4/5/01:Ok, this is the part of my site where I get to ramble on about my love life, so hah! Well lets get this started, I love someone really, and its real and true. Most people critisize us cuz well, she lived in Cali and I like in Arizona. Now don't jump to conclusions, it is true, and if you think about it it would be more dependable because I did not have a body to interupt my feelings, although she is real hot (heheheh). I have been with her for about 4 to 5 months now or so, we just talk, talk, and whatnot. This summer I am going to go to Cali and see her, and I will be with her and it will be cool. But that was just a basis for other news on my love life.

See, I used to be a super loser. No girls liked me, and I hung around guys that I hate now. Once I quit hanging out with them everything started to change. People have started to think I am cool. I actually hang out with cool people now a days, like David and Payton and stuff. And girls have been treating me differently, and looking at me differently too, heh. And thing is, people I used to like have just now started to like me, and I think 'too late'. And to honestly tell you, I have thought about going out with some of them and not tell Ashley, and latley I have really been feeling wierd about me and my chick (Ashley). And I think its cuz I want to be able to just be together and hold hands and stuff, thats what my life lacks, but I don't care, she is the greatest girl ever.

But I have said that before about other girls. And I ment it every time. Love seems to be big with me interent wise, and once in real life too. And I will always love those of my past, but I love Ashley more than anyone before, and thats the truth. And I just want to tell anyone reading this that internet relashins are not as bad as some people make them out to be. You can be more honest, you have no fear of a bunch of crap socially, and you can have feelings NOT based so much on physical apearence. But I have gotten to the point were I REALLY want to meet my girl, but I will wait. Well this is Bud bidding farewell. Next time we will be discussing social feelings with love and whatnot, ok, whatever, bye.