Count On My Love...
Chapter One: The Break up...
Sakura walked out of the school gates, with her head
sunk down below her shoulders. Leaving behind her a trail of
tears that soon disappeared in the heat of the sun. 'Why?' she
thought. She couldn't believe what had happened to her that day.
It was terrible and humiliating. Half way down the block she
could hear Tomoyo's voice calling out her name.
"Sakura?!" she yelled as she ran out of the
gates. Sakura didn't pay attention to her, she just kept on walking.
"Sakura!" she continued to yell after her. Tomoyo ran
down to catch up to her. She placed her hand on her slow moving
friend to make he stop and face her. Sakura turned around but
didn't look up at her. She continued to let her tears fall from
her pale face. "Sakura?..." Tomoyo said softly. She
waited for something. Something to show she was alive. But noting
happened. Tomoyo got worried and didn't know what to do. "It'll
be okay." she finally said optimistically to her. Sakura
stopped her crying and slowly lifted her head to look at her
best friend. She couldn't believe what she said. 'It'll be alright.'
she said to herself over and over. Sakura stared at her friend
who looked so frightened. She knew how worried she was about
her but, she just didn't seem to care. "Nothing...will be
alright..." Sakura said to her. She turned back around and
continued to walk where ever she was headed. "Sakura..!"
Tomoyo said as she started to follow her friend. "Don't!
I know you want to help..." Sakura stood still, not wanting
to see the hurt in Tomoyo's eyes. "But right now I want
to be alone..." Sakura said coldly. She continued to walk
down the block. Tomoyo couldn't believe it. She didn't want her
help. Something was strong with Sakura and she couldn't help
her at all.
Meiling and Li came out not too long after Sakura left.
Meiling came out and walked towards Tomoyo who was still standing
there looking at the direction she had walked. "Hey!"
Meiling greeted her until she finally noticed how sad she looked.
"What's the matter?" Meiling asked. "It's Sakura.
She's upset about what happened to her." Meiling looked
hurt also.
Li walked over and stood next to Meiling. "How pathetic."
he said coldly. Meiling and Tomoyo snapped their heads toward
him. "Li, how you could you be so inconsiderate in a time
like this?" Tomoyo asked. Her voice sounded so depressed
and sad. Meiling looked at him fiercely. "Look Li, Sakura's
really hurt and you're not helping to make her feel any better.
And you know if you were hurt she would be there to help you
feel better." Li stared back at her seeming not to care.
He turned and started to walk down the block. "Girls!"
he said annoyed as he continued to walk. Meiling and Tomoyo stood
there staring at his back as the figure became smaller and smaller.
"What do you think he's going to do?" Tomoyo asked
concerned. "I don't know." Meiling replied. "But
he better not screw up or else!"
Li walked through the park. 'What am I doing here?' he asked
himself while wondering through the park. 'Why should I care
if some jerk dumped her or not? It's none of my business anyways.'
He continued to wonder through the park looking for Sakura. Li
stopped, he heard some girl crying. He looked over by the bench
where she was sitting. It was Sakura sitting by herself. He walked
over to where she was not knowing what to say to her.
Sakura heard someone walking over to her. She quickly tried
to wipe all the tears away from her face. She looked up thinking
it was Tomoyo, Meiling, or one of her girl friends who had followed
her to make her feel better. But when she saw who it was it surprised
her. 'LI?!? What is HE doing here?' "I'm not in the mood
for one of your COMMENTS today Li!"
Li stopped at her reaction. 'Have I been so mean to her?'
He thought about it and realized he has. All those times he called
her pathetic or a wimp, had hurt her. "I actually ran out."
he said. Sakura's mouth grinned over to one side. She thought
his attempt to make her laugh was lame but thought full. "Could
I...sit next to you?" he asked unsure of her answer. Sakura
looked at him and sort of smiled. "Sure.." she said.
Li sat a few inches away from her. He had no clue what to do.
He wasn't the sensitive type. He glanced over to Sakura who was
slouching, staring at the ground. Li noticed her fingers. They
were playing with the ends of school uniform skirt. 'She's nervous?'
he thought.
"Sakura, I know I haven't been that great to you but...I
juss don't want to see you sad." Sakura was surprised at
what she had heard. So was Li. 'He cares about me? I always thought
he hated me.' she thought. He was nervous beyond belief. "Believe
it or not we're actually friends." Li said it as though
it was unbelievable to him. Sakura looked and smiled at him.
"Thank you." she finally said. He was surprised how
calm she was now. A few minutes ago she was crying her eyes out
but, now she seemed to be so relaxed.
"Sakura you can tell me...if you want to...I mean I'm
not forcing you or anything...."
"Well..." she said cutting him off. Li was surprised.
She was going to tell him?
"If you want.."
"I do... I mean we're FRIENDS right?" she said
smiling at him.
"..Yeah..."
"It was a couple of weeks when it happened." She
started to tell him. He seemed a little confused at the pace
Sakura was talking.
"So...," he began saying, "you're upset because
some jerk dumped you?" Sakura looked at him. A little disappointed
that he hadn't been paying attention to what she was saying.
"Sure he's the most popular guy in school. It was amazing
he had asked me out to the dance but, I really thought he cared
about me. Then today, THREE days before the dance he dumps me!
For what? A skinny, airhead, cheerleader! I really wanted to
go. But it's not even about the dance. He humiliated me in front
of half the school. I really THOUGHT he cared. I am so stupid!"
Sakura looked back to her skirt and started to play with the
ends again.
"Don't say that! You're not THAT stupid." Li said
sarcastically.
"Gee, thanks..."
"That's not what I meant. You're not stupid. You liked
him, and you thought he liked you. It was his mistake to ever
let you go...." Sakura turned and looked at him. "Do
you really mean that?" Sakura's eyes suddenly became teary
again. 'Oh man! I made her cry...' he panicked when he saw her
face. "Sakura, I didn't mean to make you cry!..." Li
didn't know what to do. "You know what? I'll help you out.
If you really want to go to the dance I'll go with you!"
'What?!? What are you doing Li?' Mentally Li was kicking himself
in the head. 'But look at her you made her cry again. This is
the least you can do to make up for all the times you were a
jerk to her.' Sakura was staring at him while tears came down
her face.
"Oh do you really mean that?" Li hesitantly nodded.
Sakura jumped up and swung her arms around his neck. Li was shock,
'Why is she so happy?'. "That's is the nicest thing anyone
has ever said to me!" she whispered to him. Li was still
confused but suddenly began to hug her back. "And I would
love for you to take me to the dance!" she said as she pulled
away wiping her tears away from her face. "It would be nice
to go with one of my friends." she smiled at him. Li didn't
know what to do. He couldn't help but smile back at her with
those rare smiles of his. |