Wishes do come true
By Lisa
Disclaimer: Card Captor Sakura is not mine. It belongs to
Movic, Nakayoshi,
Kodansha, Nelvana(shudder), and most of all, the talented ladies
of CLAMP(And
anybody I have forgotten). I was listening to Shaoran's single,
Ki ni naru
aitsu, for inspiration. Imagine if they animated the drama? That
would be
sooo kawaii! I'd love to see Shaoran's face after receiving a
compliment on
his looks by Sakura ^_^
Shaoran: Just shut up and get on with it!
Sakura: Oh, be nice.
Shaoran(blushing): Hai, Sakura-sama!!
Sakura(giggling):much better.
Italics denote thoughts, and towards the end, a flashback.
Oh, Sakura and
Shaoran are about 15 in this story.
"Ahh
" Sakura sighed softly. The breeze was
cool and refreshing today. She
was on her way home from school (on roller blades, of course).
Oh, I'd better
get home, thought Sakura. Onii-chan will have a fit if the dishes
aren't done
by the time he gets home
But its so nice out, I wanna skate
longer
She
sighed and closed her eyes. Might as well enjoy it while I can.
The wind
swirled around her hair playfully. However, she was brought out
of her
reverie by a sudden jolt. "HOEEEE!!!" She had hit a
rock. Sakura was
propelled forward. She landed on her ankle, and skidded to a
stop on her
elbows. Fortunately she was wearing her elbow and kneepads, but
her ankle was
in agony. She pulled herself to her knees. She could just hear
Kero-chan now
"How many times have I told you to PAY ATTENTION when you
are
rollerblading??!!" She winced. Kero-chan was right. I really
shouldn't
daydream so much, its bad for my health. She began to lift herself
off of the
cold concrete. My gear should have protected me, she thought
optimistically,
placing her right foot on the ground. So far, so good. She placed
her left
foot on the ground. Her ankle gave out. "ITAI!" she
cried out, landing on her
butt. A few tears welled in her eyes. So much for skating, she
thought
unhappily. Better put on my shoes. She pulled her shoes out of
her schoolbag
and put them on. Her ankle still hurt. Sakura sank back down
to the ground,
warm tears threatening to fall. What should I do? Onii-chan is
at practice,
then he has to work. Tomoyo-chan is on vacation with her mother,
and Otou-san
is staying overnight at the excavation site. What should I do?
The tears
began to fall. "Don't cry, Sakura! Zettai daijoubu dai yo,
ne?" she said
aloud. But she wasn't quite sure if she meant it.
Wow, it's getting really cold out all of the sudden,
thought
Shaoran as he pulled on his green winter coat. The wind swirled
around his
hair (not that it mattered, it's always messy ^_^) Maybe I should
put my
gloves on. I know they're in here somewhere, he thought as he
rummaged
through his messy schoolbag. He heard a noise. He stopped rummaging
and
looked up. "S-Sakura!" he gasped, almost silently.
What is she doing here
now? It's getting pretty late, the sun is already setting. And
she has no
coat on! Why is she sitting there like that? His mind raced (so
did his
heart.) He took a deep breath. "Sakura!" he called
out to the slouched
figure. She looked up abruptly. "Shaoran-kun!" His
heart pounded as he looked
into eyes the color of emeralds, hair the color of autumn leaves
He could
feel the heat creeping up his neck as a blush manifested his
face. He shook
his head like he often did. "Sakura, daijoubu?" he
inquired as he ran over to
her. He knelt beside her weeping form. "I
I
was
skating, and I wasn't paying
attention, and I hit a rock and went flying but now my ankle
hurts and I
can't walk and
" "Whoa!" Shaoran cut her
off. "one thing at a time, okay? I
can't understand you when you talk a mile a minute!" he
said, smiling at her.
Sakura looked up and smiled at him. God, she's so cute. "Gomen
ne,
Shaoran-kun. I'm just upset, that's all. I fell and I think I
sprained my
ankle, and now I can't really walk. I'd call Onii-chan, but he's
at work by
now
" Shaoran frowned. "What about Daidouji?"
he asked. "I'd try her but
she's out on v-vacation
" she began to sniffle again.
"Well, you could come
to my place for a little while, it's about a block away
"
Shaoran began
uncertainly, his face red. "Hontou?!" exclaimed Sakura
happily. Her eyes
brightened. "Arigato gozaimasu, Shaoran-kun! You are so
great!" Sakura cried
as she threw her arms around his neck. Shaoran's face grew hotter.
"Sakura,
you're so cold!" Shaoran exclaimed after he regained his
composure. "Well, I
didn't think I would be out this late, so I didn't bring my coat."
Shaoran
smiled at her. Silently he removed his own jacket. "Put
this on, Sakura. I
have some gloves in my bag, too." Sakura frowned. "But
then you'll be cold!"
she said, a hint of worry in her voice. He blushed again. She's
worried about
me
"No I won't. So put this on, and not another word
about it, okay?" "Hai.
And
arigato. You are so good to me, Shaoran-kun."
She put on his coat and
gloves. Shaoran stood up and brushed off his knees. "Okay,
I'll help you
up," said Shaoran, offering his hand apprehensively. He
tried not to let his
knees buckle as she placed her hand in his. Sakura cried out
in pain. "Lean
on me, okay?" said Shaoran. She put most of her weight on
his shoulders.
"Better?" he asked. "Lots. Thanks again, Shaoran-kun."
She studied his face.
She got a look of concern. "Shaoran-kun, daijoubu? Your
face is so red
do you
have a fever?" Shaoran looked ahead. "A
that
is, no! It's just chilly, and
the wind is making my cheeks red!" Lame. Really, couldn't
you think of
anything better? Shaoran silently scolded himself. "If you
say so."
They began to walk to his apartment. Shaoran stole a glance at
Sakura's
determined face. His heart beat faster. "Kirei
"
he said softly. "Hoe?"
Sakura looked at him quizzically. "A
Ano!" he
began, totally flustered. C'mon
think
"The sunset!" he blurted out. "It's
really pretty, don't you think?"
Sakura looked out into the horizon. The sky was filled with pinks
and
purples, and the clouds seemed to glow. "It is pretty,"
she said with a
smile. Not as pretty as you. Shaoran looked at her again. The
sunlight danced
off her auburn tresses, tinting them with gold. "Look, Shaoran-kun!
The first
star! Make a wish, okay?" she cried out excitedly, snapping
him back into
reality. He smiled and closed his eyes. I wish that I could find
the courage
to tell you how I feel, and I wish that we could stay together
like this
forever. He looked longingly at Sakura. "So, what did you
wish for, Sakura?"
he asked. "Himitsu desu! If I tell, It won't come true!"
Shaoran smiled. Her
youthful naivety was endearing. "Well then, I'd better not
tell you my wish,
huh?" "Nope!" beamed Sakura. If only
if only
"Well, here we are!" said
Shaoran. Sakura glanced at the building in front of them. "Oh
yeah! I
remember your place! I visited you when you were sick, remember?"
she asked
with a smile. "
yeah," Shaoran said thoughtfully.
How could I forget? That
day is engraved in my memory. I still have the cup you made the
honey milk in.
He looked down a bit and felt his cheeks grow hotter.
Shaoran lived on the second floor, but they took the elevator
anyway. He
was extremely nervous, and his palms were sweating. He glanced
at her from
the corner of his eye. She looked up at him. "Nani?"
she inquired. His heart
skipped a beat. "Nande mo nai!" he said quickly. I
must have been staring. He
cleared his throat. "Well, here we are." Shaoran opened
the door and guided
Sakura onto the couch in the living room. Sakura giggled. "What??"
demanded
Shaoran. "Your house is just so
green!" she said
between giggles. He looked
around and did a mental check. Green carpet, green couch, green
walls
yep,
very green. He looked down sheepishly. "Green is my favorite
color," he said
matter of factly. "I know. You told me when we were kids,
remember?" Shaoran
felt yet another blush manifest his face. She remembers the smallest
things
about me. She is just so thoughtful. That's why I l- Shaoran
shook his head
quickly. Even thinking about the
"l" word made
him so flustered. Shaoran,
you're hopeless. He looked down at Sakura again. She looked concerned.
"The
phone is right here. Try your house, and I'll go get some ice
for your ankle,
okay?" he said with a smile. "Un!" Sakura nodded.
In the kitchen, Shaoran was
deep in thought. Maybe today is the day. I have no more excuses,
and what can
happen this time? There will be no interruptions. But what if
she doesn't
like me back? Or
His thoughts were interrupted by a sobbing
sound. He
gathered the ice and went to Sakura. "What's wrong?"
he asked, placing the
ice on her swollen ankle. She looked at him with those big green
eyes and
sniffed a bit. "Onii-chan isn't home yet. What if he stays
at Yukito-san's
place? Where will I go?" her voice began to waver. Shaoran's
heart melted. He
gulped. "
you can stay here if you want. I'll sleep
on the couch or
something. You can tell your brother that you were at Daidouji's
house." He
looked down apprehensively, not knowing what to expect. "Hontou?"
Sakura
asked, eyes sparkling. "
if you want, that is."
He said, turning his head so
Sakura wouldn't see his burning cheeks. "Oh, arigato, Shaoran-kun!
You are so
nice!" Sakura wrapped her arms around him. "
it's
nothing, really. Anything
for you
" Shaoran stiffened. Uh-oh. He looked at Sakura.
Her cheeks were
slightly pink. "Arigato gozaimasu
" she said shyly.
Shaoran smiled. He sat
down next to her and took several deep breaths. He looked straight
ahead. "Is
there anything I can get you? Tea? A snack?" Sakura shook
her head. "No
thanks. Hey, have any good movies?" Shaoran thought for
a minute. "Maybe. Let
me check." He started digging around his green (of course)
video cabinet. He
tried to lean over the case so Sakura couldn't see the collection
of Sakura
tapes Tomoyo made him. "Hmmm
The Matrix, um, Ruroni
Kenshin, Dragonball Z
"
He glanced at her. "
Dragon Ball Z?" she asked,
tilting her head and raising
an eyebrow playfully. He looked down quickly. "Um, let's
see what else we
got! X the Movie
" "Ooh! Let's watch that, okay?
I love Clamp works!! They
are soooo suteki!!" (of course Sakura likes Clamp!) "Are
you sure? It's
kinda
violent, ya know."(Indeed it is, minna-san!)
"But I've got you to
protect me right?" she said, grinning. Shaoran's heart pounded.
"
yeah, your
knight in shining armor
" he trailed off, keeping his
eyes on the tape. He
popped it in the VCR. "Wow, there sure are a lot of flower
petals in X!"
Sakura exclaimed. Shaoran smiled a bit. "Don't let that
fool you." "Hoe?"
Shaoran was so nervous. He was glad that Sakura was paying attention
to the
movie. May be I should tell her. Now is as good a time as any,
right? He
gulped. "Sakura
" he started. He glanced at her.
He sweatdropped. Sakura had
her eyes closed. She must be sleeping. Why can't I tell her already!
But
she
is just like an angel. He smiled lovingly at her. Her head rested
on his
shoulder. So beautiful
He sighed softly. "Why is it
so hard for me? Every
time I look at you, my mind goes blank and my heart races."
He swept a lock
of hair away from her face. He placed his head on hers. She smells
like
flowers. He stroked her soft hair gently. "If
only I could tell you how
my heart yearns to be near you. You just do something to me.
I've never felt
this way before
" He took another breath, and her intoxicating
aroma filled
his nostrils. "Even when I treated you badly, you didn't
care. I was so
hardened by my training, feeling so unloved, just some kid to
help my family
achieve their goals." He looked down at her sadly. "But
you
you still treated
me as a friend. You broke through the ice surrounding my heart
and
stole it."
He looked sad for a moment. "I remember the first time I
blushed over you.
The first of many
I live by myself. REALLY??!! And you do
the cooking and
dishes and laundry all by yourself??!
uh huh. WOW, you're
AMAZING!!
but
isn't it lonely, being all alone? Shaoran sighed. "Nobody
ever cared enough
to ask me that. It was just expected of me." He stroked
her hair again.
"
aishiteru, Sakura." He felt relieved to finally
say it out loud. "Do you
mean that, Shaoran?" He stiffened. Shaoran's mouth hung
open.
"
I
I
I
thought you
" Sakura
placed a finger to his lips. He closed his
mouth immediately. "Do you really mean that, Shaoran?"
she asked again
softly. She called me Shaoran not Shaoran-kun
"
yes,
every word, and more."
He looked down again, hopeful and nervous. "You know that
I like Yukito-san a
lot, don't you?" Sakura smiled at him again. Oh god here
it comes I am not
ready for this
"
demo, sekai ichi daisuki ga
Shaoran."
His mouth was agape.
Could it be, could she really- "You want to know what I
wished for, Shaoran?"
she inquired gently. He was still speechless. "
I wished
that I could tell
you my feelings
and that you would return them." His
mouth opened slightly,
as if to say something, but no sound came out. Sakura looked
up at him, her
cheeks pink. "
and if what you said is really true,
Shaoran
you do feel the
same way. Anata
aishiteru." His heart leaped. He smiled
widely, and looked
into Sakura's liquid green eyes. She placed her arms around him
and pulled
him closer. His heart raced. She closed her eyes, and kissed
him. Shaoran was
in shock. Her lips were achingly soft, so inviting
He closed
his eyes and
lost himself in the sweet kiss. He wanted to engrave it in his
memory. When
their kiss broke, Shaoran was grinning ear to ear. Sakura placed
her head on
his chest. "
ne, Shaoran
will you stay with me
forever?" Sakura asked in a
voice just barely above a whisper. "
of course. Itsumademo
suki dakara." She
blushed and snuggled closer. But one thing bugged Shaoran. "Ne,
Sakura
"
"Hai, Shaoran?" "Were you pretending to sleep
before?" Sakura looked at him
and grinned sheepishly. "
.yes." Shaoran was puzzled.
"Why?" he asked, now
completely confused. Sakura looked back down and ran her finger
on his arm.
"
I wanted an excuse to lean on you, and I didn't know
how you felt about me,
so
" Shaoran smiled. "You never need an excuse
for that, Sakura." They both
blushed. Shaoran placed his arms around her and lost himself
in the warmth
their bodies generated. He smiled gently. Wishes really do come
true, he
thought, just before drifting off into what would be the best
night's sleep
in his life.
~owari~
Meanings:
Onii-chan-Sakura's older brother Touya
Otou-san-Sakura's father
Hoe-A word Sakura made up (pronounced ho-eh)
ITAI!-OUCH!
Zettai daijoubu dai yo-Sakura's "invincible spell,"
meaning "everything will
always be all right."
Daijoubu?-You okay?
Gomen ne-I'm sorry
Hontou?-Really?
Arigato gozaimasu-thank you very much
Hai-yes
Kirei-pretty
Ano!-umm!
Himitsu desu-That's a secret!
Nani?-What?
Nande mo nai!-Nothing!
Suteki-wonderful
Aishiteru-I love you
demo, Sekai ichi daisuki ga
Shaoran-However, I like you
best in the whole
world
Anata
aishiteru-in this case it means "Darling
I
love you."
Itsumademo suki dakara-Because I'll always love you
Wai! I'm finally done. So, whaddya think?
Shaoran:I think you should scroll back up and read the last part
again.
Lisa(whacks Shaoran on the head with one of those fans that anime
characters
pull out of nowhere):Sit down before you get a nosebleed. So
anyway, this is
my first try at writing fanfiction. This story is based on the
manga, where
it seems that Shaoran is all alone. In the anime, his family
seems to
genuinely care for him(somewhat, at least), sending a butler,
staying in
contact. His sisters are like Nakuru times four! Oh, and as for
the video
collection, I wasn't really sure what Shaoran would watch, so
I just wrote
those down. I added the tapes of Sakura cause I imagine that
they would be
there. Oh, X the movie is pretty cool. The effects are great!
It isn't like
the manga, though. Everyone except Kamui dies in the movie! I
am so sad! So,
back on topic, PLEASE tell me what you think of my little story,
ok? But be
nice, okay? Constructive criticism, please. Don't tell me it
sucks. I have my
own older brother for that. How old am I you ask? Old enough
to drive a car,
that's all you need to know. A big 70's New Yorker. My email
is
snowtigr56@aol.com. Feedback! ONEGAIII! 11/2000 |