Sakura at 18
A CCS fanfic by Michael Hopcroft
Part 3: Ya Gotta Put On That Party Dress
Special thanks to Dimitri Ashling for inspiring some of this
section.
Are you sure this is such a good idea? asked Sakura
as she and Tomoyo approached the shopping district. Much as she
loved shopping,
Sakura for some reason felt a bit nervous about doing it right
after school.
Its OK, Sakura-chan. We have plenty of time. Its
not as I were going t\places they dont let high school
students into.
Sakura wondered for a moment just what those places would be
like, but let the thought pass as they approached a shop. Is
this the place?
she said, pointing at a shop window where a long dress was hanging
on a form in the window.
Hai! This is where my mother likes to buy me party dresses.
Its her way to try and convince me to go to parties.
I dont know, this place looks awful expensive. My
family isnt poor, but Im not sure we can afford this
kind of
.
MY family, on the other hand, has money galore. And mother
buys things for me here all the time. I know she wont mind
an item on her bill for
you.
Sakura stammered at the thought of Tomoyo spending this much
money. This would be almost as bad as Tomoyo making the party
dress
herself. No, worse. Now in addition to being embarrassed by wearing
something much too fancy for her, shed have to deal with
the guilt of not
liking a dress Tomoyo had spent the equivalent of three months
allowance on. I. . . I dont think we could do this,
Tomoyo-chan. I can wear
something thats
.
Tomoyo pouted. The pout did not look good on her. Sakura-chan!
Its your birthday! A big night! Besides, you can wear it
to the senior formal
too! You need to look nice.
Sakura thought about raising another objection, but the sad look
on Tomoyos face made her think better of it. For some reason
she couldnt
identify, she had never figured out how to say no to Tomoyo,
especially when she was persistent like this. With a hand tugging
her by the arm,
Sakura entered the shop.
Inside the shop was a surprisingly small selection of dresses.
These are the style models. Tomoyo explained. The
dress youll be getting will
be custom-made to your measurements.
You mean some guy is going to measure me?
Its a woman, silly! Ill get her now.
Tomoyo walked over to the counter and rang the bell. Itsukake-san!
Its me!
A middle-aged woman peeked out from the back of the shop. Oh,
Daidoji-san! Welcome! Sorry I wasnt out there. I was busy
sewing. How can
I help you today.
This is the girl I was telling you about. I wanted you
to make a dress for her.
Youre not doing it yourself? The woman walked
over to Sakura and began looking her up and down. So youre
Sakura-chan? Daidoji-sama
told me so much about you. What were you looking for?
Tomoyo-san says I need a party dress. Im not sure
about
.
I know just what you need then! The woman went over
to a rack and pulled out a long, red dress with a surprisingly
low cut. This is perfect.
Your young man will be amazed. Syaoran, was it?
Hoeee
.
The fitting had not taken all that long, but Sakura had been
rather uncomfortable throughout. Being fitted by Tomoyo, she
realized, was not nearly
as bad as being fitted by a total stranger, especially a chatty
stranger who was constantly trying to draw her into conversation.
His jaw will drop clear to the floor when he sees this!
Dont you think so, Sakura-chan?
Sakura started to ponder just how Syaoran would react to this
dress. Sakura had never really dressed to make an impression
on him; she
hadnt felt the need to and Syaoran had never asked her
to. On reflection, it seemed a little odd. Chiharu liked to talk
sometimes about how she
dressed up for dates, and while Sakura had always dressed nicely
when she went out with Syaoran shed never dressed like
this. What would
he think? What would he DO?
What did she want him o do?
The more she thought about Tomoyos party, the more it
smelled like a setup.
The fitting was finally over. Tomoyo agreed to pick up the dress
and made the down payment. She smiled at Sakura, but could tell
something
was wrong. So she immediately declared they were getting ice
cream.
Cheer up, Sakura! The dress will be lovely.
Thats not what Im worried about. I just dont
know if its me. And what if Syaoran think Im trying
to she stopped, shocked at what she
almost said. Im sorry, she blurted out. I
didnt mean it that way.
Its all right, Sakura. Youre just afraid of
being too forward with Li-kun, arent you?
Sakura nodded.
You dream about it, dont you? Being with him that
way, I mean. Its OK, you can tell me.
That way? Yes, I suppose I do. I spend a lot of time with
Syaoran, we see each other a lot, but
.
Look, its OK. If you two want to, its fine.
Nobodys telling you to wait until you get married or something.
Unless you family is saying
anything
.
Oniichan would mind. Hed try to kill Syaoran if he
found out we did something like that.
Then hes being a bit of a hypocrite, isnt he?
Dont pay any attention to him. Listen to yourself
thats all the guidance you need. Ah, here
we are. I love Bobsons. Whats your favorite flavor?
Mint chocolate chip. If Syaoran were here hes want
the double chocolate fudge. Ill get a scoop of that in
his honor.
You know, if Li-kun had been listening to us hed
be glowing a fiery red right now if he hadnt fainted.
The next day, Tomoyo had done quite a bit of searching trying
to track down Rika. Nobody at the school had known where she
had gone to
school. Her parents didnt answer her query. Finally, she
made a desperation move and checked their old elementary school.
There she got a
most surprising answer.
Which brought her to the door of a little house in Tomoeda. She
rang the bell, not quite knowing what to expect. Hai!
came a voice from inside
that Tomoyo almost recognized. Footsteps approached and Tomoyo
wondered what she would do once the person answered the door.
A young woman answered the door. The figure was a bit fuller
than she expected and Tomoyo could detect an early bulge in the
womans belly,
but the face and smile were unmistakable. It was Rika.
Tomoyo-chan! said Rika. Its been so long!
Come in! Come in!
Rika-san? I dont believe it! Rika took her
by the arm and led her to the living room, where there was already
tea waiting. I cant believe
youre married.
Didnt my parents tell you?
Your parents didnt tell me anything.
They must be in one of their disapproving phases again.
They expected me to go to college and do all that, but I just
couldnt wait any longer.
When did you get married to
.?
Terada? Last year. I wanted to have a formal wedding but
we couldnt pay for it. We got married at the registrar
and settled down here. Ive
been out of touch ever since. I sort of feel bad about that.
You must have been wrapped up in things. So, is it working?
Splendidly. Hes a wonderful husband, and hell
make a wonderful father, Hes working hard to get ready.
Why did you marry him? And why so soon? He was our fourth
grade teacher, after all. Did you meet him again after all that
time?
Not exactly. Its a long story, but ever since we
met the first time theres been a strong connection between
us Id call it a spiritual thing.
Were like a pair of joined souls who need each other to
be whole. Everything else is the details. I waited until I was
old enough to marry, but I
knew all along that he was the one.
Tomoyo sipped her tea, reminded of her own unrequited love.
So, how is the old gang? asked Rika. How is
Sakura doing?
Thats why Im here. Sakura is having a birthday
party this week at my house. Did you want to come?
I wish I could. But Im at an awkward stage of my
pregnancy right now. If I leave the house, I throw up. Papa-chan
has to do everything for me..
Sakura needs to know how Im doing though. Ill send
her a gift. I hope this isnt a downer for you.
Not at all, Rika-chan. Im glad youre happy.
I am happy. And looking forward to being a mother. Wish
them all luck for me.
AUTHORS NOTES: This has been the most awkward chapter to
write so far, almost all girl-talk. Im sure
many of you will disagree with my
speculation on Rikas situation Im sure Ill
get a lot of disagreement on how I handled it. |