Last Words
Author~ Apple Blossom
Disclaimer~Me no own! ^^;

Sakura tore up the white lacey inviation with a shriek. 'NO! IT CAN'T BE TRUE!!' Sakura muffled her pain torn scream into a pink pillow, which then soon turned into sobs. Sakura looked at the Wedding invatation again and cried. 'I've waited for so long and this is what happens to me?' Sakura Wiped her tears and forced a sardonic grin from her lips. "I'll go.For his happiness......But why?" Sakura threw herself onto the bed for one last cry.
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Syaoran phoned Sakura. "Your coming then? Ok. Thanx alot Sakura. I knew you would understand." He hung up and breezed to his to-be-bride. "Yea. Sakura is great. She's coming. I want you to meet her." A tall Woman stood up. Her hair a fiery color. "Good. I hope she doesn't hate me , or you." The womans pink eyes sparkled with mischeif. "Now. Onto the wedding plans. Sakura is going to be the maid of honor......Right?"
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Sakura hung up the phone slowly and sniffled in her tears. 'No! I won't cry! I won't.......' Sakura looked into the mirror and saw her reflection. What did she see? A slender, tall, willowy girl with short adburn brown hair and large limpid green eyes with a great figure. But it was not enough. Though many people would die to be her. 'Be happy Sakura. Don't kill Karen because Syaoran loves her......' Sakura calmed down her racked and unsteady nerves. 'There are other fishes in the sea! Come on?! What is there to be so unhappy and sniffly about?' A little voice said within her head. "I want SYAORAN!" Sakura screamed out. Her voice in her head taunted her. 'But why him? What has he ever done for you? I don't see what you see in that person.' Sakura stilled, presperation dripping off her perfectly arched nose. 'Whoa re you? Who's talking to me?' 'The very thing that helps people go on in life and not to mope around. I exist in everyone but I can only truley speak with magica!
l people like you.' Sakura shoook her head. 'I don't need you! I'm going to be happy for Syaoran! Even if that might kill me!'
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Sakura dressed in a white brides made dress and wore cherry blossoms in her hair and pearls around her throat. Sakura stifled her sad cry as she saw Karen go up to her Syaoan and turned away as they sealed their vow. Sakura sdruptly got up and ran out of the room. Everyone satred at her as she ran. 'I don't care god damn it all! I dont!!' Sakura slumped against her car door and sobbed quietly. She suddenly formed a plan in her mind. To relive herself of this pain while at the same time making Syaoran happy and warning her folks about the event. Sakura sighed a little and rubbed her eyes and got into her car when she heard Syaorans voice call ot for her.
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'Starange. What's the matter with Sakura chan?' Syaoran looked around for the fairly tall giel and found nothing. Her pink volkswagon was gone......
He sat in his hotel and glumly looked out the window. 'Where IS Sakura?'
His telephone rang. He got it and automatically said "Hello, Syaoran here." "Syaoran?" "SAKRUA!! Where were you?" "Oh. I just found out something to do for you two. A play prehaps? Something to dedicate to you two?" Syaoran felt a surge of relief. "Your not mad at me or anything." "No way. See you at the Ampi Theater.....over by Apple Orchid road......Uh at 7:00. Everyone will be there! Bring your wife and eeryone!" The phone clicked and the tone buzzed in his ear. Syaoran leaned back, relived that Sakura was alright. He leaned back and tried to think of only relaxing until the day of that play.
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Sakura pulled back and yanked as hard as she could. The heavy dusty chest made of oak fell out from the musty pile. She opened up the trunk and took out a dusty book. It had no title and had no picture or the name of the author. Sakura closed her eyes and nodded. This was the story she was going to do. Then with large sad eyes she took out a a old dusty dress. She smiled sadly as she mouthed the words 'Nadeshiko' . She examined the dress and saw a few minor tears and yellowed frayed parts. She decided to let Madiosn work with it. She got up as she stuffed the two things into her purse.
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Syaoran yawned as he turned off his alarm and smelled roasting bacon. "Hm.Karen? Is today friday?" "Hm yes hun." Was the mellow reply he got from Karen , his wife. "Oh god! Sakura is doing a play in honor of us today! Hurry up!" "Humph. Why do YOU care so much? Cuz I don't give a damn." Syaoran was taken aback from his wifes harsh cruel words."How can you say that ? She is the sweetest girl I known. She likes you!" "Humph." Syaoran was shocked , he had always thought Karen as kind and very quite but here, Karen had a malicious gleam in her eyes and her eyes were cold. "And why do you care? You told me care nothing for her." Karen said nastily. "Karen you're not....." "What Syaoran?" "Karen....You were never...." " Sorry hun. Yes we will go." Syaoran flared with anger when he heard Karen mutter something about Sakura being ugly and all. He stiffly ate his breakfast and got up to get dressed to get ready for the play.
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Sakura smiled as she eyed her dress. The old dress had become a rare beauty. It was old and shaggy with pale stains all over the fine pink silk, but now....Madiosn had changed the quality and tone of the dress. Now the dress was a pale pink silk dress with a slender bodice that had lace curtining her bottom flaring part of her dress and her bodice part as well. Her sleeves ballooned out with prettywhite lace coming out in fountains feom it. Complex embroidery was all over certain edges of the dress. The embroidery was of Sakura blossoms and tiny wolf puppys all over it with the moon and the stars. Sakura sighed gloomily then looked at Madiosn who waited for the reply with anticipation. "It's great, better then great, It's amazing." "Actually, The dress you gave me to mend had the exact same design so it was no difficult task. Try it on!" Madison squealed out. Sakura raised an eyebrow, but tried it out. It fitted her to perfection and showed off Sakuras delicate complexio!
n and high cheek bones. Her eyes were large and glittering and was a mysterious sad sort of emerald color. Her short hair fell softly around her neck and showed off her slender fingers and pale skin. Her tiny velvet slippers peeked out from under the large skirt. "Wow." Madiosn breathed. "It's beautiful. Tell me! Please TELL me what this play is about?!" "Can't." Sakura said bluntly.She tied her hair into two large white ribbons and put on two silver earrings. "Wish me luck and come and see it instead of watching it on video."
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Syaoran sat down next to Karen, who had grudgely came along. She was wearing a very fitting green dress and was pouting. Syaoran ignored her. He had to admit, he was really pissed with her this morning. Syaoran quited as some strange unknown actors came on stage. The girl with small black rimmed glasses and curly long raven black hair came forward. "This play is dedicated to the two newly married couples, Syaoran and Karen. This play has no title, and the orgion of this story is unkown, so we made a title for it......" Another girl, who was really short with dark black eyes and a ponytailed hair came up. "We call it, "Unspoken Love." Then the lights dimmed and a man came out. "Hey! Thats Eriol !!" Syaoran said with a shocked voice. Eriol looked darkly handsome and was wearing a dark colored uniform embroided with gold. It reminded his of the battle Sakura and he had against Eriol to change the clow cards into Sakura cards. Sakura stepped out and Syaoran gasped,the crowd mum!
mered and he faintly heard Zachary whiper something unaudicable which caused Chelsae to whack him in the head. Sakura was dazzling in splendor. The play started. It was captivating and vivid. The story was about a middle class girl, falling in love with a rich and handsome prince. (To Syaorans dismay the middle class girl was Sakura and the prince was Eriol.) JinJu was the girls name, meaning pearl in Korean. The princes name was Jungmenee. It started with Jinju and Jungmenee hating each other till it blossomed into love. Jinju was captured by the nearby realm and was a slave for 3 whole years. When Jinju finally comes back, Jungmeene is Marrying a rich and beautiful girl named Rosyln. Though Jinju is devasted and severly injured her love for the prince lived on. Jinju spoke some last words for her love and poisioned herself. A note was found by the prince and he quickly runs up the palace steps and finds Jinju dead on the tiny bed. The last words were , "I can't hate you..!
...Why? Asiteru....." The note made the prince realize his love for the girl and he started to cry. But it was too late......too late. Sakuras acting was vivid, as if.......something had affected her over the long period of suffering. At the end, Everyone got up and bowed. Everyone cheered loudly as they got off stage.
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Sakura ran off stage and cried. 'Asiteru Syaoran...Aisteru....Why can't I hate you as you hate me? ' Sakura got into her car and fumbled with her keys. She caught sight of Syoran on her rearveiw mirror. He was searching for someone. Who? Sakura had no time for this. Sakura trembled as she started the gas and pulled out of the driveway. Syaoran caught sight of her "Sakura!" She heard him cry out. Hope overwhelmed her. She shook her head. 'No. I have no hope." Sakura rumbled off in her silver porshe waving a goodbye at everyone while ignoring Syaorans pleas for her to talk to him.
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Syaoran ran after Sakura, who was trembling. 'Strange, somethings wrong......I have to ask her if she's all right.' "SAKURA!!!" She rumbled off in her porshe, waving and dissappearing around the bend. Eriol was shaking hands with everyone. Chealse looked around. "Did Sakura leave so soon? She was great." Syaoran glared at Eriol who smiled pleasently back at him. Eriol motioned Li to come over to the corner. Eriols smile became a worried forwn. "Im worried about Sakura. Somethings not right. I think I just got a glimspe of what she was hoping to acheive." "What?" Syaoran asked, piqued. "I saw a bottle.....It looked as if it had some deadly stuff in there. When I asked her what it was she panicked and told me it was nothing, But I don't belive her." Syaoran felt cold all over. "What." Syaoran got up. "Oh no!" He hurried to his car, praying he would make it on time.
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Sakura smiled a sad smile as she lifted the blue bottle of poison to her lips. The blue light reflected from the poision glimmered against herpale pink nightgown. I guess this is goodbye Syaoran."She said to the blue teddy bear with a sad smile. She winced as she heared Kerobeous yell from inside the locked cage. She had used the "Lovk"card on it. She smiled a sweet smile as she pressed the smooth cool glass to her lips. I can't hate you. Why? I still love you. But this pain......' Sakura was refering to the dull aching pain in her heart. 'I must end it.'
Sakura heard a car screech out her window and heard someone curse. 'Oh!!' Sakura looked around and drank the poison quickly. Sakura coughed. Tiny trickles of blood flooded from her lips. The lock card had given away. Kerobous jumped out a roared at the sight before him. Sakura lied on the ground, face covered with sweat from the internal pain. The goblet crashed and shattered on the floor and Sakura choked out some words. "Bye Kerobeous...." Sakura looked up weakly as she heard her door crash open. She saw Syaorans face. Her eyes blurred. "What have you done to yourself?! Have you have no pain?!" Sakura smiled weakly as blood flooded from her lips. "It dosen't compare to the pain in my heart. Good Bye Syaoran kun and I love you. I could *gasp* Never hate you......." Sakura trailed off as her eyes dulled and became lifeless. Syaoran grabbed Sakura and shook her. "Wake up! Wake up damn you!!" Sakura did not stir nor heard anything he said. 'I love you Syaoran kun....." The word!
s echoed in his head. "Sakura....Me too.....But I was too much of a fool to realize it." He whispered as reality crashed upon his shoulders. "Good Bye Sakura........Goodbye....."
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Sakura felt light all of a sudden. Her eyes opened. Sakura shifted and realized That she had Wings. Large pinkish white wings were on her back. "Welcome!" A voice boomed. Sakura looked up. A White angel stood there with a grin on her face. "Whats going on?" "Oh? You are to be sent back to your world. Its not your time yet and you are magical so you have no choice." The angel said sternely. "I'll erase your memory and yopu can start your life anew, But you shall keep your Magical powers, Which is so immense and also your Cards will be there too." Sakura was shoved toward a black vortex. "By the way. I am Romy. Remeber me when You actually belong here!!" Sakura felt strangely hot. Then her mind went blamk. Then there was a flash of gold, silver and pink and she blacked out.
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Syaoran went toward the grave with a sad look on his face. He laid four cherry Blossoms onto her grave. "Sakura." He whispered. "Damn. I WAS a fool." He paused and straightened his brown hair. "I miss you. Ashiteru Sakura chan. Ashiteru...." He took one last mournful look at Sakuras still face. He walked back toward her and took out the blank sakura cards from his pocket and placed it neatly into her palm with a tear choked sigh. "I'll miss you. I love you. Please forgive me."
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To be continued..... What do ya think? ^^;
Syaoran~ I thought it was boring. *Yawns* *Scowls* Why did Sakura chan die?!
Tomyo~ *is bawling becuz her lovely Sakura chan had died*
Apple Blossom~ ^^;
Sakura~ *sigh* It was romantic.
Karen~ How'd I do?! 0^.^0
Apple Blossom~ Fine....*sigh.....* Just fine.

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THE END (well actually there will be a sequel to this........well.......Should I ? Email me! Then I'll decide.^^;)

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