....

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