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February 28, 2001 ~ This updating once a month thing is really annoying when it comes to archiving stuff. Haha. But yeah. I think my like of this page and motivation to do stuff with it may be coming back. I don't really know though. But see, it's all about the guestbook signings. That's what I say. So hmm. I'm nineteen now. Yup. That seems quite too old to me. But that's alright. My birthday was pretty cool. Definitely strange being at school for it though. Wow, it has been awhile since I updated. Alright, so yeah. This semester. I'll start there. This semester is so much better than last semester was. I think I'm finally feeling like myself here, which is so nice. I'm of course still not where I wanna be, but eh. My classes are all really good, but I'm a bit overwhelmed with work. But not bad. I'm not writing very interesting things. I think this is due to the infrequency of these things now. So anyway, on to now. Well, today I finished crocheting a scarf I started a bit ago. Last weekend I think. I feel horribly old-lady-like now. Although I'm thoroughly enjoying it. Haha. I'm a bit too into it though. I just learned a few weeks ago from my roommate. Anyway, yeah. Now I have ambitions to make an afghan. Scary shit. I went to a lecture today on human rights in China. That was interesting. I haven't really done much involving that lately, and I used to a lot. So I dunno. I'm starting to think about what I wanna do this summer and I do not know. I think there's a few internships I might wanna try for, but I also feel like I should just get a job and make some money, but I also just don't wanna work. A bit of a dilemna. I just want it to be summer though. That'll be great. This will be my most appreciated summer yet I do believe. Weather and company wise. This next week'll be exciting. My brother's coming here this weekend to visit his girlfriend, so I'll get to see him a bit which'll be nice. And then my boyfriend's coming sunday! Yeah!!!!! I'm very excited. I'm wondering how weird it'll be having him be here. Just cause he's never been here before. It'll be great though. It was only slightly weird when Clarke was here. Yeah, so anyway, I think I'm just feeling a lot better about a whole lot of stuff this semester. Winter break did me much good. I'm also just doing a lot more stuff that I used to do a lot more. Which is definitely good. I'm in an orchestra now, and trying to write more, although that's still kinda not happening. Alright, well here's an update for ya. Maybe I'll get back into this thing. I feel like I need an outlet like this again, although I still don't know if I like it's publicness, although I think I also like aspects of that. So yeah, hmm.... But I think it'd be good. A friend of mine here at school was looking at this page and saying that I seem much angrier here than she knows me. Which is kinda interesting. I think I used this to express a lot of the angstiness and disillusionment and bitterness of before. And I think I am happier now in a lot of ways than I was before, although definitely not in all. I dunno. It's weird. I think things changed for me a lot in the recent past, which is kind of interesting considering the people here only know me from that point on. But yeah. Alright, I think I'm gonna go wash out my weird nastily red and sticky mug, make me some tea and read some russian lit. Ooooh. It's Gogol time! Alright, bye.

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