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5.07.03 :: wow...its been awhile....i guess i've just been preoccupied with something...wateva it was....lots has happened...goodness....but yeah....i'll update later...
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3.07.03 :: i've learned more about life and human behavior this week, than i have in the past year. truth is...real friends are one in a million...there will be people that pretends to be your friend for their own benefit and there are those who will actually care about you and your well-being....and i am glad that i have had the pleasure in experiencing both....i learned that even those who you think are trust worthy will one day turn on you.....there are times when you have to associate with people you dislike...but that's the way the world works....everyeone thinks differently and you have to respect them for who they are...unfortunately...that is not what most people think....they think that they are all mighty and higher than everyone else....my reaction to that: get a reality check. yes...you may be more successful than others...yes you might be a litter smarter....yes....you may make more money than most people later on in life...but you will never be better than anyone else till u learn to respect everyone/anyone you meet....you can judge all you want...but i know better than to sink to your level....
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3.05.03 :: =Þ wow!...so i'm sitting in front of my computer trying to finish up my civics hw when all the sudden...my cell starts going crazy...and all i could think of was..."who da fuck is it now?" (cuz i've been in kinda a bad mood lately)....but i turned out to be my swim coach...he called to tell me that he appreciated how hard i was working and told me i could take the day off tomorrow cuz i might be over workin myself....my reaction: woah!....i have never felt the rewards of working hard before...that is why i never really give myself a goal...but after the fone call....i felt so alive....no one has ever encouraged me the way chris has in the past few weeks....he's already mentioned that he's been seeing some improvement in my proformance a few times....but never had i expected him to personally call and thank me....this was the first time i've ever felt the pleasure of pushing myself beyond what i am usually willing to do....i never knew that it would have such an influence on me....=Þ THANKS CHRIS!!
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3.03.03 :: isn't it always great to find out your friends ditched you and have them laugh about it in your face...i mean...at least be a lil more discreet about it...or maybe they wanted me to know and was just straight up insulting me....either way...i now know that they see me as nothing and go around talking shit behind my back...even the one friend who i trusted the most....shows you how much u can really trust a person....not such a bad day after all....daddy called and saved the day...he's such a funny guy...we had one of the best convos ever...hehe! =) |
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jenna k.
1.27.2003
