"Precious"
Author's note:
Moshi-moshi, minna-san! Konichiwa! (Or Ohayoogoizaimasu, maybe?
It depends when you actually read this). O genki desuka? First
of all, thank you for Piggy ho-ho san, (if you decided to) for
putting my fanfic on your site. Doumo arigatogozaimasu, for even
bother to move your fingers and click on this story. This story
is something that I've wanted to write since the first time I
read CCS. A story about the cool and sweet big brother of the
main character, and his undying love for the main character's
all time best friend who is, (As we all know) a kawaii and tottemo
kirei musume. This is my second fic that I write, but the first
one that I've ever actually submit to a site (if, this site actually
wanna put my fic in it). So I kinnda want some comments on it.
If you have anything, ANYTHING you want to say, write, or throw
at me, please! Be my guess! I'll be happy to write, say, or throw
you back. I am so proud of myself for finishing this story. Coz
I've wrote many, many story and only 5% or maybe 3% of it is
actually fully written (A lot of it are just stuck inside my
head.) Oh yeah, you don't have to worry; I CAN stand high temperature
so it'll be all right for you to throw me flames. And I don't
mind avalanches of rotten foods, either.
Oh yeah, if you like CLAMP, or at least CCS, or any other anime,
please, do write to me. I would thrill to have someone who is
an otaku too (Just like me) as an online friend. And if you have
any idea for a fanfic story, you can share it with me. I take
requested story to write. (But I have to be interested to the
idea first, so pursuit me).
Oh, I almost forgot. I would like to thank my friend Diva, for
encourage me to actually finish what I've started, and for helping
me with those beautiful vocab that you gave me. Thakx, Diva!
You're da' best! And for Piggy Ho-Ho, for letting me submit this,
and for Cherry-Chan, wherever you are, if you read this, thanx
for everything. You know what you've done! And last, but absolutely
not the least, I would like to say arigato, again for reading
this. Do write me back.
E-mail me at: takaraikarin@catcha.com
And call me Karin-chan, or something like that. Takarai-chan
is just too formal.
Hey, I forgot something! Oh yeah, this story happens when Sakura
is in 10th grade, she's 15 years old, and Syaoran-sama is there
in Tomoeda. He stays in Japan coz I want him to. Oh, okay, I'll
top babbling then so you can actually start with the story. Well
then carry on! Ja matta! See you later! Enjoy!
Disclaimer:
Yeah, I know it you know it; I do not own the CCS. So can you
just stop pushing me? It's hard enough for me to realize that
CCS is not mine without you bugging me like that. I know, I know,
and it hurts, ya' know! I only own the bitchy little Asuka-san,
and Professor Kawamura, and OF COURSE, Syaoran-sama! Everybody
knows that! (Yeah, I wish!) So don't sue me! Oh, and I don't
own the song 'Mou kimi igai ai senai', either. It's owned by
the dynamic duo Kinki Kids, of course.
Well, on to the fic!
"Precious"
By Takarai Karin-chan.
It has been quite a while since that young man opened his
eyes from last night's rest. But not a single inch he moves since
the second he's awake until now. Something is bothering his mind.
'Today is the very day she left,' He sighed. 'It's been five
years since she disappeared from my life.' The young man force
himself to get up and walk to the bathroom. 'And she has took
my heart away with her ever since
' He sighed once more
before closing the bathroom door and having a morning wash up
before he goes to his campus.
Not too long after, a girl came by. She stops in front of the
young man's room and yell out.
"Hey, Niisan! Breakfast's ready! Aren't you suppose to
go to the campus early?!"
"No, I'm not suppose to do that, and don't yell like that
Kaijuu! You'll tear this house apart!"
"Sakura's not a Kaijuu!!" The girl yelled back and
started the ordinary early morning quarrel. She rushed back to
the kitchen, finding her father tossing omelets and she smiled
at her beloved father.
"Is Touya coming down, Sakura?"
"Yes, he is, toosan. But he's kinnda weird this morning.
He's pretty un-genki today. He always like that every once in
a while. Do you know why, toosan?"
"It has been his habit since he lost his precious."
Sakura doesn't understand at all what her toosan is saying. Touya
came down and sit at the chair.
"You're not late today, Kaijuu?" Ask Touya.
"Nope. I woke up early cause Syaoran-kun is going to pick
me up today. And I'm not a Kaijuu." Said Sakura, tying up
her shoelaces.
Ding-Dong. Ding-Dong.
"Oops, that's Syaoran-kun! I'm going, toosan, niisan! And
I'll be late this afternoon; I'm going to pick up somebody at
the airport. Itekimasu!"
"Who's she going to pick up?" Asked Touya. But his
toosan doesn't know it either. In return, he stares at Touya
deeply. He's worried.
"Are you all right, musuko? It has been five years now,
I feel as terrible as you are when she's gone, Touya. I've been
raising her since she was still a baby."
"Yes, I realize that toosan, I do remembered when she came
along." -But it still been a long and lonely six years for
me-. Touya thought.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~<flash back>~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
It was fifteen years a go, a young mother came home from
the hospital, bringing a black haired baby girl, who's very gorgeous.
She came to the world and she made all of the people surrounded
her falls for her. She took their heart away. Especially her
oniisan's heart. The little boy felt amaze by the beauty of the
incredible creature in front of him. He delicately reaches his
little sister and with his heart beating so fast, he touched
the little angel. He looked closely at her. Her deep eyes, her
hair's scent, her soft lips, and her smile. And it took his breath
away just by looking at the figure of that little angel. He has
fallen deeply for her.
He calls her 'precious'.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~<end of flash back>~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Touya walks out to the terrace. He twirls his keys and starts
to turn on his car. He waited for the engine to heat on, and
then he came out from the car, opens the front door, and yell
out to his otoosan.
"Toosan, I'm leaving! Itekimasu!"
"Yes, do be careful, Touya." Touya closes the door
and get in to his car. The front door opens once more. His otoosan
yelled out.
"Sent my regards to professor Kawamura!" He waves
at his eldest child that is a child no more, wishing him a good
day. And then he goes back inside the house. He looked at the
clock. He still got plenty of time to go to the university. And
then he realizes the presence of his beloved -late- wife.
"Nadeshiko, you came." He smiled to the floating heavenly
angel in front of him.
"Yes, I feel that there is something on your mind, what
is the matter?"
"I am worry about Touya, he hasn't forgot. Not a single
thing about what happened."
"You mean about the lovely child? Yes, of course, I too
haven't forgot at all. I do love her, even though the reality
speaks differently. We do not own the child." Nadeshiko
flew over, following her husband into the kitchen. " I understand
that, dear." He replied.
"But, we a have sweet and kind hearted daughter in return.
Both of them are special. They aren't comparable. And I love
them all. The one that I gave birth to, and the one that I raise,
even tough that one aren't with us anymore." Said Nadeshiko
again. Fujitaka smiled at her as she kisses his cheek. "
You don't have to worry about Touya. He will have something that
would change him back soon. Very soon." And then she disappeared
after having a last glance at her beloved.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Touya is walking in the university's corridor when something
shocks him. For a second he thought that he's seeing his precious
when he saw a black-purple long lock in a distance.
Suddenly a wave of nostalgic air hit him and made him flows in
the sea of memory.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~<flash back>~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
"Touya-kun!! What do you mean you don't want to dance
with me at the school's anniversary party?! I've already told
everybody that you would!!"
"That is non of my concern, Asuka-san. I have said that
I wont go to the party."
"But why in the world?! The whole school's been expecting
it!"
"I only dance with someone I like, Asuka-san."
"Someone that you like?! You mean your IMOOTO Tomoyo-chan,
do you?!"
Touya shocked.
"Don't look so surprised, Touya-kun, it's just so
obvious,.." She teased with a part of jealousy in her voice.
"But you should know, Touya-kun, she STILL IS your sister.
You can't like her! That's just prohibited! It's not right, Touya-kun!"
She smiled viciously. She feels that she's winning. She just
couldn't take being rejected by anybody, especially Touya.
Touya just stared at her with a part angry-part devastated look
in his eyes. Asuka felt a little shocked when she saw the sadness
in his eyes. She didn't thought it will hurt him that much.
"I know
" Touya whispered desperately. Asuka
feels the guilt strokes at her. -Anata no hitomi, kanashi desu.
- And it came harder when Touya walks away.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~<end of flash back>~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Touya sighed. That is so not a good memory to remember. Now
he knows that she doesn't have the same blood with him. He thought
that now he can have her. But faith is uncontrollable and not
to mention unpredictable. She's far away now. Across the ocean,
untouchable. He can just wish that he could see her.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Fujitaka is in his office he just finish giving today's lecture
to his students. He's looking for his student last semester's
grade data on the bottom of the filing cabinet. But instead of
finding the data, he founds a picture frame with somebody's picture
in it. He picks it up, and he looks at it. A smile appears in
his face. He's looking at a photo of Touya and the once a daughter
of him. Touya is standing behind a beautiful little girl with
long black-purpled hair, placing his hands around the girl's
waist.
-At the time I actually saw her again, she's not a little girl
anymore. But she still is kirei, at least that what I saw when
I looked at her recent photograph Sonomi send me- Fujitaka smiles
wider. -I wonder when I can see her again, or at least Touya.
It will be good for him. He's the one that's been taking it the
hardest- and then his smile disappeared, as he remembered what
had happened five years a go.
~*~*~~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~<flash back>~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
"She what?
"
"Yes Touya, it has been a mistake since they were born.
There's a major problem at the hospital, and because Sakura was
in a weak condition and she had to stay at the hospital back
then, and Tomoyo was born premature and she too had to stay at
the hospital, when we came to brought our daughter back, well
"
"
They were conversed
" Touya said with
a weak voice.
"Yes, that's true." His otoosan replied.
"Touya, I'm sorry
" He heard the voice of his
obasan Sonomi. Touya held up his head, looking at his obasan's
red eyes, and the tears that left mark on her cheek. He then
realizes everybody is as sad and as disappointed as he is. He
tried to say some comforting words to his obasan, but no voice
could come out from his throat. His mouth is dry. He doesn't
felt that good. He once again forced himself to raise his head,
and then he looked at each and everyone in the room. His otoosan
with the disappointment pictured on his face, his obasan Sonomi
with her eyes soaked with tears, his itooko Sakura that look
confused and surprised, and
his precious, the one that
he thought was his sister all of this time, the one that looked
so pale and vulnerable right then. She opens her eyes after for
a whole minute she tries to control her tear from falling down,
and looked at Touya who looked back at her. It felt like an eternity,
when suddenly the voice of Fujitaka broke the silence.
"Sonomi-san, when will you be departed?" He asked
seriously.
"I think it will be this month, Tomoyo said that she needs
time to settle things out. With the court, the school, and
stuff." She took a glance at her oi Touya I will help her
out, and after we done, we will leave."
Touya looked at his obasan with a confused look on his face.
-Wha
what are they saying? Leave? Where? - He then forced
himself to ask. He was afraid of the answer, but it had to be
done.
"Ano
what do you mean by leaving
Obasan Sonomi?"
He asked with an undertone and uncertain voice. He didn't even
looked at his obasan in the eyes.
Sonomi looked like she just realized that Touya doesn't have
a clue about what would happen. She looks at Fujitaka, uncertain
whether or not they have to tell Touya. Fujitaka nodded, agreeing
to tell Touya. -He has the right-, thought Fujitaka. -It's a
matter that concerns the once a sister of him-. Sonomi took a
deep breath; looking for the best way to tells her oi. She decided
to be plain and forward.
"You see Touya, I've been planning on moving to England
with my daughter since last year. And then this happened, and
now I have to organize everything all over again for my departure
with my daughter
Tomoyo." She added carefully, afraid
of the reaction.
Touya feels like the world is tumbling down
on his head.
He felt his head spinning. The rotation made him feels nauseous.
But it wont stopped. His throat doesn't feel good, but he still
tries to speak with a husky voice.
"
I see
" he replied weakly. "We
well,
uhm
I'm sorry but I have to
" he didn't finish
his words. He didn't think that he could hold back his tear from
falling down for another moment. So he left.
Tomoyo jumps down from the couch. Shocked with Touya's reaction
and disappointment. She looks very worry. She bites her lips,
thinking of the best way to react. A second later she decided
to have a chat with her nii-chan. Then she rushes to the front
door.
Tomoyo already knew that Touya would be sitting in the park,
at a bench under the Sakura tree.
"Nii-chan
" She speaks carefully. Touya looked
up. He then forced himself to smile. Tomoyo smiles back, sincerely.
"Are you all right, nii-chan?"
"It's funny that you ask it to me." He smiles again,
but a painful smile painted on his face now. "I'm very sorry,
Tomoyo," Tomoyo puzzled.
"What for, nii-chan?"
"I'm the one who suppose to ask that to you, I'm the one
who suppose to come to you and comfort you. You are the one that
been hurt the most by this that happened. You and Sakura-chan.
I'm sorry for being such a lousy oniisan."
"Onii-chan, that's not true. You have been a great oniisan
for me. You're always there for me. Onii-chan, you ease my pain.
And if you don't mind, I want to call you nii-chan, forever."
Tomoyo reaches Touya's hand and embrace it on her chest. They
look at each other and then Touya pulls her into his arms.
"Nii-chan,
"
"Yes?"
"I've never once regretted that I've been your imooto.
Nor by the fact that I've been Too-chan's musume. You should
know that for the past ten years I've never felt anything else
than happy."
"It's a pleasure to be your oniisan too, imooto. I have
loved you always." Touya closes his eyes, and whispered,
'Precious
' Tomoyo heard it and smiled. She still remembers
how Touya always calls her like that since she was little.
"To be honest, nii-chan," She manages to make her
way to Touya's ear and whispered. "I like the fact that
I'm no longer your itooko."
Touya looked to his precious confusedly. But when they eyes
met, he understand.
He felt the same way, and he nodded. Tomoyo sits besides Touya
at the bench.
"Nee
precious, do you still remember the vow I made
on your 5th tanjoubi?" Said Touya, his arms around Tomoyo's
shoulder. Tomoyo nods, she smiles while remembering it.
"You promised that I'll be your bride when I get older,"
She giggled, "And then I cried cause my friend said that
we're brother and sister and we can't get marry." She giggles
again.
"Well
now we're not anymore
" Touya said
carefully. Tomoyo stopped giggling, she stares at her beloved
(ex) brother. "I don't care where you are, but by the time
you do get older, precious
will you marry me then?"
He said with his whole heart. Tomoyo looks at the sincerity in
Touya's eyes. And she felt something warm rolling from her eyes.
She bites her lips.
"Nii-chan
one day I'll come back, I promise that.
By the time I get older, I'll come home, and when that happens
hai,
of course, with all my heart I will be more than happy to marry
you."
Touya could barely believe what he just heard. He reaches his
hand to tilt her chin up and their lips met. Tomoyo's hands are
around his neck and her fingers started playing with his hair.
And Touya couldn't believe that his precious' lips are that soft
and that sweet, and he deepened the kiss.
And then they half-heartedly broke the kiss after a while. They
lost themselves in the depth of each other's eyes. 'Aishiteru
mou
kimi igai ai senai' He whispers deeply, still couldn't take his
eyes away from his precious. 'Watashi mo.' She replies.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~<end of flash back>~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
"Kinomoto-san! Kinomoto-san!"
Touya jumps up from his seats.
"Good, your back to earth now. Care to share with us what
is so interesting about the trees out side, Kinomoto-san?"
Professor Kawamura said, confuse by the way his favorite student
acted today. Never once he saw Touya act so strangely. He practically
stares at the window all day long with his mind obviously leaving
earth.
Touya looked at the whole class that stares at him, and he blushes.
The all the other students in class are as confuse as sensei
Kawamura does. They never so the cool and no hearted Touya acted
like. I mean, he actually daydreaming! You know, like a normal
ordinary person! That is a weird thing to see. At least that's
something that Touya's classmate thought at that time.
But thank God, the bell that ends the class for today saved
Touya. Professor Kawamura dismissed all of them and Touya could
walk out to the door, in relieve. He then walks to the parking
lot and a minute later his car is already on the way home.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
"So that's what happened with you and Tomoyo?"
"Yes, it was five years a go."
Sakura and Syaoran are sitting side by side in the airport's
waiting room.
"But Syaoran, you know? I've never regret what has happened
to me. Tomoyo and me have been the best of friend since we were
still babies, and we still are until now! Either me, or Tomoyo,
despite all of the confusion during the time, felt pretty much
lucky of what had happened. The fact that I was conversed, just
made me have two family instead of one. And I still love okaa-chan,
no matter what. I even still call her okaa-chan. But now I have
another okaasan whom I've never met, but I think
yeah, I
do love her." She smiled sincerely.
Syaoran smiles back at her, it's like Sakura to say such a thing.
-She is indeed the most kawai person I've ever know- Syaoran
thought. Sakura looked at her wristwatch for the tenth time this
minute. Syaoran, who -of course- notice it, get up from his seat.
"Where are you going, Syaoran?"
"I'm going to check whether or not the plane's arrival
is delayed."
"Oh, OK." Sakura replied while looking at the information
board. "Oh, look Syaoran, the plane has arrived!" She
half yells. "I'll introduce you to her. I think you'll like
her, Syaoran!" She said enthusiastically.
"If she is the one that's been your best friend that always
been there for you for the past 15 years, then I am sure I will
like her." Syaoran showed one of his rare and super sweet
smiles.
"Oh, look, Syaoran! Here she comes!"
A beautiful young lady walked out from the arrival section,
pushing the cart of luggage in front of her. She smiles at Sakura
who waves at her.
"Tomoyo-chan!"
"Konnichiwa, Sakura." She smiles again, and then notice
the presence of Syaoran. "Is he the one?" She asked.
Sakura blushes, and slowly nodded.
"Tomoyo, this is Li Syaoran. Syaoran, this is Daidouji
Tomoyo."
"Konnichiwa, Li-san,"
"Konnichiwa. How's your flight?"
"Oh, nothing special."
They walk out side the airport to the bus stop that brought
them to the Daidouji house.
"After I put all of things in my house, Sakura, can I go
to your house?"
"Of course you can! Toosan would be happy to see you. And
I think Niisan would definitely be thrilled."
Tomoyo smiled listening to what she said.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Touya are in the regular annoying traffic jam, and he always
hated it. But today, he felt something different. He feels something
big is going to happen and he have to be home so he wouldn't
miss it. And he had to be there fast.
When the traffic is finally goes normal, it's already 6 PM.
He parks his car in the garage and goes inside the house. Tiredly.
"Tadaima." He said, sluggishly. He bows to takes of
his shoes and change it into slippers.
"Okaeri. Oh, your home, nii-chan,"
-Nii-chan? Sakura never calls me nii-chan. The only one that
calls me nii-chan is
and that voice is
- Touya shock
fully tilted his face up, and apparently he does it to fast,
considering that he's standing with one foot, (He's changing
his shoes, remember?) and he fell down at the veranda.
"Kami-sama, Are you alright, nii-chan?" Tomoyo said
worriedly. She gave her hand for Touya to hold on.
"I
is it
really you?" Touya said, hardly
believing his eyes.
The girl that stands in front of him are possibly the most beautiful
girl he ever saw. Her hair is still as black, still as long.
And her eyes, it's funny how her eyes could be so deep and at
the same time it's so bright, with the soft glare in it. Tomoyo
smiles. With the same sweet and tender way that she does. Touya
can still remember that smile even tough they didn't met for
hundreds of years.
"Of course it's me, nii-chan?" Tomoyo said, leaning
her head to reaches Touya's ear. "I come as what I've promised.
I'm not old enough now, I know. But I'll stay here until the
time." She stares at Touya's eyes that filled with joy.
"If, that is alright with you, of course," She added.
"Of course it's alright with me, silly!" He pulls
her into his arms. "Oh, you have no idea how I felt while
your gone. I miss you so much. And now that you are here, I'm
frighten cause I'm scared of loosing you."
"I miss you too, nii-chan. I'm sorry if I was gone too
long. But I'm here now."
"Yes, precious, and I would never let you slip trough my
hands ever again. Aishiteru, boku no imooto." He whispered.
"Hai, watashi mo aishiteru desu."
"I'll wait until you're old enough, and then
"
"Hai," She nods. "Demo, would it be alright with
you, nii-chan? You've waited long enough for me to come back,
and now
"
"Precious, I've been waiting for you for six years. It
wont kill me if I waited couple of years more."
They eyes met and they stare at each other deeply. Touya gently
tilts her chin up and captures her lips for a kiss. Tomoyo part
her lips slightly, and Touya deepened the kiss, accepting her
invitation, while his fingers unconsciously slides through Tomoyo's
delicate hair. Touya can still smell the scent of her hair, and
he lost himself by that scent. Tomoyo felt her feet had leave
the ground as the warm lips of Touya melted hers again and again.
They felt the closeness between them that is unspeakable. They've
seek for the warmness that they felt right now for years, and
they found it in each others embrace. At that time they made
another vow that didn't need to be said. They promise that they'd
forever be at each other's side.
'Tottemo aishiteru
precious
' Touya whispered again
as his mind lifted up to heaven.
THE END
Moshi-moshi, minna-san! Back with me again! So, Piggy ho-ho,
how do you like my fic? Too mushy? Anything you want to say,
do contact me. I personally think its kinnda shallow, but I always
thought that way every time I wrote something. And it tears*
me apart looking at other people's writing. How can they write
that good? I hate them! (Nah, just kidding, I admire them. I
just wish I can have the same capability). And I'm sorry for
all of you shounen-ai lovers out there. (Actually, I'm one of
them, he
he
he
but just so you know, I'm totally
straight! I just like to see a lot of bishounen on the screen
or the page, and at an anime or manga that contains shounen-ai
things, there's A LOT of bishounen walkin' around, and I LOVE
that) Well anyway, I wanna say gomenasai nee, coz in this story
I brake up the Touya and Yukito couple, and I change him with
Tomoyo. So, gomen, nee
don't get angry with me.
Stay tuned for another fic by me! Ja matta, minna-san!
Oh, and about all the Japanese words I put in this fic, don't
mad at me if I wrote it wrong. Just tell me if I made any mistakes.
Mou, kimi igai ai senai
Hoka ni donna hito ga arawaretemo
Ima koko ni kimito yakusoku suru yo
Tatoe kono yo ga horobitemo
Kimi to chikatta ai wa eien dakara
Kitto futari wa shiawase sa
Zutto ne, zutto ne
Pardon me for writing this song text, I do not have any particular
intention what so ever, I just love it A LOT. Write me if you
like it too. Bye!
Japanese words translations:
-Tadaima: I'm home -Musume:
daughter or girl
-Okaeri: Welcome back -Oniisan
(Onii-chan): brother
-Itekimasu: I'm going -Otoosan
(Otoo-chan): Father
-Itooko: Cousin
-Okaasan (Okaa-chan): Mother
-Mo kimi igai ai senai: I will only love you -Watashi mo:
Me too
-Imooto: little sister
-Oi: Nephew -Musuko: Son
-Anata no hitomi, kanashi desu: Your eyes looked sad
-Moshi-moshi: Hello-hello -Tanjoubi:
Birthday
-O genki desuka: How are you? -Demo: But
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